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Yeah I've experienced that. The level of consciousness rises throughout the day only to "reset" during sleep. What you can try is working with the subconscious with hypnosis meditation like this one: What I did was listening to these while I slept. It made the "reset" less and less noticable until it completely disappeared. Try different ones to see which one works best for you.

@Maya_0 How about the ever-present thingamajig?

@Javfly33 It seems like the normal thing for "thought" to be that way. It creates a thought that is completely opposite to what reality looks like and then imagines that to be real and reality to be the way it shouldn't be. Of course it's the thought that is imaginary and reality that is real. Could it really be any other way? Seems like we humans are conditioned to believe these thoughts but as we become more conscious of the illusionary nature of thought it starts to loose its power.

@Forrest Adkins After awakening some addictions fall away. Others stay. The Enlightened person wouldn't do something based on any uncomfortability or desire. That's if all karmic patterns has been dissolved from the body.

@Mindfang413 Life is a wonder that is not meant to be understood. Let it be a wonder and drop all questions about it. It is truly beautiful that way.

@Red-White-Light The way is forward. You can't return to that paradigm, not when you've seen the truth. What you're experiencing is the ending of the spiritual honeymoon. That can be quite a rude awakening. It might seem like a step backwards but it is actually progress

@MusicalPotato silence is a great teacher. Let it show you the way.

Feeling emotions is completely normal. As you awaken you tend to get more and more sensitive to feeling. I'd say that what you should watch out for is a feeling of numbness. That might be a sign of some spiritual bypassing or trap.

@Nak Khid If you want truth you can't flee from it. You stay still and let truth wash away all illusions. you can choose to let it happen or not. but you are not the one embodying it.

Ofc. Have a great weekend you too!

@LfcCharlie4 I agree with what you said. Just to be clear I'm not saying I'm att LOC 1000. I' m not sure where I am in this.

The realization of the absolute is only the beginning. Then comes the falling away of the separate self and all of it's illusions and the integration/embodiment of consciousness. You speak of it as there is still a separate self there after the integration has occured. There won't be any you left that is free to live life on it's own terms.

The absolute has already been realized and the stopping has already occured here. What I'm talking about is what happens after that.

I haven't found the bottom of the rabbithole yet and I'm not looking, all I do is free falling. Maybe the bottom will find me someday Mm yes. Going full circle from personhood to.. well something similiar but totally different.

There is always deeper to go. But yes it does feel stabilized. No need for any certain things to happen. No need to change my life in any direction. It's perfect the way it is. That seems like a good answer.

@Jkhv1 ok, cool. how did he know he was at 1000? Did he get to 1000 after he knew about the muscle testing? @LfcCharlie4 In my own experience there's not alot changing so maybe we can't draw any conclusions about it. Or maybe the big change have yet to come for me. Who knows.

I'm quite certain that the seeking stops before 1000. Somewhere between 600-700.

I don't but I'm sure you can find the information your looking for online.

Noone can prove that. However subjectivly that's not what is experienced. What is experienced is that everything appears within and is a part of consciousness.

Hawkins measured thousands of people over 20+ years of research. That should count for something. @LfcCharlie4 Sounds interesting. I'll see if I manage to read through it.

@LfcCharlie4 No I haven't but it sounds like a good read. I wonder how sound the science is?

@LfcCharlie4 heres the map by david hawkins if you are interested. As you can see the top level is 700-1000 so quite a big gap in knowledge there. https://personalexcellence.co/blog/map-of-consciousness/

@LfcCharlie4 @Leo Gura this is probably based on david hawkins research and the book Power vs Force?