I am 27 year old. Over a 100kg since always. Working a dead end govt job and got no hardcore skills yet. Abused physically and mentally as a kid. Socially anxious and introvert. Currently addicted to food, weed and emotional drama.
I want to be fitter. Explore my sexuality and stop chasing unavailable women. Get over the anxiety and lack of confidence. Escape wage slavery. Contribute to the world as a writer/artist. Hopefully pursue enlightenment through contemplation and psychedelics.
The biggest issue I face is consistency. I don't stick with anything. All my efforts are divided. I try to chase 10 different things at the same time, work myself up and quit altogether to revert to benders.
Is it possible for somebody to come back from such a mess? At the age that I am at? I believe that I am smart. But I can't point out any other quality in myself that I can count on. What should I do? What can I do.
P.s I am focusing on getting fitter before anything else. But don't have any results yet to show for it.
