altamash

It will suck, buts its only fake pain lol

Let me put it like a story: God was busy doing things alone and as part of its 'natural process' to discover itself, its potential etc, a new thought occurred: "What if I was not One ?", "What if I was Many ?", it lead to more troubling thoughts: “What if I am not the only one?” and, “Am I alone?” and, “Are there others such as I?” and, “If there are others, how shall I find them?”. You see when God has a thought, that thought is alive, a living being or an angel, lets call this being Lucifer. Lucifer drew a cloak made from the stuff of its own consciousness around itself that it might be made alone to separate itself from God and was able to have independent thoughts of its own and for the first time a being uttered the word "I". Lets picture Lucifer's realm as 6th Density Unity consciousness. Lucifer multiplied, created more realms to explore but as part of its initial campaign to fully experience "What If i was Many?", he has to achieve maximum amount of separation from God so it created the "Veil of Unknowing". Again remember absolutely everything is a living thing and this Veil who lets just call: "The Adversary" was born. Its job is to never allow beings from knowing the truth about the ONE. You asked if "God already knows", well God doesnt ! Free-will makes sure that the outcome is never known otherwise what would be the point. Before incarnating in the 3rd Density, the soul goes through something called "The Shattering" this is when you realize you are losing the connection to the Unity Consciousness state and get absolutely ripped apart to the point that you are ready to murder the next person who pisses you off. This was necessary to have duality/polarity in our 3rd Density earth life. I mean its the opposite of Love, and we already come from Love so experience has to 'start' from hate and we make our way back to Love. Love makes the Adversary grow weaker And the drama plays out here on Earth but considering all of us who would frequent these forums, it is a possibility that we are light workers here to raise the consciousness of yourself and others just by being YOU. Sometime just being present at the right place is enough to let yourself be used as a vessel of light to affect everyone around you, Its your state of mind which is very important. The reason I mentioned all of us as "the Lightworkers" is because we tend to usually not able to fit in with the general crowd. In that sense its possible that we dont even need the 'human life', we already graduated long ago and like one thing i have read here and there that something fucked up real bad somewhere and it was traced back to earth and we; beings from 6 to 4th Density volunteered to go back in time to fix that disaster as everything in the universe is connected and one thing affects the other and has a ripple effect. So if you consider yourself a lightworker/wanderer etc then it should answer your question of why you are here. On the other hand if you still consider yourself the regular folks then you choose to take a part in a movie and you are the actor and are playing with other actors because its FUN . I wrote this post knowing that it will not really answer your question but it can be a starting point for me to understand where you are 'stuck'. I have referenced the above story from this book that I recently read, its available for free online at www.zingdad.com I have also attached the book, it is definitely a good read, and hopefully might even answer all your questions. the_ascension_papers_book_1_-_zingdad.pdf