Godishere

Nothing but love actually exists. God is Love and you are God. Integrate and reflect, find love in the subtle things, Meditation for sure. Psychedelics are awesome and lead to as you say, peak bliss experiences. But all states are equally awesome. Psychedelics should be improving your quality of sober, mundane life and if they aren't, why are you doing them? It sounds like you're stuck in negative thought loops. Meditation. Walking. Driving. Working out. Find joy in the little things and go from there(I was once where you were at).

What he's actually saying is the separate self is not God, and as long as you are claiming to be God(the separate self), all you're doing is developing spiritual ego. That's what I gathered.

How can someone like the Leo avatar die 100 times and keep returning to a finite self? For me it feels so total. The total awakening is the end of samsara? You have completed reality and become so lucid that it loses all meaning? For example, there's alot of talk about God Realization. But to actually embody that at the deepest truth and acceptance is something else. That is fucking radical and maddening. If you/me actually accepted that you/me are the only conscious entity in existence, keyword *acceptance*. Life is completely meaningless. All guilt/fear/shame is to be seen as completely imaginary and there's no reason why to not act "devilishly". Please understand that I do realize how contradictory this post is. This is clearly coming from conceptual thinking otherwise I wouldn't be here. I'm afraid to go any further in my spiritual journey until I'm ready to give up my attachments to others, meaning, life purpose etc. Is this a skewed outlook?

@Inliytened1 @Inliytened1why was my Absolute Solipsism awakening the most terrifying experience of my entire life? Like I've had these minor awakenings where I felt the Love etc. But Absolute Solipsism was maddening.. didn't feel this eternal Bliss at all

@Kksd74628 yeah that's true and you have some good points. I'm not trying to be cynical about the whole thing, I'm merely pointing out a trap. All of this is a distraction. Literally. You are what you seek.

What already is the case. From an emotional POV, expression.

@Inliytened1 @Inliytened1 absolutely nothing and no one can prepare you for awakening However, after some integration, the best thing you find is that nothing matters. You can still do everything you did before, travel, socialize, party, whatever floats your boat. But you also know, it's just a fucking dream ? and you know you can always come back to it. If there's one thing that's constant, it's that Awakening is not going anywhere lol. So what's the rush. Life always goes full circle.

Take a step back from awakening for a few months. Don't even think about it. I was in your shoes a few months back after realizing the exact same thing. If you haven't already stop taking psychedelics. Integration is the key brother. Earned wisdom ❤️ God is Good. God is Love.

Bro, how many times do I and others have to tell you this. Stop trying to mentally masturbate your way to Truth. Stop. Just stop. Myself and everyone here has told you the direct path to awakening. Psychedelics. Any of your choice. All your questions will be answered, and honestly you will probably for once actually want a rest from all of this philosophy and non-stop conceptualizing. One trip and you will probably want nothing to do with awakening ever again. You are God limiting yourself and You are stuck at this limit. You are not Buddha(relatively speaking), so you ain't gonna awaken from doing nothing.

Yes and no. From the absolute perspective sure. But what purpose does that serve here? WE created this entire universe (relatively speaking), for a purpose, obviously. Infinite Love. Those "cardboard cutouts" are your fellow humans from the relative world WE live in. So what purpose does thinking none of you exist, if You're not conscious of it. If you were conscious of it, why would you be typing on a forum to "no one"... Get my drift.

Definitely. I haven't burned through my karma yet! Regardless though, I've still had those realizations, rejected or not. I guess I will fully Awaken when it's time. I'm in no rush, I like this dream or I'm very attached to it at least haha

Haha come on bro! ? There are no awake beings. God asleep = awake. God is always woke. God is omniscient at all times.

@Breakingthewall Very well put. This is an accurate representation of Awakening and God. The no-self recognition is literally the same thing as God Realization. All this deeper levels/highest levels etc. Is ego games.. how do you guys not see this? ? the moment you truly realize no self, you realize the fabrication of all self's. The finite self then takes on the belief "I am God" "you are all projections of my finite mind". This is false and a trap and not God Realization.

@Someone here He doesn't mean that literally bro ? he means that you no longer care because you understand the universe is flowing in a direction of the highest intelligence and love. I would stop listening to him at this point because you are taking what he says literally and as a belief. I did the same thing and it became counterproductive at a certain point. There are no "higher awakenings". Anyone who has actually awoken knows this. There is God and God forgetting it's God. So if you're still seeking you haven't realized the illusory nature of the finite self. The separate self is always seeking/wanting/desiring. The finite self is the infinite self pretending it's not. Do you get it yet?? If the infinite self didn't cosplay as a finite self there would be no such thing as me/you.

Awakening isn't gonna do jack for your life. You think you want the ultimate understanding, but what you really want is the end of suffering. The finite self is always seeking, that's the cosmic joke. There's nothing to seek. Infinite consciousness cannot know finite. The ego is a complete and utter illusion, always seeking. It cannot know! you will never know by definition. Who would know? Ultimate understanding = death.

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"you are all alone as God". Well that makes 3 of us that are alone as God then lol.

?? I don't know why but it a very sadistic way, I found this funny. It is kind of funny in a certain POV ? ? only because I've lived through it I guess. @Siedah yeah there is no self. There is actually no selves. You just have to put the dots together, it takes time.

@Vincent S same thing for me. I literally had a glimpse and almost spewed my guts out. A glimpse changed me forever though. I've slowly coming to terms with it ? it's easier when we can pretend we are separate. It's paradoxical, is one sense only You can awaken and this is obvious when you awaken lol. But consciousness dreams up other dreams where the characters overlap is my thought process. When you awaken, the entire universe wakes up. One being dreaming an infinite number of dreams outside of time and space. ? It's fucking God. This shit cannot be fucking thought. You ain't ever gonna put God infinity in a box

I just find this so hard to believe. I've literally deconstructed my mind for 3 years with the aid of psychedelics and it took me many, many, awakenings to awaken to ACTUAL Solipsism. ACTUAL SOLIPSISM KILLS YOU. You die. I was not willing to go there. And I don't actually believe that many have really gone all the way here. Let alone from a conceptual video. Come on... This thing is not some logical concept which suddenly makes you God. Plus this takes ALOT of maturity to handle, which is not really discussed here much. There's no way I could handle this much consciousness in my early 20s. You would think you have gone completely insane. Another thing, Solipsism is like the final piece of the puzzle, you will reject the fuck out of it. Why? Again, because the idea of you cannot exist without other. You just don't understand how radical and maddening this is. It will take weeks of integration. Watching a YouTube video is not going to kill you. And if it does, it's one in a million. In my opinion you're just deluding yourself further from the direct experience of actual truth.

@Someone here nice man. I'm just going off your previous posts that were very conceptual/intellectual and making assumptions from my own experience. How did you awaken? Like what was the actual process! How did it happen? Tell us more, I want to drown in infinite love too ? I just don't think I'm ready for the solipsism part entirely.. I still enjoy my dream pretending there's a world outside my perceptions.

The first time you have this realization you will have an existential crisis. I don't think your there to be honest. You won't be writing here about how wonderful solipsism is, quite the contrary. It's taken me about 3 months just to integrate the last awakening which was too much for me to stomach. You ain't awakening without some serious trips under your belt IMO

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@Leo Gura I think the problem many people have with it, is that it feels like something you already know but have hid from yourself(on purpose). When you get your first real true hit of infinity and Oneness the ego doesn't want it. You realise why you were dreaming in the first place, to create otherness. Wouldn't that be so?

@The0Self I do feel like he had a good point. Hypothetically if there is no-self, how can you ever trust any idea, concept or belief about God Realization? If there is no you and nobody is actually in control, then every thought about it, is just a thought and not IT. So letting go of these beliefs and ideas counterintuitively actually brings you closer to the Truth? Plus the solipsism beliefs and concepts don't really help anyone awaken either?..