StateOfMind

maybe not exactly marriage but a traditional family, like having husband/wife and children, and maybe even visiting your uncles and all that? EDIT: i'm saying this because this feels like a very lonely road.

This is fucked up I would fuck my cute students Lol

Haha you got me... but this is really weird because as you start to explore that, it gets really intense to the point where you have a complete female orgasm! and there is nothing gay about the whole thing. and for those who have access to psychedelics and experiment with this, i can imagine it to be some really high level shit that even a female can only dream about.

We know Truth exist, so there is one Truth. But does talking about it , or putting it into words(which is just a dream and dualistic) make it just truth and not Truth with a capital T. Because it seems that being in the moment of Truth is the only Truth. does that make sense? maybe the question simply is can we have a truth inside of the dream? like saying someone's perspective on something is more true than someone else's?

I really don't wanna be a dick but... was that truth? it's really strange because at first i think i'm the one doing the thinking, but when i meditate i really smile at how thoughts pop up, but what's confusing is all of the words that i'm typing right now are not me thinking, they're just thoughts. i can't wait for my 5 meo trip... to see actual love. thanks guys

Please explain

By self actualization/self development i mean self not Self with a capital S, whatever that mans.

I've talked to some people and you just can't crack up about their beliefs/spirituality. not religious people, but people who are gone beyond religion. like us although i'm not that spiritual, i just haven't met god yet.

this is NSFW but, it's just another perspective, gotta take it. don't judge. it could also be shadow work, if it disgusts you, you should try it. at least imagine it.

for me personally an open minded girlfriend would do, but definitely not a family guy.

very interesting, i don't have any opinion on this but just as i was rumbling my thoughts... is it because we think that a statement is supposed to be/speak truth... like saying "the sky is blue", its either gonna be a true statement or false. wen we read "the sky is blue" we go up in our head to check whether it's true or not. in the end it's just a statement. but to read something like "this statement is false" we get this illusion where we objectify the statement and give it an identity because the statement is kind of self-aware? - because the statement is talking about it's self - and so it seems like this self-aware statement is saying something that contradicts its self! it's like a male human being saying that he is a cat!. lol i think i did pretty good on this one

Where did you read this, link? second of all in the same logic i cannot be accused of raping if i admit that i'm a raper??

on one hand it feels good that i'm not alone, and on the other hand it's ruined cuz i thought i had some special power Lol

I really cannot describe it more than my replay to @Elevated if you're a guy and you feel the orgasm of the female watching porn, than we're the same.

not a chance yeah it's like how the female is feeling about it, you can put it the same way an empath would pick up emotions. it's like watching from the guy's perspective but then that perspective changes to the woman's and comes back in a second, like a switch this is rare but sometimes i can feel for them both simultaneously.

Wow, that's self development 101 do you have a youtube channel or something? and please share with us the podcast when it's done. for me personally i think i'm too caught up with life stuff, i should be doing more actual self development than just watching videos. thanks for sharing.

Wow, can you tell me a bit on how do you integrate purple using mushrooms?

Lol i think to be right is to be quiet... no perspective, no thoughts, no words, just being.

Maybe not exactly quantity but quality, at red you only read a curtain genre of books, but at yellow you be more interested in meta-type books. at red you read because to become something or cuz you think it's gonna make you more money, but at yellow you read for fun or to seek understanding. i think yellow is all about understanding/expansion of knowledge.

You're not a muslim are u? the quran is just like any other holybook, nothing special, just stories

I see your point, but does that mean there is no absolute/objective Truth?

you think that YOU are developing yourself, but that YOU it isn't actually you, it's just ego, so how is it the opposite? I agree completely, it like ego going to it's own death by trying to prove to the world how spiritual it can be, "oh i'm so spiritual i meditate everyday for 20 minutes...", "I" feel so grounded... it's all me me me. but what i'm still struggling with is that if reality is all infinite perspectives, don't you think that saying that is a perspective in it of itself. so why would that be true and not something else? It's very hard to talk about these things cuz you have to jump from dualism to non-dualism.

i think so too but... why does it feel like you need some sort of truth to know the Truth? like the fact that god is infinite is a better truth than the idea of god being Jesus or something? maybe just my ego playing tricks on me...

I'm commenting on this in attempt to "revive" this amazing thread by OP @doronshadmi i personally don't have much to say except i think as abstract as math is it's still dream stuff, but a higher quality dream stuff?! maybe watch this video and let's talk about it. Mathematics is very very amazing. Is consciousness dreaming math? is math the structure of this dream? i want to hear your opinions on this

Anybody from Algeria?