Dancer

You are beautiful as you are. But of course you want to look pretty for men. I want to look nice and clean for you. Even for cats. When they look at me, I want them to see the most beautiful shining being. When I was younger I had a period for a couple of years when I didn't care at all about my appearance. I looked like a bum. (Nothing against beautiful bums). Then I realized that it's not me that's looking at me. It's you. And I want to be beautiful for you.

I am the most enlightened being on the planet. 2. comes Sam Harris 3. Closely followed up by @Leo Gura porn-collection. 4. Then comes Leo Gura himself, just outside of getting a medal. But we are nice. We love him. So we give him a participation medal. The list keeps going forever. I can't seem to find you on it? Where are you? That was one tough game. Well played all. You are all worth a celebration just because you are. Lets eat and drink!

Of course. You got dm.

You have not lost your Virginity until you have surrendered to Gods love. Don't worry. There is no more gentle lover than God himself. All you have to do is relax, and he will fill you up. He makes love to you in an unimaginable, indescribable way. This is Heaven. Let go and let God love you. For the vulgar version, you are very welcome to check out my journal where I will post about my relationship with love. But it's at your own risk. Don't go there if you are afraid to meet me or are easily triggered.

I can handle it! Please give it to me. I'm open for the complete fullness of the love you have to give me.

You don't need to sign up. I'll send you my direction in pm. Looking forward to experiencing your love man.

@Leo Gura Welcome back! I'm looking forward to reading your book. Will it include pictures from your porn-collection? Giggles. Love you man. I'm serious about the porn-collection.

You have not lost your virginity until you have surrendered to Gods cock. Don't worry. There is no more gentle lover than God himself. All you have to do is relax, and he will fill you up. He makes love to you in an unimaginable, indescribable way. This is Heaven. Let go and let God fuck you.

God experience maximum pleasure. But he arrived there through pain. God is a fucking hedonist. In a good way We are all his little hedonist children. He is holding our hand through the journey. If we allow him to.

Is there nothing else you are certain about thanks to your memory?

It does not take much intelligence to realize that truth lies beyond direct experience. Even a human can do it. And their intelligence is very limited. You can't remove memory from yourself. Memory is an inherent component of you. What happens when you remove memory from yourself?

Beautiful man. Thanks for sharing!

No creation without destruction. Females in general hold more creative energy and males more destructive. It looks like a sperm is destroying the egg. I'm a mix of both. Exploring healthier ways to express the destructive part.

I agree. I see that it belongs in both. I agree that we should try to avoid solving conflicts with fists. It's not what I'm pointing at. Did you read the article? You are right. I have no problem. I do like the flavor of destruction. You are right. I can spend more time at the dojo and take my kid and his friends with me. Thanks for reflecting!

Why was this thread moved from Society, Environment, Government, Politics? What has this thread to do with Dating, Relationships, Sexuality? Ok then. We can talk about solutions and how to handle this issue here. Seems like the more conscious people hang out in this section anyway

Please don't deny your beautiful mothers. You came out of her whatever you like it or not. There seem to be many people that are attached/identified with EVERYTHING. They are still attached to their mother. Cut the fucking cord guys. You won't die. How are you going to enjoy life when you are attached to your mother still? Such limitation.

Until yogananda is physically threatened, and he has to chose between running, fighting, hiding or playing dead. The best shelter is a physical place. Try sleep out on the street tonight and see how safe you feel. Yogananda can hide in the silence of his soul.

@Emerald Beautiful video and I love the song. Extremely well-made It triggered a catharsis cry. Thanks for sharing! My ego death was a combination between @Leo Gura foto and 1:32 ⇾ 2:03. It was sudden, unexpected. I had nothing of the "scary" and "weird" stuff. I was in bed, sober, thinking about cycles. Suddenly I had an insight into the infinite nature of our existence. In the same moment I was swooshed into death/love/peace. That was all it was. Then back in my bed. I went from atheist to Love = God. To the knowing that I don't need to be loved, because I am. LMAO The next day I had surgery at the hospital. My penis was getting circumcised. Both my ego and penis got circumcised in tandem. LMAO

I did it and I have paid the price... At the core it means exchanging yourself/love/power for a bit of relief. You are exchanging with the devil = your ego. You are giving away yourself to an entity you have imagined in exchange for relief/feeling better. You keep doing this unconsciously until you have given away so much of yourself/love/power that it feels like you don't want to live anymore. Everything seem to hurt. Everything triggers you. Watch your emotional triggers. They are the devil trying to trick you into looking for more relief. You might experience depressions and dark nights. This is part of the price you have to pay. You are in hell. When you have realized and accepted what you have done, it's time to pay the price. You pay by allowing yourself/love/power back into you. By fully seeing and accepting yourself. It was not your fault, it was nobody's fault. It was all the devils work. But you have to pay. Allow all the feelings, thoughts and sensations to pass through you. It feels like you are going crazy. You are not. You are going sane. Everyone and your ego will tell you that you are going crazy. Don't believe them. They are playing tricks to keep you stuck in hell. When you have fully paid. You are fully yourself again. You are free. Free from suffering. Free from the devil. You will never make the same mistake again.

It's not you that are going crazy. It's the false you. It will feel like you are going crazy, but it's just all tricks. Allow every sensation, thought or feelings to come up. See that they are actually harmless. They have been waiting for you to finally meet and greet them. See that they are not you, they just want your allowance to pass through you.

The serious grownup collects food and build shelter. He makes sure that basic physical survival is taken care of for him, his kids and his tribe. When you have a full stomach and feel safe/protected. The non-serious kid comes out to play, dance, explore etc. You are both the serious grownup and the non-serious kid.

You don't have to learn or conceptualize anything. This is all dreamstuff that the false you might use for survival purposes. It's like it has hijacked your intellect. You can however learn/conceptualize about stuff for fun. Like a kid playing around trying to figure stuff out before his intellect and nervous system was hijacked to serve agendas. Hahaha. There is nothing more real than you. What's not real is the false you that's pretending to be you lol. You are beyond.

Such things are randomly drawn out of thin air all the time. Specially from hobby-psychologist that has read 1 article on gaslighting on the internet and then are diagnosing all their exes. Collecting proofs and evidence is great. Take it to court and let it be decided there. But don't throw accusations that are not true. If you are in an emotionally abusive relation. Get out! You hold the power. If you are physically threatened, call the police. A good psychologist may help you realize that you hold the power.

To decide whether someone has been manipulative/abusive or not is a serious case of entitlement

The power is given away by you. It's not taken by anybody. It may feel like it, but it's false. You are the one with all the power. You just need to realize it. Since you hold all the power, you are not afraid anymore. Getting out of an unwanted situation now will be a piece of cake. If you are physically threatened you could call the police.