Hi guys,
I just registered
My name is Mike Harhangi, I'm from the Netherlands and I've been following actualized.org and doing conciousness work for about 8 years now.
I've had many personal and spiritual breakthroughs along the way... which I'm very grateful for.
I've had experience with psychedelics like lsd, mushrooms and ayahuasca... many of them gave me the experience of oneness and unity, but not fully...
So today, inspired by Leo's video, I had my first 5-Meo-DMT experience.
Me and the shaman felt it was right to go with the full dose (25mg)... for I was ready to experience ego death... I felt more than ready.
We did some meditation... then he lit up die pipe (freebase)... I inhaled deeply which was a bit challenging but I pushed through... then I held my breath for 1... 2... 3... 4... Liftoff.
In a second I lost complete sensory input of my body, it hit me like a wave and even though there was some anxiety... I just kept letting go.
The blackness behind my eyes started to break up and literally exploded into the brightest white light I have ever seen...
I became one with this light... with everything and I instantly realized this was it.
Call it God... infinity, I'm not sure what name I'm comfortable with... but it was amazing.
Full of love... and infinity bright light that swallowed me completely.
There was no ego... no duality.
It was the most profound experience ever.
I just wanted to share this... it might help someone some day .
I still feel the after effects... a lot of gratitude, and connection.
I will continue my journey doing more work with 5-meo-dmt (hcl)... this tool is amazing and I know it will accelerate the road to enlightment.
Also special thanks for you Leo, I believe we co-created that experience... and I'm grateful for that ??
