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@blackchair i am aiming a job which is my life purpose .but it has an exam i need to pass.only after passing the exam i get the job.but that exam has age limit.so i need to win this race against time to crack the exam.also in my country i cannot make money out of any thing.in my country the system favours beauracrats and punishes artist.its a very fucked up mess.so if i do not crack this exam then i will need to do jobs which i do not like.using mastery i can be better at anything but that meaning will not be there as it is not my life purpose and my life would be hollow.

@captainamerica I think higher is better and turqoise has everything yellow has and something more

i ask this very humbly without ego how can i move from yellow to turquoise. i have 50 books on survival to read that is pending. and i cannot afford to read about sd from the sd bible book as getting out of wage slavery is my top priority.i am in a race against time to escape wage slavery. the system in my country is really fucked up.its a blue/early orange country. so if someone who is expert in sd read this , then come forward and give me tips

@Goldzilla damn sir thats owsome do u still play it now video game teach a very important thing in life. that life is a video game without respawn and everything can be boiled down to your skill tree and which level you are at

U will find many things meaningful in life.life purpose=finding one of those meaningful thing that can earn u money and actualizing it

Video games are not bad as everyone portray it to be.but playing games more than 1hou a day is counterproductive.so cut down to 1 hour.i would say it is healthy hobby

If i am not wrong or imo. If i am intrested in self help my domain of mastery is self help. My ideal medium is how do u master self help.i can master it by the following methods. Meditation,yoga,reading,public speaking,emotional work,psychidelics,reading books,doing marketing etc.each of these is all different roads to master my domain of mastery

Leo has won nobel prize in psychidelic consciousness

Victor frankl is a holocust survived psychologist.he says that suffering is inevitable .the only way to overcome suffering is to have a meaning.life purpose = having meaning.so with meaning u will overcome suffering.otherwise it would be difficult U need to work 3-4 years on lifepurpose to get into flow state regularly.first 1-4 years of working for life pupose is tough and challenging and difficult.but after 3-4 years it get more satisfying and rewarding .so dont quit now.i was struggling in my first 2 years.but now things get satisfying and rewarding

@FlyingLotus thanku for your good work

In my country i heard a new like this. On the start of corona pandemic a man got fever and thought was having corona and he want to save the village hence commited suicide

I never fully mastered stage red.as a result i went through a lot of suffering all my life.in college i was stage green surrounded by stage red people.i went through a hell lot of suffering because of it.now i want to master the healthy stage red stuffs.if u know some resources write down below What my current resource is Robert green books Thick face black heart Illmitable men blog spot.

@WelcometoReality what i mean is to master stage red arts like martial art, machiavellianism etc.

@samijiben is 1 hours of practice enough. if i go to boxing gym for only once a week is it enough

@hyruga my goal is to learn enough red skills like machiavellianism,martial art etc so that i can defend myself against devils.i want use it as a shield not a sword. as a defence not an offense

Yogis tend to renounce life.sadhgurus ideology has root in that.hence he will say things like this

Imo contemplate a lot on that thing.think,live,breath,meditate on that thing

@hyruga i do not want to be a jack ass . i only want to survive. i will rather die than exploit someone.but i am tired of getting exploited by people.i am doing this stage red work just to survive. being a nice guy is one of most disfuctional way to live your life. once i got betrayed very hard and it completely corrupted my mind. i got totally lost that my mental level got completely disturbed. robert greene books are very abstract. it is very thoerotical. it is very difficult to apply. it looks like an ideal. but if i contemplate on the ideas long enough i will find a way to apply it. https://illimitablemen.com/tag/48-laws-of-power/ take a look at the above page. it is a meta article on how to apply robert greene. its mind blowin. its like pd ouspensky s book. i read it once and when i returned to this site a year later i was amazed by the depth. read all the article on that blog. it has everything i will ever need to transform myself into a machiavellian.it is the best you can get to learn dark triad. it like actualized.org on being a dark triad although i find 33 strategies of war to be practical.the problem is i do not have time to do any of these things. i have to work 11 hours a day to survive.all my problems will be solved if i join boxing. boxing training for 2 years will make me a good fighter and i can beat 90%of people my size. all the bullys and jerks have low self discipline so i will get tactical advantage. i will be menatally tough.i find learning boxing to be the fastest way to get out of my problem.but fuck the loop i have no time.i also find a book called no more mr nice guy by robert groove which will completely cure the nice guy personality

@Ilan i cannot just avoid red.in my society many people are red. so simply avoiding them will not work. when i was green i thought red was above me.at that time i did not know spiral dynamics.i tried to become red because i thought they are superior and i thought i am retartded to not have red skills. i befriended many red people. as a result this lead to lot of exploitation. i was an easy target.i cannot simply escape red because i will face them inevitably.so i want to have a very good defence built to protect myself. yeah i am now into healing.god green was a nightmare for me. i fookin hate green. my green phase=95% exploitation and trauma and abuse.i was very low. thank god i didnot do anything stupid. i do not have time to go to gym and do defensive work. all my time is occupied by survival work. if i do not do survival work ,wage slavery is sitting in that corner waiting to get my throat. so doing all these things like learning martial art is a luxury which i do not have as i need to work 11 hours a day on survival work just to survive

i wish someone did a course on how to deal with stage red

Way of men is a book on healthy stage red and purple wisdom

Microsoft is trying to kill one note. Go with obsidian.it is very good and is futureproof

Cofeezilla is a youtube channel whos content is all about scams

@wildflower did frank y Did frank yang use only daniel ingram to reach arhant

Its the same thing.u r the ego.