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Yes, a divine and loving drama whore

@spiritualryan They would wake up and realize it was just a dream. ?

Yes, thought happens. It's an experience just like the other senses. No need to stop thought because the only thing that tries to stop thought is also thought.

So you don't have a video on the same topic?

@EntheogenTruthSeeker Glad your feeling better. Good luck on your journey and keep praying. <3

The death that is experienced as the final layer of self dissolves.

@VeganAwake Thank you for that but the video did not adress the same issue.

Could you link videos on that? That is the only video I have found that is dealing with that topic.

You're welcome and thank you for your honesty. That is a very courageous thing to do and essential for growth.

That's good that you can see how theybare not serving you. Can you also see that they are not true?

Inquire into that question and it will be revealed to you. You werent aware of it so how can you blame yourself for it? Also you say you have low self esteem. Now look at the thoughts you've written about yourself. How do they make you feel? How are they serving you? Are they really true?

A nice honest introspection. Go deeper and inspect that fear. Why are you avoiding that person? What are you afraid of?

Yes blind spots where Ego is hiding. As the last layer of ego is dissolved there is an experience of death.

Yeah there's a gravity but not a gravitor that chooses if it happens or not. Or like a ripple in a pond. From the ripples POV it's moving forward. It's getting somewhere but from the ponds POV there is nothing happening. The pond is not going anywhere and the ripple was just an effect of the pebble being tossed in the pond. The ego identification happens but it is just the ripple in the pond. From the egos perspective there's death but death is just the experience of the ripples energetic movement ebbing out.

Because there is nothing to reflect back upon it. Just as a perfectly transparent window can only be seen if there is dirt on it.

So craving attention because your resisting loneliness? What story is coming up and what feelings?

Good Point(er). ?

@VeganAwake no pointer is perfect I guess.

Yes some disentangling happens by itself but some might need further investigating to be disentangled. We could see it as a misidentification I use it aswell sometimes but that does not explain the reassembling or reidentification that happens after the initial seeing and not death experience when the last layer of ego is shed.

After awakening the ego will still be there in thought and feeling since that is what it's made of and it will try to bring back control with thought, anxiety, fear and it will try to reconstruct as an enlightened person or god. After awakening there is still work to disentangle the ego identification which is integrated in the thought feeling patterns until the ego completely dissolves. The body will still operate without an ego trying to control. It will be no effort because the ego is the resistance itself.

How did that manifest in your life? What is giving you direction in your life right now?

It depends on what you want to point to with the word energy. In your own experience it might be feelings or mood. In a more theoretic context it might be electricity.

@BipolarGrowth I resonated with what he said about ego dies and is reborn from moment to moment in form of thoughts and feelings. And if those are believed to be true ego is running our life.

It's only painful if we resist it which most of us do. ?

@roopepa if you don't want to know truth then it might be better to do something else with your time. At a certain point you can't go back and undo this work. Find out what you really want and focus on that instead.