Kuba Powiertowski

@Breakingthewall suffering is necessary. When it's properly recognized and kept in relative space of your awarness, it keeps you awaken and focused. Avoiding suffering which is often confused with transcendence of suffering is a trap. Nothing here is what it seems to be. This dimension is a level master deception. To transcend suffering, to transcend fear you need to stop playing human role. That is what most of sages show to us. As Osho once said: "your saints were not human". You need to fully consciuosly, while being here, playing this human role, stop playing it. Without any judgment, resentment, resistance, with peace in your mind and love in your heart. I don't think there is any other way to get out of this maze. That's the reason why you voluntary imprisoned yourself here under this hypnosis. Maybe...

@Reciprocality Dear Friend, You assume that you are in a place and time that evolved in its entirety, along with people, from the laws of nature learned here. Well, I don't think so. If you look at this simulation long enough, as you develop self-awareness here, you begin to notice the black swans of truth left here (I assume intentionally), hidden in theories that have at most questionable support in the evidence you observe. You find tiny, ajar skylights through which you can briefly stick your head outside. You experience déjà vu and ordinary glitches in the matrix more and more often. You observe how people replace one myth with another, how the Big Bang is a materialistic substitute for the biblical genesis after throwing out the old man with the beard, you find ancient, yet constantly encountered species of animals that "forgot" to evolve despite being subjected to thousands of different environmental pressures, traces of intermediate fossil forms, fossils, the existence of which Darwin himself required to validate his theory, there are so very little that you have to look for them with a candle. And suddenly someone discovers the mathematical rules governing complex information systems, the fact that they exist in sets, in certain classes of complexity, and only within them do variations occur. Just as hardware does not generate software, and the chance that such hardware will arise in any random or stochastic process of interactions of basic particles of so-called matter is zero, so human DNA, which is orders of magnitude more complex hardware, did not arise in such a way, and software needs an intelligent programmer. The James Webb telescope shows a Universe that does not fit the Big Bang theory, the Great Bell Test experimentally confirms beyond any doubt that local realism does not exist, that the Universe you observe is not locally real. If you dive deep into these intellectual discoveries and add the intuitive ones that throw you into parallel hyperrealistic dimensions completely different from where you observe, you start to remember how it all works, there is no option - you are on the last straight to get out of this maze, although this straight may be still fucking long. From this perspective, I emphasize, my perspective - maybe I am hallucinating and developing a brain tumor - I don't know - I see that the ego is not something that acquires some conditioning. The ego is simply this conditioning, in the earthly case, exceptionally refined, designed by some master of deception. Yes, all this comes from one team of director, scriptwriter, set designer, make-up artist, etc. By the way, human languages are also described by the theory of complex information systems. Nothing here evolved from a watermelon. Nevertheless, this devilish hallucination, enchanted in the circles of time, gives you the impression of some special place of man on this planet. Namely, if you got rid of insects and microbes, life on Earth would die out in a few months. If you get rid of man - no one here will especially cry for us. Here is an example - we in our hierarchy in relation to the planet and we, in the hierarchy of our planet in relation to it. As the only beings here, we do everything in complete opposition to natural laws as if we were completely alien here. Very far from Tao. Having a sense of illusory control, we experience here the complete opposite of what we really are. As Sauron said in the Rings of Power: sometimes you descend into Darkness to find the Light within yourself. Darkness is an inherent feature of the dual manifestation of reality at every level. Nevertheless, here in this dimension pretending to be The Light - The Darkness has mastered to perfection. Everyone has to discover this for themselves at some point. Finally, a joke in the form of graffiti on some wall, I think in Copenhagen: "God is dead" - F. Nietzsche "Nietzsche is dead" - God Maybe fake hierarchy fits better...

The entire structure of the ego as a separate entity is based on the filament of artificial hierarchy - a completely contrary to nature, evaluation-comparative system. I will explain why hierarchy has nothing to do with natural order. Let's take, for example, the work of human hands - the combustion engine. The operation of the engine is based on a certain order that is the result of a logical process and each element of this process is equally important and plays its role. It has nothing to do with the hierarchy according to the ego, which makes a completely abstract valuation, assessment and comparison between the elements of existence. Without a hierarchy understood in this way, the structure of the ego collapses very quickly. I recommend trying it.

So-called supernatural phenomena challenge our view of the absolute reality of this dimension. Nothing will destroy your basic human worldview and beliefs about the principles and laws of nature that you consider absolutely fundamental and inviolable, like direct exposure to experiences and phenomena for which these laws simply do not exist. Even close direct observation is already an internal earthquake and I saw with my own eyes how some of the so-called "enlightened" almost shit their pants from shock and fear and I never saw them again. The high-dimensional energy (I don't know a better word) that pierces everyone who participates in such ceremonies with the participation of some kriya yoga masters i.e. is in itself difficult to accept on any level if one is not mentally prepared. If we add to this the manifestations of phenomena such as the sudden disappearance of liters of water poured on oneself, not through evaporation - simply disappearance, the sudden lighting of a candle flame or reading from your mind as if from an open book - there are two possibilities - either there is an expansion and the "small mind" falls to pieces or there is a contraction and escape into skepticism and other such tricky ways of dealing with the fear of the "unknown". This is only the beginning before opening up to the direct experience of multidimensional existence. Not much is left of your human beliefs. Only now do you see how this human experience is literally generated, simulated at every moment, every millisecond, how strongly limited this simulation is. And you grab this small human head and think to yourself: now what? Nothing. First of all, no one will believe you anyway. If a UFO lands in front of a skeptic's house, he will explain it to himself according to the worldview they happen to cultivate. The simulation continues to spin, and you just hope that things might get a little easier. Well. They don't yet. Try to remember this: "Open mind for a different view and nothing else matters"

@James123 Now I am in a super big "I don't know", and "nothing and nobody is less or more" - whatever that means.

@James123 I don't know what U mean by that. To be honest, I'm extremly confused, not to say lost... So many things happend in the recent past. Severe difficulties, hardships interspersed with, I don't know, extrasensory experiences of something superreal and familiar, all at once.. I need time to integrate this stuff somehow, because it's getting close to the edge of madness...

@Reciprocality Ok, let's take a 4-stroke internal combustion engine. Which part is less important in its construction: Cylinders? Pistons? Piston rings? Valves, bearings or maybe the crankshaft controlling the valve opening sequence? Or maybe the cooling system or the alternator charging the battery which supplies current to the coil so that it gives the ignition spark? The above does not mean that physical processes are not exposed to failures, defects, and diseases. And of course, using logical reasoning, it is better to drive on 4 working cylinders than on 2 and it is better to lose an arm than a head. Fuck again, either we pretend not to understand what we are talking about or we really do not understand. In this case, sorry, forgive me for being slightly irritated. The artificial hierarchy that I want to talk about here is nothing more than the illusion of the ego's measurement, division, evaluation, comparison, subjective individual, unrepeatable qualities, used by the ego to position itself constantly, create comfortable narratives for it, to justify its actions or worldview. A good example of such artificial hierarchies are: the culturally diverse systems of values, moral assessments, ethical commands and prohibitions, etc. How constantly, all the time, subconsciously you position yourself in relation to others, you compare yourself to others using a whole range of assessments pulled out of a hat. Generally, this is the essence of what is called Maya in Sanskrit - the illusion of the ego's measurement, the artificial division of the world according to egoistic conditioning. That's all I meant. If we are to start a discussion now about what "artificial" means, then thank you, but I'm not interested. And no offense - I'm having a hard time. Peace Brother

@Razard86 Ram Dass: I'm a fake. Krishna Das: so what? I'm a fake too. But a real one

@Razard86 Dude, listen to me! I'll tell you more. Thanks to probably some fucking abilities (whatever they are), through practices that I have even less idea about, I started to spontaneously see through closed eyes, move objects without touching them, and influence the operation of electrical mechanisms. In front of witnesses - my wife, friends, strangers. Lucid dreaming has become a nightly regularity during which I stay in various states in various dimensions, in a completely differently understood passage of, let's say, time. Some of these dimensions are a hundred times more real than this tightness here. Often I don't have the slightest desire to come back here. From that perspective, which is still mine alone - this dimension here is nothing more than a game, similar to the computer games we know. Put the latest Oculus on your head and play anything in some virtual. When you forget that you have these goggles on your eyes, that you're just playing, you very quickly get glued to what you're playing. There is no internal history, no evolution, no mythical struggle for survival. You tell yourself all this to give it context. Human experience suspended in a vacuum makes no sense. Because you experience birth and death very strongly here, through your own level and the level shared with other characters, you create myths about the birth of the universe, evolution, and the end of existence. And because we are what we have made ourselves, we co-create the scenario of this game according to this pattern of birth and death. And this game seems to circulate with us in closed cycles of time according to this pattern. Everything has already happened a billion times, we have been here more than once. We started in a cave, only to end up blowing ourselves up in the most sophisticated way and finding ourselves in a cave again. And so on and so forth until we puke. My experience teaches me that fundamental change happens when you reach a wall, or rather, you bang your head hard against the wall of your own ignorance. It hurts like hell every time. So what. Even now, when I know there's nothing to achieve here, nothing to gain, nothing to lose, that the whole story about some kind of evolution is at most a good joke, when all that's left is to accept this experience of beautiful failure that I've become here, I still am who I am. Still fucking far away, still nowhere closer to god than at the beginning of this fucking-cosmic-perfect-hellride.

@Razard86 Oh fuck me, dear Razard, do we really have to treat each other like idiots who don't understand, or pretend not to understand, what the adversary is saying just to repeat the same thing over and over like a mantra? Just like you, I experience the ego persona. And it's a fucking masterpiece created to experience darkness pretending to be light. The ego is never about truth, only about being right, so that it can be on top, to feel supreme. That's why it creates these artificial categorizations, divisions, judgments, hierarchies, about which I see I have to write more in a separate thread. It will split hairs just to be fucking right. Nevertheless, we all share this matrix here... I am not, like anyone else here, free from this devilish octopus holding me by the snout, and let's not pretend to be surprised when someone sometimes gets irritated or pissed off. Are everyone here so liberated and enlightened? Well, I fucking doubt it.

@Razard86 "...Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs...". Corinthians 13 You want to be absolutely right about everything so much, my friend, that you are completely deaf and blind to what others say. You write about "bullshiting yourself" but have you even bothered to contemplate such a anthem of love? Where is it written that you have to reject anything? You confuse acceptance with the essence of forgiveness.

"Life is not about finding yourself, or not about finding anything. It's about creating yourself" - Bob Dylan. That's why you're in this show. To create it. Ok, to co-create it. The more selflessly you do that, more spontaneously, the more you see it's about the show not about you the more fun you have.

"Nothing to loose" is much better discovery than "nothing to gain". Despite be the same coin, feels better, kind of a relief. Conceptually at least, imo.

Where "to forgive" truly means "to forget as it never happend".

What if? Nothing was ever created or destroyed because the nature of existence is simply existence. What is manifested is only an endless cascade of dreams in dreams. There is no objective history, or evolution of man, nature, or the universe. Every story we tell ourselves is written in the dynamic scenario of human experience to give us a certain context of our experience. Experiencing in existence takes place through mutual relations. There is an infinite, multidimensional chain of relative relations. You will not fully experience your role without completely losing yourself in it. You will not look at the world through the eyes of a medieval farmer, remembering ChatGPT, space flights, the LHC, etc. You assume that the previous experience of human life was in the so-called past as people understand it. Your previous incarnation could have been on a very advanced planet, where beautiful people live in harmony with the cosmos, pursue their beautiful passions, and even master sub-reincarnation - transfer to another body within this peculiar paradise. Do you realize what resistance you would have to incarnate on Earth A.D. 2024? The same as now, when you think your next incarnation will be in the backward Middle Ages. Remembering "previous", often very different experiences from the current one, while believing in the absolutism of the current ones would be torture for most. If you are playing the role of the Godfather, mixing it with the adventures of Bridget Jones makes little sense, because "being macho" simply won't work. You may not always incarnate as human, or have human experience. As a human, you don't know how capacious human experience is, have no clue what infinity of existence really means, and in general, know very very little, almost nothing. The human scene is not the only one, nor is it the most important. Nothing is more or less. The whole existence is nothing more than a mega-theatre with an infinite number of stages, on which an infinite number of plays are performed so that you don't get bored because being eternal perfection for the sake of being is simply boring and pointless. You happened to choose this scene called Earth 2024 (enter your country, city, and family) and of course, you deliberately forgot what you are because otherwise acting in this play would make no sense. Just as we give awards to actors who can completely lose themselves in the character they are playing, you do the same. Some stories and novels are very long and extend over many years or even eras. Let's take Tolkien as an example. The same applies to our so-called earthly fates. Do we have any Tolkien fans here? Your attempt to understand what is happening without a real (not conceptual) reminder of what you are, however, included in your script, is simply doomed to failure. Seeing through closed eyes, levitation, and moving so-called matter with the help of intention alone is possible. Imagine that you are acting out a scene in which you are a conscious stone. Like in the movie "Everything, Everywhere, All At Once". Come on, stimulate your imagination! You put on a cardboard disguise and hold a still dialogue with another actor. You forget that you are a human being and you really can't move even a millimeter. Forget about jumping. But it's enough to simply remind yourself what/who you are, which is for certain reasons utterly hard. Duality extends much further than you think, far beyond this tiny, "material" dimension. It's all true. Relatively. As Pablo Picasso said: "Everything you can imagine is real". one, not so big "if" PS In this act of our play, we approach quite close to a little bigger picture from many directions:

💗we're all 1💗

@Javfly33 nirvana is a cessation of experience not existence. If some "meta-you" is in a state of absence of any experience and pure being is only aware of it's own beingness that means that something is left. But here is a catch. Our language is not able to express "this something beyond any experience" because its construction does not take under consideration existence of such states, at least not an English language. Maya is precisely an attachment to experience which is built from its content. That's my opinion, of course, I don't know for sure. I perceive existence as logical to the core. Meta-logic is a key tool used in Jnana to dissolve Maya. Sometimes we confuse "counter-intuitive" with what we conider basic human logic. Leo's video of devilry is a good example. It's logical top-bottom. Sometimes our perspective is simply too narrow to be able to comprehend higher levels of meta-logic of existence. And there is nothing wrong with that, I struggle with that on my path, therefore I try as I can not to form absolute statements because the fact is that I don't know.

Pure non-existence is not so pure. Even when this fractal spiral of dreams within dreams is transcended and pure empty being or para-being, empty para-consciousness is left alone without any content I wouldn’t call pure non- existence. Non-existence of content - yes, why not, but non-existence as pure nothingness is just a concept. Even if you dissolve your egoic multilevel structure and there’s no experience of anything left, the awareness of pure being remains. And this primordial awareness is not en experience of course. So, I would be careful with such claims as non-existence. Pure non-existence cannot exist by elementary logic.

@ChrisZoZo Thank U for this reminder. I rewatched this and yes, I agree with Leo in 100% on this topic. What I am saying that this downward spiral of selfishness exceedes human survival by many orders of magnitude.

@Ishanga That’s why, as Sadhguru says, it’s better to remain extra-ordinary😘

@Ishanga yes. When you are not capable of dealing with such amount or energy / vibrations - it literally throws you into spiritual multidimensional space. Because you don’t control your trajectory, very quickly massive electromagnetic objects / entities pull you towards them. Both positive and negative. The largest ones pull you gravitationally very quickly. Although gravity is a bad term. It’s more of an analogy of a model of space governed rather by electromagnetic fields of plasma currents. They are more kind of a plasmoids rather than stars and black holes, using gravitational framework. Nevertheless if you know how to navigate - positive or negative will tear you apart. I’m using here a certain analogy, of course. But yes, those experiences if not tamed, mastered will massively enhance your desires and fears, thus your karma understood as sum of your actions may massively rise with great probability.

This is the key. This process extends over a very wide space. I agree with You.

Duality is created by pairs of opposites. But duality extends much further than most assume. Even unconditional love has conditional hate on the other side. To some extent...

I can only agree with you, dear colleagues, to a certain point. Namely, thanks to my natural psychic abilities (which are mostly a curse), I have managed to look quite deeply into this gigantic, black well, in whose immeasurable depths the heart of darkness is hidden. Here I do not agree with the narrative that, on a human level, evil is solely the result of human ignorance and ignorance, and that evil is only a derivative of the survival function. Ordinary people, neighbors who suddenly skin their neighbors, women and children who are from the same, Christian cultural circle, are not driven solely by the survival instinct. Namely, imagine an entity who is the sum of all the suffering of all relative existence. All the suffering that has ever happened, is happening and will happen in the multiverse, the meta-universe, is gravitating NOW towards this one entity, towards this singular point. This entity is anti-existence. The only thing that drives it is an almost infinite desire to annihilate everything that exists. It blames God - Unconditional Love, for allowing this suffering in which this entity has been trapped/has trapped itself. Its suffering is intensified by the fact that as a giant black hole it is a fractal infinity, ergo, it has limits. Probably also its own meta-mega-illusion, but it will learn about that in due time... I suppose so. I find traces of this being in myself, as in the actions of all humanity. Okay, I will not go any further. To sum up - existence and survival are very broad concepts...

@A Fellow Lighter I follow some content on NewThinkingAllowed and always watch or listen conversations with Ronnie Pontiac, despite I'm not interested in occult practices. I'm just interested in diffrent approaches to spirituality as they are all valid. Ofcourse, some so-called non-dualist will say that these are all dreams and they are not real. Thing is, that despite dream reality is a relative one it doesn't mean it does not exist. It's like denying that one had a dream. Dream occured, dream happend and that is a fact. So important thing is to differentiate the relative content of a dream from the fact that dream was / is experienced. Now, coming back to the topic of occultism. As I see it, it's a very powerful tool that opens the gates between dimensions of reality. If it's done for noble, non-egoic goals we call it white magic, the opposite we call black magic. Thing is, that this requires spiritual, mental and emotional maturity to be done safely. Because you intentionally and fully consciuosly open your gates of spiritual fence to various, sometimes highly energetic entities you must know what are you dealing with. You must know the procedures and stick to the protocol. There are great deceivers on the other side / within you that can easily manipulate your egoic structure. I don't say don't do it as it's all for the people but wide research in this topic and proper guidance id highly recommended. I gave up my kundalini kriya practices as they became too dangerous for me. I wasn't prepared enough for it, not this place, not this time. I discovered the when I truly open to what is in a front of me, this guides me in a unforced and relatively safe manner. It's slow, maybe very slow but as an eternal being I have infinite time to learn to be patient. At least, I belive so😂😂😉. Take care😘