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@amanen Yes I can! It’s all possible through my imagination, I have worked on visualizing and I can hallucinate any reality I want for myself, That’s the kind of imagination I have been living my life for, Unlimited God imagination and vision

The concept of magic is made in infinite intelligences image, It was infinite intelligence dreaming of humans dreaming of magic, Of course they look similar cause that’s what humans see infinite intelligence as, Some people don’t believe in magic so that tells you where their constipation is, They cannot see that infinite intelligence is far more infinitely magical than any of their finite conceptions of magic, It’s meta-magic, it’s wise imminent magic

@The0Self got my 10 minutes in anyways brother

@The0SelfI am actually not on any stimulants for the record. Please mind your own business in your own domain cause you don’t know mine.

@The0Self noted. I thought analogues might be a good route, But I’ve never tried any LSD analogue, I heard AL-LAD is visual, And I love the visual component of lsd, It’s not the main reason I take it but damn talk about infinity within oneness and infinite diversity, It’s almost like God or infinity spilled its cheerios on every plane of reality and those Cheerios are everything and this is the thing that sparks the entropy of all finite systems Lolol it’s almost like I couldn’t think of more content within a system, It takes me to some sort of meta-Infinity where everything is hyperoperating with everything every possible content is superimposed into oneness, Or like an infinite zip file that contains every possible turbulence and every possible connection or abstraction is made apparent, Like a creative intelligence that organizes the content of systems for the highest beauty and balance within infinity, Think of infinity hyperoperating with infinity, and How much that movement would potentiate the already infinite infinity. Anyways I’m just sharing my personal experiences here I hope you guys don’t mind reading a couple of my lsd insights as well on this Armodafinil post

I feel intrusive on this form, Probably cause im writing books up in this mofo.

Also forgot to mention, I'm gonna be taking this on a stack of Alpha GPC with choline ,huperzine a, Krill oil for general protection to the brain. Ive been on alpha gpc for 2 days and I already like it a lot it is great for my emotions and "my" perception and a bit of lingering deluded streams of thought are going away and I no longer have visual snow from my use of salvia leaves for days on end lolol but I have taken huperzine for months in the past and it was a good general intelligence booster for me, Made me much sharper and more math and almost conscious leader minded haha which was a great suprise!

@The0Self I will take this into consideration if it will be best to just hit these manually and directly with LSD, that might l be the case for my situation because I might just like the character of a psychedelic to contemplate rather than a more iffy on existential insights drug, Stimulant. In general although stimulants can give me nigh-awakenings sometimes, They are not always reliable to hit that existential peak where it is a complete understanding and realization, Very sparsely is it my experience that Adderall would do that for me but sometimes it did was the thing! I had to get off of it because it was really bad news overall to my 2nd grade 4th grade 7th grade and 10th grade self, Id rather them have given me acid or Al- Lad before school for Christ sakes cause it would have given me more to absorb through the domain of school. I took my first trip really early as a 10th grader which I don't recommend unless you know you are spiritually and existentially gifted, then maybe it may or may not be appropriate for some people, I know for me it was shockingly beneficial and I will never discount the wonder or power of that experience on the fate of my psyche and soul. Dont do drugs kids, Do Yourself!! Just like Salvador Dali said I don't do drugs I AM THE DRUG!

I am not interested in crunching away pragmatic jobs which I know is not the only thing stimulants can be good for, I am interested in contemplation and deep radical states of consciousness obviously, And I feel like when I take Nuvigil for the first time it will probably be giving me existential insights like ordinary consciousness even but in a more synergetic and strategic deconstruction possibly similar to how Leo describes how contemplation works on AL-LAD I fall back on watching that video when I get lost on what a chemical should do because anything that hypercharges the contemplation insights and oils that process will be worthwhile for me. I'm just saying I will most likely hit psychedelia or understanding what Consciousness is once I start contemplating on this tool since I know I have these type of reactions with stimulating drugs in general, I'm not expecting to enter a hyper fluid state of Consciousness where I can visualize and conceive of anything no matter how infinite or formless, BUT I am expecting it to help me understand what Consciousness is. Anyways, Willing to have my expectations shattered and have this just be a work drug but I will try to let you guys know if there is any juice to my experiences in the future with armodafinil.

@Leo Gura Literally hairy! I see squigglys and pubic hair chimpmunks arranging themselves into fallen sticks on 4+ grams

I am not satisfied with these answers because I am figuring there has got to be more overlap than what you all are leading on because I have been on all sorts of stimulants for my adhd at a young age and they did increase creative capacity and even made me friggin astral project a couple times in school, I get a little taste into psychedelia on nicotine for God's sake. I may be dissapointed and misleading myself wanting it to give me similar insights as a psychedelic, And I dont expect there to be psychedelic content or awakenings even, I just want the upwards rising of consciousness and awareness, All directed towards contemplating what is Truth? and what is Reality?

The only negatives I can think of for me off the top of my head from my history of use are having irratic sometimes more sometimes less eating habits, And being obsessed with dreaming and using weed as a tool to maladaptive daydream, For better or worse depending on how it is harnessed it causes a full on imagination potentiation, and it also makes me masturbate too much

@Tyler Robinson Been smoking everyday for 2 years and am still just as on track with awakening and consciousness as I ever have been, Definitely more, Honest. You cannot just absolutely assume that your experience is how it is for everyone and that it effects everyone as a net negative because there are people much older than 30s and 40s who smoke and they aren’t neccisarly cognitively compromised and it adds value to their experience in a way their endogenous chemicals simply do not give them the leg up on, I think you have had some rough periods of use and want to put a label on what your experience was and call it physically bad. I think it is way more perceptual badness than physical badness

@Carl-Richard my friends have put me through mental breaking points on psychedelics from them being so rambunctious and careless about everything that has to do with tripping, I’d rather not take it in a social setting because that’s how my first couple trips were done and they were dangerous because you cannot just expect that they will not have a mental breakdown and start bullying you or having a hideous ego backlash, It has been a source of anxiety for me cause I don’t have any friends I would trust enough to trip with, I don’t care all that much though cause I am satisfied with what I am doing in my own time. I just don’t think sharing drugs is like a good rule of thumb or root solution to preventing drug dependency, Just cause you use it with friends doesn’t mean you don’t feel that same urge to use again when you get home or later in the night, I have just outdone the social thing early on and have outgrew it personally since I don’t find value in using psychedelics communally

Hallucinations and psychedelia never deterred me from LSD btw just wanted to clarify that’s not why I wanna go to Nuvigil, I still have a feeling just because I appreciate psychedelia so much maybe Armodafinil may not be entirely enough to get that same kernel of insight but Idk and I will see.

@Leo Gura raspberries on lsd was one of the most strangest pleasurable sensations, It was like eating pussy, Better though, Would have took it over kissing any woman in the world, The tastiest and softest lips would never do it compared to those divine raspberries man Lolol Go try it with yourself, If you are in a trip you can eat that preferably amplifies sensory content, of course it’s not just those berries but fruit in general, Make a fruit salad and appreaciate each piece as a different facet of Consciousness or God, Let the utter metaphysical qualia of the taste blow you away

Great spicy and beautiful music, If only I could have known what these songs were gonna prepare me for I think Leo would like raise your weapon and strobe, They sound kinda psychedelic and radiate love some Deadmau5 songs sound like binaural beats but dynamic as fuck, That’s all music though, Music is just really multidimensional binaural beats, all music is frequency and orchestrate vibration with intelligence

1.Mango 2.Yellow cream Guava 3.Lemon 4.Tomato 5.sweet potatoes but in something healthy

@Tyler Robinson This is just being extremely anal and detail oriented which is not a good way to live in these kinds of cases, even if it makes you money or makes you seem super important in your circle of reference. And people feed off buisness and academic talk, I dont like it at all its shallow and people will judge you if you have nothing to show for in the world. I have had girls who have went to university talk down to me in this same way though I think it is anal pretentious people in this case, Of course also being deaf to social cues and body language cause shes clearly just begging him to appreciate her presence unconditionally regardless of what she does in the world

allow Infinite Consciousness. Allow It to pummel you and pummel you and pummel you deeper, Rise and rise higher and higher within interconnectedness and take it to its deepest conclusion

So what?

@Blackhawk I love to ignorantly skygaze, And look through my amateur telescope

@RMQualtrough Only chewed it personally, and never had anything that uncomfortable, Body load is so fucking pleasant when chewed I cannot even fucking describe, It can feel like a sort of veil is placed over your consciousness and it can be restrictive in nature but these bad body loads I think are pretty much from taking too much because chewing salvia has been (almost) nothing but relaxing for me

@PenguinPablo same, There is a lot of value there, When i first discovered it my visualization skills shot through the roof. It is really really powerful for generating mystical experiences though, Its potency as a potential entheogen should really be taken into consideration because I have had some pretty radical experiences as a daily smoker, I still feel like it has a psychedelic effect almost every time I smoke it, I must have a lucky system for processing weed or something but it is really powerful

@Aleister Crowleyy you are an asshole. Of course there will be overlap in certain ways with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder, Of course