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To netherlands yes or to Scandinavia or to Iceland or Germany maybe, but the more North, the better. I like it up there... It feels better. I lost all chances of living there though.

I'm not sure I can switch countries atm, but it would be great if I could.

I lost all in life basically. I don't know what is left of me but this lower self that is so limited and abused. I can't wait for another life after I die in about 50 years. It will be magnificent. Mark my words I guess. But now is all I have and now is not good time for me. Maybe it won't be a good time for the rest of my life.

I don't love Christianity and don't want to be a Christian. I just want to leave or be left alone by my enslavers.

This is gonna be hard. The Bible is easier than the real true religions of the East, but it is bad.

If I lived in India or America or something like that and had a normal life, I would gladly. But I need a new citizenship first.

@Salvijus but I believe that I cannot live in hell and that it is possible to escape it for good. No need for it now nor in the future in the afterlife. I don't need this hell. I don't need basically devils who don't value truth to torture me.

Should I delete this thread before it gets a thousand views? People are apparently really interested in this.

It is me posting here, justifying my selfishness, acting like a monkey. Just that. Sorry. But what can I do when I have already cane to a point of no return in life where I will struggle so hard to survive every day. Anhedonia, lack of interest and diseases from maybe poisoning have their roots in my life as well. How can I escape this in a humane way? Is there help for that? I just need a big lake I guess. To live nearby one.

Okay, I aint a danger to myself because I am a coward I guess and don't have opportunities to drown. My life would be amazing if I did. I would be reborn in Tahiti now, having an amazing life or in Fiji.

I'm interested in how this works. Did anyone buy some kind of health insurance online when going to Netherlands and then had a good experience with it? I want to get a Dutch doctor if possible.

I'm not interested in impossible. You are overestimating my lifes path. I am not gonna become Buddha or a yogi in this life. In another life I will if there is such a thing. This life has to come to an end, though. It is hard and it got too hard for me to deal with! So please hear my wishes better. I do not wish to become a yoga practicionaire because of my life that got real bad. I only wish for assisted suicide that is safe, painless and legal. Netherlands has it legal if it is assisted by a doctor I guess. How can we get me there and help me get a doctor for this asap? In another life we can talk about yoga and stuff. This life is too bad and poor to be talking about that stuff.

Can I at least find out how to find a doctor in Netherlands? That is about honoring of life. How to get healthcare, how much does it cost and so forth?

Assisted suicide is honoring of life, but I understand partially that you can't inform me about this. It is okay. Where can I seek for the info? I guess by going to netherlands directly. But that is kind of hard. I also have energy problems and can barely write this here.

How in hell do you tell someone with my problems that they will stay here in this life for so long? It is a really fucked up situation and you have to live through years and decades of it getting worse and worse. Inhumane are the Dutch if they cannot offer euthanasia for foreigners like me with these problems, and if they won't. They are the best we have though. Ahh, I wanna die. I can't have this as my goal if it is gonna be impossible to achieve. I wanna die and be reborn again!

Hi, I beg somebody to help me get euthanasia or drown before my suffering gets extreme and with no end in sight. If you can help get euthanasia, I would appreciate it greatly. I am very worried as to what is going to happen in my life in the near future and who I will become, unrecognizable, so different, not a personal development follower, a really lost soul.

A one day fast helps but I have to cleanse and have a bowle movement enough times a week/day.

Sounds too good to be true, my problem is back. So are more unfair attacks coming my way. My death is nowhere in sight, I will have to be tortured for years with bad meds and peoples actions. I want peace. Peace is not gonna come my way any time soon. Bad stuff is coming. I had a nice morning though. I am grateful for small things, but . . .

I am in need of euthanasia. If anyone is able to help me get it in Belgium or Netherlands or inform me about it more, you would be saving my life by helping me escape unbearable suffering, both physical and mental.

I don't know but since I stopped taking Lexilium at night, my stomach problems got better for three days now. We will see if this is gonna stay permanent or not.

Please help me find a way to stop living that is painless, safe and legal.

Anyway, can anyone recommend a good psychiatrist in Netherlands for euthanasia? Any help in getting euthanised in Netherlands? How long does it take and what is the cost? I need help with dying. It is legal there so why not try if the health insurance is free.

@Salvijus I desire to go to God, to get out of here, to die. Why can't anyone understand that I want euthanasia, that I need it. I need to visit Belgium or Holland and get it.

Impossible to create a life of peace and health. Pain and suffering has increased too much and I kind of want to get rid of it at almost any cost except the cost of even more pain and suffering.

Okay, I guess it takes too long and is pretty hard to get now. I wish I had the thing with which they do it with me now. I would die alone then.