Egodeathrow

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  1. I was talking with a friend, I was telling him about how I thought I was waking up to infinity in a way that basically surpasses all teachers. Absolute infinity within absolute infinity the possiblilty space of every psychedelic trip and imaginary life that could exist, At any level of strength or depth of consciousness. Could the Buddha live through that and keep his paradigm? Of course not, Every possible infinitely dimensional life? That would break the smile right off his face and he wouldn’t have his enlightenment(freedom of suffering) that he talked about(hypothetically if this happened) imagine if someone introduced mega powerful psychedelics into the community of people who surrounded the Buddha? How would that change their ideas of enlightenment and what consciousness is capable of? If they experienced every implication of what Leo was talking about in his implications of oneness video, Including all possible psychedelic trips at varying dosages ranging up to infinity, If this is experiencible and that doesn’t prove reality is infinite I don’t know what does, Sorry if I just ruined your guys life making you begin to comprehend what that means. Absolute infinity is still more than anything we have conceived yet. Like Leo also said in his 30 day 5 meo trip video it was like everything he knew about awakening before which was relatively a lot compared to most enlightened masters was like a dot in an infinitely long line, It’s like that taken literally until it keeps going on in that way forever. INFINITY!!!!! Absolute infinity, Every possibility and impossibility space in all domains. Forever. what do you guys think of this, Doesn’t this make it hard to believe anyone really “became enlightened” or knows totally what consciousness is capable of? And the God realization on top of it, You created this infinite possibility space(at least that’s how I’m thinking right now from my current and past awakenings who knows maybe I could change that? I doubt it but I’m open. Infinity is crazy as fuck when you really run through the ramifications holy damn.
  2. Because God is infinite and if God couldn’t do that that would be a limit, So it had to run through that ramification because there was nothing stopping it to spontaneously become that.
  3. @Hojo is thought infinite if it imagined a let’s say max dose salvia trip? Like the most you could make into a blend then chain smoke it? The smoking of it is a thought materialized.
  4. @Hojo and yeah of course God’s better nameless, It’s just absolute truth and hopefully we all know what that is a direct tautology of whatever is, I think this void that’s here is the meta-psychedelic, But God knows it can alter and evolve in metaphysical qualia, Seemingly especially when a physical psychedelic is done
  5. @Hojo salvia doesn’t require thinking people do it without thinking at frat houses all the time, Besides the thought of you hitting the pipe making the world appear
  6. @Hojo as far as I can tell they’re identical so what would be the difference?
  7. @Hojo are we sure it cannot as a fluid upwards movement of consciosness? So what? We disregard infinity and reach a no mind state? Is that in fact the highest infinity? Nothing leaves space for everything to be done?
  8. I know btw that Buddhism has something to do with infinity. But the ramifications are something that cannot be exhausted in a very incredible way that I’m not sure if can be grasped all at once but that would be the biggest mindfuck if it was, and you could awaken to this infinite psychedelic trips implication of oneness and infinity. And we here on this forum know how powerful psychedelics are, And we like to grapple with infinity best we can
  9. And it would imply infinite beings becoming conscious of the full metaphysical truth
  10. And that you still need to multiply by infinity then multiply it again by infinity ad infinitum forever
  11. I was just thinking Leo’s last name sounds a lot like the Russian mantra Ura, I was wondering if this is actually the case of how Leo’s family got their last name? Perhaps there were some spiritual gurus in Leo’s dads family tree?
  12. @Leo Gura Also no to spiritual Guras? I saw something online that you might be related to a catholic priest or something.
  13. @Leo Gura Still a dope mantra though one of my favorites.
  14. I have had 4 relationships as a male and never cheated, I have been cheated on before though
  15. When I was on the brink of death overdosing I saw the possibility of life 2.0 which is basically astral travel or lucid dreaming
  16. i used to do this while trying to see atoms when i was in gradeschool
  17. My primary method for inducing a mystical state is to relax until your state of consciousness starts changing. you can do nothing, You can pay attention to your breathing but as long as you're outlasting a decent time of meditation it will kinda come naturally, Of course you could do this on psychedelics, You can also do this on weed. the profundity of this came to me having a lot to do with me being prescribed remeron, I had always tried to astral travel and got really close a couple of times and this just made this 10x easier I just go to sleep ,wake up during my rem cycle and close my eyes and within 10 seconds i'm astral projecting, I really wanna hear if anyone has had these states of consciousness from simply lying down relaxing or if anyone has tried remeron, The creativity before the astral projection is insane you may see entities or pure emotions as an image, While on the verge of really leaving your body. the vibrations are synesthetic and you realize how everything is just a vibration of empty Consciousness.
  18. 20, Take of it what you will.
  19. bought a 3 month supply of minoxidil to thicken and increase volume and length of hairs I will let you guys know, I’m not really doing it for new hairs but I’m open to it
  20. My opinion is that he should stop if it’s anything like he though before hand trying it, In his critiques of stoners, If it becomes a lazy unconscious thing for him of course I think he should quit, But I also think we should let him experience this for himself and see how the mystical experiences and health side of the coin go, I’ve been smoking for 3 years still going strong so I see no issues with it personally, and infact everyone on this forums critique of weed(especially the ones that have not been recently high) all your understandings lack nuance for how it is for me, None of you folks have described any of the facets I’ve experienced on weed peaks, Yet they are metaphysical facets, They are ones you can identify on psychedelics, Like LSD and mushrooms(mushrooms is more like weed for me) but you have to be a degree awake to catch the facet while your tripping instead of putting it more under the radar and fearing. Try taking a rip of some smoke and realizing your god, It can happen with weed. Also weed has the facet of infinite imagination for me, I could imagine anything like an infinite randomizer of metaphysical creativity, And I could hold it in my mind like a rock for the duration of the experience
  21. @Leo Gura awesome, I feel LSD very much struck me as being this way, I remember my first couple times taking it, Seeing tumbling Salvador Dali’s moving across my room was quite a surreal moment, Had a lot of surreal moments on acid ,it’s quite a head twister. Salvia is just like abstract land, This is like realms of consciousness you just stumble upon and are just in awe that you can even get a glimpse of this piece of reality, Like I will close my eyes and go to a completely white room with melting rainbow smiling dogs how am I imagining this? That’s how it feels sometimes like the power or imagination to hold images and hyperboles is so grand and crazy like you talk about reality being an infinite hallucination, That is probably the most impressive facet of reality to me that I can dream up any visual any world essentially with my own mind, That’s why everything seems perfectly connected when I’m on an lsd trip since it’s literally almost like I’m altering the storyline and elements of the dream, Super alien and surreal. It’s like waking up in a dream and it all starts falling apart in that moment, Its like acid on the fabric of the dream, That’s a good metaphor for psychedelics! btw I far prefer lsd over salvia it’s far more comfortable, Salvia is like a veil of mental haze, I can imagine colors that I’ve never seen before as that haze is coming on it’s unbelievably fractured yet synergistic and structured and almost like if you bundled a lot of hallucinations into like one interconnected knot, It’s like every file cabinet of e universe has been storing commands for how qualia and the world appear get fucked with and you have to be the one to rearrange all those records so to speak and make use of them, God has to come in contact with seemingly long lost parts of itself and experiences of itself.
  22. Yeah I didn't seem to care, I wanted the existential shit very early on, I would lay on my mothers floor, Think about the groundlessness of reality questions such as "if god created everything what is responsible for the creation of god?". I also spent many years in the astral projection/shifting community as it was the only spiritual community I could find back then that would recognize infinite imagination and the fact your dreaming objects just as you would in an astral projection, Its just that you are always in a body that's imaginary and you are always metaphysical and beyond physical reality, There is no limit to the power of dreaming . I also love the fact that Awakening goes on and on forever reaching an infinite climax the earlier you start the more robust the climax, If that makes sense cause there is no plateau to the climax, You may have a couple ego backlash but it will percolate if the infinite consciousness is true and you care to nourish the seed of oneness to infinity, Almost to hijack the universe as god by realizing your creating it all including the apparent room and people, As god through your domain of metaphysical expereince or unconscious mind(it was way more unconsciously rooted back then I was just having the insights as a vehicle I hadn't really mulled them thoroughly quite enough then to solidify the understanding. I had these all in grade school, Okay maybe the infinity part was realized after, I realized oneness in the bathtub plenty of times, I still feel like I'm there in a way, I was like younger than preschool or in preschool cannot remember but yeah the room collapsed into one reality bubble, it was experience and it was absolute truth. This is all the best way I can articulate it from my understanding which has changed and intellectualized. I hope you guys found this satisfying and not garble. I'm just looking back, In some ways I had more mystical experiences in the form of dreams as a child, Which is one thing I envy about my child self is its imagination and capacity for wonder. Hope I did well its nearly 1:00 in the morning Also the fact that nothing exists besides my expereince and that object permanence is a hallucination, All outsides are spontaneously generated inside.
  23. @Leo Gura OF COURSE OF COURSE you could use it to have that effect if you like being tired all day and not having an energetic sativa high like I prefer usually, Your just calling out a low blow, Most weed smokers use it for a more psychological reason than stupidity and silliness (although that may be a facet or knob of how some psychedelics hit. I can tell you that most people have never experienced true guttural, manic and insane humor before, Try laughing at a toaster oven for no reason, That is a state of consciousness, And it may be better than most of the other things humans do for humor when they are sober I HAVE NEVER NEVER NEVER SEEN LEO DEMONIZE A SILLY GOOSE FOR HAVING A QUACKING TIME. BE ANGRY LEO IM A SILLY GOOSE WEED OR NOT, WEED MAKES ME A STOIC GOOSE WHO ALSO HAS THE ABILITY TO LAUGH, Sometimes you will even realize there is no goose or the goose is infinite, ( not joking its common and certainly is bound to happen for me with a low tolerance, Just got to keep plunging into the weed headspace with the right intentions and you may get some potent mystical states of consciousness you weren't expecting, States full of great vitality, Life and consciousness, Of course Love AND PSYCHEDELIC MINDFUCK MUAHAHAHAH : and some of the most pleasurable body sensations you have ever experienced in your life (that's second order importance but still beautiful) I'm just trying to make sure Leo knows his stereotype is not the average high consciousness weed smoker or even the common weed smoker imo, There are a good few of them, Like me sometimes when I'm not sober and manic. Weed will make my unfortunate states of consciousness I was born with into an ACTUAL good thing, Something to take me to infinite consciousness every once and a while (like I experience on lsd mushrooms salvia). Weed will make me experience infinity full swing, If that sounds like laziness to you, I wish I could give you just a chunk of what I was experiencing at the peak of an edible high, This was a full on imagination control involving some of the deepest layers of imagination, Like the ones we typically label either physical reality or stream of consciousness, I WAS ACTIVELY CHANGING DETAILS AND IMAGINING NEW SPACES, LIKE IM DOING WITH THIS IMAGINARY CHAIR IM SITTING ON AND THESE IMAGINARY FINGERS TYPING AWAY...
  24. @Leo Gura Weed is more likely to cause mania and full onset consciousness expansion and willpower improvement my friend, For me, Not laziness. You have been milking this stereotype for literally years, Most of the weed smokers on your forum dont give you excuses to keep thinking THATS what weed is, That sounds like a waste of a mystical experience right there with"smoking to sit and be stupid and lazy"...
  25. also, I’m not talking about the absolute of the concepts of advaida I’m talking about the absolute of this right now it’s not going anywhere it’s changeless as radical and dynamic as it is