ZGROPIUS

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  1. @Thought Art Thank you So Much!!!!!!!!!! I'll remind myself to open up to wider spectrum of emotions. "Timeless nature" are ticks so well. I haven't considered this yet. This upgrades my perspective on "memories". Less despair, more initiative. Thank you for the book recommendation. Right now I'm meditating, cultivating dreams and a little bit of Wujizhuang. But it's more about psychoanalysis, these thinking level things. Trying to use vocabulary to label repressed intentions, feelings, thoughts to understand oneself better and the phenomena they encounter. It's more psychoanalysis, it's a bias with fear. Because it can effectively change my thinking and understanding. Most of my trauma is caused by language, verbal violence, and relationships with elders, I feel more secure relying on analysis. Things like meditation are more abstract and inexplicable. (but I do love, respect, and value the insights it brings) But unless I understand them with words and fit them into the belief system. I feel that I can't maintain the results of meditation. This feeling is a little insecure. I want to move into and explore the martial art fields. But this fear tied me up that I can not move. Do you know how to deal with this, or may I know what's your thought on this phenomena?
  2. @Thought Art “Emotional trauma is stored in the body.” Is healing necessarily painful? Every time I do healing work, old memories will come out, especially when I pay attention to somewhere strange body sensations of mine. The memories that were almost impossible to recall came back and make me cry the same as 10 years ago. Every air and atmosphere, the body reacts as if in that 'same moment'. Can the painful memory be dug, discovered with a smile and comfort?
  3. @TurquoiseAngel You don't say:"Dude, I can smell that Heitler is wrong./ Eww This worldview is nonsense./ Self doesn't exist/ 'Harry Potter' has biases. So Why waste the time to studying it? I love different reasoning Models/Structures/Logics/... even if their perspectives are limited. To be Honest. Jordan Peterson has a lot more integrity than many ones who brought into the 'right perspective' in the first place. His temperament is good and contains great aesthetic qualities. Why don't wanna study/be curious about people like this?
  4. Cool. Just words. Nothing&something. Moving or stay the same. Devil or god. Pick one you like and play.
  5. DAMN. I LOVE Dark things. There are so many artworks and creative things that are DARK. Dark with Warmth, and Love. I didn't find the reason why myself feel this way yet. But I just love it.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There's a saying like:"God is omnipotent and does nothing, While the devil is full of evil, diligent and courage./上帝万能游手无为, 魔鬼万恶鞠躬勇为。" Some people feel to be evil means against the conventions/breaking the rules.
  6. It's okay. Between People, This is the difference of context. It depends on how old you are in your generation, the environment you've set as reality, and the extent to which you explore the world. If you said one word in your anima context, The fantasy world of yours. Such as Black long straight/AU/哲♂学/... These simple words. Your mom won't understand it either. From ancient times through modern society, and then to the new era. The cognitive gap between people and the cost of understanding grows inexorably as time passes. In the past, we’re all living in the same “space”, caring about almost the SAME THING. Everything in the context that people use is not much of a big different. Through the development of technology. The world is seen through the eyes of the younger generation in a very different way. The virtual world. The Internet becomes global. People’s imagination has become stronger ever since. Young people are more focused on fantasy culture/subculture/online things rather than things in real life. This is what they’re most focused on compared to the last generation. As if we're living in the different world. There’s a scene in “Sherlock”. Mister Holmes was lying on the couch. He questioned his assistant suspiciously: "What? the earth revolves around the sun?" He has no other knowledge of geography, yet he is a genius beyond the reach of ordinary people in the context of his be loved field. Only the different of contexts. Different perspectives. Some got held more by others as a convention. Some are not. If you wanna know other perspectives. You go learn it. Be conscious of what’s happening. These things are not inherently the truth you need to carry. Some new words? You just dont know. Be conscious not to buy into explanations. Don't blame yourself for not fitting in the conventions. Notice yourself don’t even actually know what the word “interpret” is. But peoples act as they do. What is a “Power plant”? God or nothing? The one you want to conform with doesn't have the truth. You don’t know what is a power plant. Not even “Power” or “plant”. There's no absolute answer for you to align. This is what truly authentic.
  7. I‘m curious. Does this experience make any changes in your life? Like when seeing "xxx" and you have special power suddenly. Can you relate it to anything in life? I Wish you good news.
  8. One Bilibili source: https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1Ct4y1k7p4?spm_id_from=333.337.search-card.all.click&vd_source=ccdb5218de778f8c336cf85ccee01f76
  9. I'm proud of The whole "Epistemology - How The Mind works" works. Every school should teach this from primary school. If one individual don't have this kind of conscious there will be No way to communicate anything at all.
  10. Album 'New Age Heroine' By band 'OURS' One truly powerful record. I first met it at age 17. Before, I have never experienced this kind of Love in my life EVER. Recommend the work 'My love' & 'Made to love' in it. and 'God only wants you' from another album of them.
  11. yeah, I don't know how exactly it works. All magics can be bullshit. But this question contains a lot of assumption as well isn't it?
  12. Eastern countries have the saying of cultivating accomplishments in previous lives.
  13. Maybe it's some childhood experiences there're hiding, or it's some other Fear is projecting. Many people don't fear Lighting and thunder. and this fear can be created.
  14. This is true progress. You understand this. You know and Can express yourself, you understand how you feel, You know how things happened and is happening. These consciousness are fundamental and important in real. Hate them as deeply angry as you deeply want, grab the art/music/works that are your kind and type. and Lucid dream is something completely in your command. My teacher and his master cured many people who have cancer with qigong. It's one of the spiritual techniques called Wuji Zhuang. The practice is all done by patients themselves. I believe you right here and now are forever FULL OF HOPE.
  15. Oh It's okay now. Thank you for listening to me. There's really little original voices on these topics/expressions about the east in western countries.
  16. He may also can be referred to as F on occasion. That coldness is foreign to me. Many of their episodes move people from a really unnecessary point & the way they talked about art and films. That is a very immersive experience in qualia. PS: This is not true LOL?!!!
  17. This model appears to be quite divisive. and I think Leo is a very emotional and sensitive person.
  18. @MarkKol @Leo Gura mmmm Honestly as a Chinese person who lived in China since childhood. When I heard Leo talking about "shitting in the mall" I feel that's a genuinely very low quality example. Nonetheless, it's happening in one high conscious education source. It happening on one high conscious source. It was really sad. The odds of such a thing happening are as slim as a nuclear weapon landing in a country, but some media outlets only interested in picking on it. China's shady media will also use an extreme instance and one or two lunatics to stigmatize America. When it comes to truly understanding the people of a country, these informations are ..... so mindless.。。。
  19. @Someone here my love... this is so biased. Please read yourself. If one wants to leave but others force them to stay It might only get more sad and angry. If you have some serious emotional problem and reach out to some guru they speak down to you from an absolute perspective. How do you feel? Leo has spent an incalculable amount of time using the most concise language for people who don't understand, descending to their level of understanding and perspective, bit by bit to get you to the level of understanding you are now. Please understand your suicidal friends and treat them more Equally. Their thoughts are no different than your relative reasoning. Simply obstructing suicide is not the real aim.
  20. Maybe I didn't get the idea was got by others? I don't know why everyone was discouraging this. I feel all the knowledge out in the world is already like a map without routes. Many things/directions have been promised. but no matter how correct they are. You don't know what you gonna get unless you reached the destination.
  21. Respect for Leo. Your work impacted my life goes so solidly like the parents of my second birth. The most important tools I use now to see and explore the world and the qualities I'm still developing all come from you. I really could not define who are my 'parent' really. So Thank you. Happy birth to the day.
  22. @Someone here What are you talking about. I pointed out the fact that we have a choice relatively speaking. and it's NOT GOOD to force one who has a suicide tendency to live and tell them they have no choice, most of all it's not true. Because the truth is reality is free to do anything including suicide. - _ - Why you're saying "Death is no joke" ? You understand the truth of death? I understand nothing about death really except different versions of concepts of it. Whether you know it or not it shouldn't be scary either.
  23. This thought is good. Brings back sense of integrity in heart. No. This not true. We have options. We don't have to clinging to this sense of living. Die into the unknown or live to find out all the wisdom of myself.
  24. POETIC - METAPHOR. loosely freely. from Blog Video All Understanding Is Metaphoric & All Understanding Is Metaphoric - Part 2 - This one happened in the forum. The biggest responsibility in life is ....? As I'm scrolling down through all the richful answers. I saw Leo, : TRUTH
  25. @FlyingLotus Honestly the first time I saw your avatar I was amazed. I think the dragon in the background is very similar to Leo. His shapes, beard, slenderness, nose impression, lively and animated personality_i usually feel this when following Leo's ideas, cuteness, non-aggressive shoulder and long body part. It's very funny because The usage in the movie of this dragon is almost exactly the same as what Leo's work represents(from a fairy tale POV). Makes the image in my mind really wonderful and interesting. I love your avatar's temperament. Btw I used to see Leo taking out a drinking glass as an example of something. At that moment I assure that this glass is a thing very familiar, but don't know what. After a while I realized. The shape of the cup body and curve features is the same as the shape of Leo's finger. So one bought themselves items are the same structure or style as their body part. It's really interesting but this is just my personal perspective. Lol I'll draw Leo in the future to see how it works.