Kevster

Well the point is, it isn' t always crystal clear we are bullshitting ourselves. You make it sound pretty obvious, yet you are ' fooling' yourself with videogames etc.. You state these words for instance, but you are just reciting thing you have read elsewhere. That is what I mean. Do you really know? I never stated I wanted to Kill the Ego. I don' t even know if that is true. Going on another journey in order to kill the ego, would mean perhaps another side path.