Adrian325

That was good

Thank you. This is really trippy. There's a reality without form right here. I've been goin in and out back to this "3d" reality but I see things now in my default state I couldn't see before and can go to this formless state by choice. Like WTH? Amazing and it's like we're all sticking our faces in this orb of fractals.

I'm trying your advice but can you be more specific

I know I'm aware that I'm the empty field but are you seeing this stuff without psychedelics? It's started with just outlines but now it's everything and I can feel it too. Like rubber band magnets

I am porn. lol the "life is a dream" video covers it all

This is fun

Y'all seen Frank Yang's YouTube channel? He breaks down enlightenment perfectly.

When you feel bored, who is the one feeling that way?

Change your identity and you'll change your reality. Who's bangin J-lo? I Am! hahaha

Fuck Fear. Coming from someone who has PTSD and bipolar 2 disorder. Make friends with your inner demons that cause you to fear. Embrace the idea of death and the impermanence of everything. Do that as step one and the rest will unfold naturally. Once you surrender your life,you will glimpse the Truth

Do some MDMA with your sis and hug it out

Have a wingman,take a benzo and be bold. Make it fun and don't care about the outcome.

You seem so wise to have any questions on something like this surprised me. Have you had your God realization? That almost seems silly to ask I know

Agreed

Everytime I used a Ouija board it felt like I was on the phone with someone. Like they were texting and I was speaking. What's up with that?

Thank you. I don't take my experience with Ouija too seriously on the topics of conversation. The stories I have are both fun and creepy with Ouija.I haven't met another woke person who actually thinks there's more to it than the mind playing tricks on itself or just bs,wich is discouraging because like I said I've experienced it,so when someone disregards it,I end up losing faith in the individual and in everything they've shared with me to hold any real weight. Maybe it's just something I'll have to find out when I die. Either way it's interesting and worth my time to research. Side note,Ouija got me out of being atheist when I was a teen and led me to try psychedelics and research spirituality. Journey well

When I supposedly talked to my dad he told me sorry for not being there for me and that he loves me. I interogated him to see if it was him and he answered everything right,even the ones I didn't know we're right until my mom confirmed that it was true..an other time this girl named Lisa who died in a car wreck,spelled out my friends nickname and when I asked her what's my name she spelled Q T and I was like "what the hell is that" and then it hit me lol she was calling me cutie duh haha said she wanted to marry me. I was flattered but changed the subject. The cool thing is they always had a calling card to let you know it was them you were talking to,like with Lisa,she would start the conversation with 14 because that's how old she was when she died supposedly and my friends dead homeboy who got murdered by a rival gang would spell OG because that's what he always called my homeboy. Alot more stories but you get it

I get what your saying and appreciate the effort you put into my question.

Haha I see what you mean

That's what's up ?

That's what I'm doing now. I'm a little lost and don't want to ignore it even tho it's so easily could be shoved off as silly or I could just agree with the science and push it away but I know that it will bother till Ive experienced the truth of it. I may have that be my next focused intention the next time I trip.

Thank y'all for the help. Leo wasn't lying about it bein lonely at the top. I'm glad I finally joined up with yall

I've scene videos on that actually and still have to disagree. Because I wasn't pushing the planchette,it was peeing pulled and taking my fingers with it,also because the tips of my fingers were barely making contact,sometimes it would get away from me. I don't expect for you to believe me and I don't want to try and convince anyone. I just don't know if it was a spirit anymore because my new truth of about being God and how everything is pure consciousness. That's the rub

Trust your own direct experience right? What I experienced,I'm still trying to find out.

You don't. I drew one up a few times on just cardboard or paper and used a guitar pick for a planchette and it still worked.