Kuba Powiertowski

@Razard86 I understand what You say, more, I can sense your state of being / mind, and, probably very partially, I also feel your struggle.. Despite having diffrent perspective, in some sense your struggle is mine and a lot of people here. Especially in these, extremly confusing times. What enlightened (or darkened) me recently, was this ending scene in 2nd season of Arcane. I wrote a post about it day ago. We need to let ourselves to be who we are. Imperfect, often dumb but sometimes brilliant, often cruel and selfish but sometimes truly loving and kind. If we don't accept this simple fact that we are who we are nothing will ever change. There are no shortcuts here. You can't jump from who you are to a full non-dual state and stay there if you still want to have this human experience here. At least I don't think it's possible. And maybe it's not about that at all. Well if someone wants to blow out a candle, cease all experiences, one is free to go, I belive. For me love is pointless when it cannot be given, cannot be shared, cannot be found as a most precious jewel inside your heart that heals all your wounds and scars. Maybe that's why duality in its full spectrum is essential? I'm not interested in fields of dreamless solitude, not yet at least. Maybe as a pitstop to recharge my battery😊

Dear colleagues, It may be worth considering the following: since the intellectual conceptualization of transcendent, multidimensional infinity from an extremely narrow and limited perspective is doomed to failure, if only because of the incompleteness built into the intellectual system, which cannot be cheated - maybe let's just recognize the equality of all views presented here as relative, mostly strongly personally conditioned and, most importantly, momentary. Maybe Self-knowledge never ends, who knows? The fact is that for Razar, absolute solipsism is a current fact, for you, dear Carle-Richard - it is not. Solipsism in any form is not my cup of tea, but I respect Razar's position. He is where he is and that's good. Such a perspective is also needed - if only to fuel this discussion, which, as you can see, gives pleasure to its participants. And after all, this fun is what it's really about 😉

My mind is a real mess. I don't know anything anymore. Everything was just constantly seeming to change shapes. You drive a car and you don't know where you are going or what you are doing here. You release the steering wheels and you suddenly discover an autopilot or rather autodriver. As in this case, trust in such inventions is very limited, especially at the beginning. Let's say that it works for now, you can look around. The same mess is everywhere. Only Nature, as usual, in its beautiful majesty remains unchanged in its variability. When She dances as always with congenital grace, we have already started to trample each other. Our Yin and Yang fishes no longer circulate each other, one eating the other alternately. Both of them spend it to disappear every now and then, change places. Mess. Such is the nature of the era of oblivion, the land of confusion, growing appetite for destruction. Well, it remains as to let this scenario fill in, the show must go on. The longer I observe it, the more and more relief I feel. Stay for a while with death. Hold the dog on your knees while sleeping. Collect the animal hit from the street and feel how it goes away on your knees. Sit with a dying parent, a friend in the hospice. Every day after work for a round year or two. You will meet people often younger than yourself and this is not just staff. Be present at the time of transition, descending from the stage. Feel this infinite, overwhelming peace. Birth, death, creation, destruction - we have a place here for everything. Sometimes at a very high peak of Mount Duality we just lack oxygen, we start to hallucinate. Then it's easy to get lost. Probably that's why all the masters tell you to breathe deeply. What has risen long ago must fall like leaves before the arrival of the frosty winter. 💗

@Breakingthewall I practice it everyday, Brother💗

To be precise, nothing is mine until Moby sings that it's all mine😁😁😁

it is easy to be saint in heaven, it is easy to forgive the saint, here you forgive the devil, thus you forgive yourself I saw this verse all at once, in its entirety, in my dream, spray-painted on my tombstone.

@Evelyna I don't claim it's mine. Nothing is mine😊 Anyway, thanks for research🙏

What if duality is the key to the expression of existence? And the key to the expression of duality is equilibrium? And the key to equilibrium is the profound realization of the non-dual foundation of reality? In one of the last scenes of the brilliant Arcane, Victor says something like this: "I thought I could bring an end to the world's suffering. But when every equation was solved, all that remained were fields of dreamless solitude. There is no prize to perfection, only an end to pursuit. In all timelines, in all possibilities only you can show me this." My jaw dropped like I had been hit in the head with a hammer. Nothing had shaken me like that in a very long time. At least now I am beginning to realize my own blindness and that I need to discover what the wheel really is, for myself.

Very good, wise. Thank You. I need it now and ever I suppose…

@James123 not every experience is based on thinking. In sports i.e. the best experience is based on flow of movement - kinaesthetic awarness where you don't think at all, just act in ever present now. This is extremly powerful and beautyfull experience😊

@Princess Arabia Nice🤟😘. Like from some Sergio Leone's spaghetti western. Yours?

@Javfly33 100% agree. Intuitively. Brilliant. Thanks🙏

At some point you have to surrender your intellectualization of existence. Otherwise you'll end up in endless vicious circles of karma, whatever you call it. Do your thing, follow your heart, help people - those fucking little bastards, be nice if you can, tell the truth. Fuck this eternal speculation. What was was, what is is, what will be will be.

@Razard86 I don't want to argue with you pointlessly, it's just curiosity. I will use regressive incompleteness here, since your statement is internally contradictory, so I will ask you a question: how do you know that? How do you know that you are not deluding yourself at the very moment of constructing this statement. How do you know that you know? Even if it seems to you that you have achieved an absolute, ultimate state of vision, my question still remains valid. It concerns all the views expressed here, including mine, of course. And this does not mean discrediting anything or anyone, because you may be right, just like anyone else.

But why as good, not as what it is? Good is good, evil is evil. Both are an inevitable consequence of duality as black and white. But why most of folks here mix up the meaning of the terms - I have no idea. This is duality for god's sake, however relative, it plays a key role in self-knowledge. Sorry, I got a bit off topic. Other than that, I totally agree with you.

I have noticed that bringing up the subject of reincarnation arouses almost as much excitement among forum members as endless solipsistic debates. In the case of reincarnation, however, one can sense a distinct resistance to even considering such a possibility among some participants. In conversations with Christian friends, it is similar. Very interesting and funny. Well, it is better to return to nothingness than to reincarnate into the experience of being a small, fat girl with Down syndrome, acne-prone skin and an unpleasant smell of sweat, isn't it? The subject of reincarnation can be an interesting instrument for measuring our current attachment to form, identification with it, and our openess to infinity of existence with its infinite ways of experiencing itself. It showes us where we really are on our journey.

Personal point of view. No more, no less.

I'm not saying it's not. Love this planet deeply and try to love humans although sometimes it's very, very hard🤦. @Will1125 if ego is not selfishness, love is hate and hate is love, god is ego and ego is god, solipsism is not what solipsism is by definition, and stuff like that, then my theory that this place or to be more accurate - human experience is built on delusional framework is probably correct.

Probably we are in the best place where we can deluded ourselves to extreme extent - Earth.

If by ego we understand selfishness, than through service to yourself, you choose a negativiley polarized path of spiritual journey according to Ra. I’m not saying it’s not valid but it’s a path through a very far lands of delusion. In the end very hellish. For very brave ones. Or very stupid.

Every method and its effects in the form of self-realization are a trap in themselves, the moment the mind welds itself to them. Every realization, even the one that seems absolute, is only an individualized perspective, a point of view of perception in an infinite matrix of more or less momentary entities like you and me. No one holds the key to the only exit door. There is no absolute truth that you have to discover. Just realize that you are one of the manifestations of infinite existence experiencing relationships with other manifestations in a certain context. That's all. Everyone is a unique, unrepeatable path of self-knowledge. No one and nothing is better than someone or something else. Everything is fine as it is. Realize this continuously, with all available methods (and create new ones, yours) with your entire being, and the illusion of fear that traps you in this truly diabolical role will slowly begin to dissipate like morning mist. The only key is your perseverance.

In the intellectual models we create about this dimension, it is good to remember the black swan principle. If you build your theory, your worldview on the assumption that it explains the existence of all white swans and leaves a loophole for the possibility of black swans, about which at least for now, you have nothing to say - you use your intellect wisely. Nevertheless, if in your initial assumption, you stated the existence of only white swans, giving no chance for the appearance of black ones - be careful. One Black Swan may be enough to reduce your theory, your worldview, to a temporary cloud of dust.

@James123 thanks

@Razard86 Thank U for this. We're basically the same... All this arguing is indeed pointless..

@Letho I believe that this will never happen because every conceptualization is an intellectual process, the nature, the immanent feature of which is Godel's incompleteness extended by Gregory Chaitin to information processing systems. In the direction, let's say, "forward" a cascade of paradoxes awaits you, in the direction "backward" an infinite regression of assumption to assumption contained in the question: how do you know that you know? If you do not develop intuition that works interdimensionally, perpendicular to this dimension and not along it, you will get stuck in speculations such as: can an infinitely small pinhead hold an infinite number of dancing, infinitely small devils. Intellect without the counterweight of intuition is a labyrinth without an exit. Without (human) intellect human experience simply does not occur.