Dancer

I found out that my concept of a best friend actually was false. So I had to let it go or I would continue to be stuck in falsehood.

It's not in itself bad, but in your situation it is bad and it limits you. You will have to drop your best-friend concept in order to actually find one. This or you'll be stuck without a best friend. Your choice. I had no best friends. Then I dropped the concept and suddenly I had a lot of possible best friends. Some of them today I consider my best friends. I'll do almost anything for them, and they will do almost anything for me. The reason you had a best friend as a kid was that you didn't got to know him with your concept of what a best friend is.

There is no best friend. Throw that concept out of the window. Believing you can have a best friend blinds you from seeing your best friend.

If she is not worth it there wont be any long talks

I assume you mean a girl that I've been sharing continuous sexual experiences with? Well, first, I'd never call her my girlfriend or lover. I'd call her "Jasmine" or whatever her official name is. Then occasionally I'm swapping her name out for other things that enriches my life like "Honey", "Sugarplum" or other tasty stuff in life. Stuff that I love and value highly. If she is the one that enriches my life the most. Then I'd do almost anything for her. I would die protecting her. So obviously I'd answer all her questions and have discussions and long talks with her.

There is no my woman. I don't think a human can have another human. Unless it's a slavery-situation. It again depends on relation, situation and context. If it's a relation with a woman I value highly(like my mom ) because she enriches my life to a level that's impossible to reach by myself, then I would most likely have a long discussion with her to try give her a better understanding of my position. Probably not over text though. But even this discussion has a limit and we might disagree. Then she take out the apple-pie from the oven and after tasting her lovely creation I hug and kiss her goodbye.

I'll answer for what I would do. But I'm just a man How would he communicate and handle a situation where he disagrees with what the woman says? I'm fine with disagreeing. Does not bother me at all. How the situation is handled depends on relation, situation and context. How would he communicate in a conversation where she mocks him or triggers him? Oh, this is fun! I'd play with her. Laugh and throw some balls back to her. Sometimes I might just ignore her if I see that she has totally gone crazy. Then I don't like to play with her. How would he communicate normally in everyday situations? This depends again on relation, situation and context. How would he communicate when he sees someone in trouble or with someone who is describing their problems? This depends again on relation, situation and context. Sometimes I found the "problem" or trouble so silly that I just laugh about it. Sometimes I make space in my arms. Sometimes I give a helping hand.

There is no love in the situation. At least not what you think love is, hence you'll never find it. Stop looking. Instead look at yourself and allow yourself to feel fully pissed, sad and agitated. If you can, avoid drugs that has a numbing effect for a while. It might suck now, but that's the point. One day you'll laugh about this.

I would do nothing different. Why does it matter if I die now, tomorrow or in 100 years?