Kyle Gjerseth

For me I had an insight after an LSD trip about how everyone has empathy and natural desires for things like money and love and pleasure. I’ve had a lot of childhood trauma and thought of the world as an evil place and I thought people were just mean, which ofc they can be, but it’s all just psychology and their up bringing...so nobody is truly evil. That’s my take, I’d love to hear opinions

Long story short, I started doing LSD tabs rather irresponsibly, 2 tabs one night, then 4 tabs the next day at one point, and I experienced an ego death. Then one day I took half an LSD tab and the days following I was making constant notes in my phone about how I've been demonizing reality as short-term gratification. This also, I believe, triggered me to stop using marijuana chronically, which I was using daily for a good 2 months. As I was withdrawing I got very depressed but I didn't want to use alcohol or any other drugs to make my detox more comfortable. I'd love to hear thoughts and opinions about this as now that I've passed the awful withdrawal, and I haven't tripped since 12/14/2020, I'm dealing with cravings to use again. I understand that these more serious topics are banned and I sincerly apologize for my recent post about where to acquire 5Meo, but I'm curious as to weather or not another light LSD dose might help with my cravings for drugs like weed and alcohol. Love yall, and thanks for your time to anybody who responds to me, this forum will transform my life I believe

I am curious as to where I can actually acquire harder psychedelics to experiment with responsibly. Like how does one find a dealer of that type, or is there a legal/illegal online resource that I can buy it from?

Basically I've been doing this very toxic theorization stuff since I saw your content and became obsessed in 8th grade when I was severely depressed about a female. I was doing tabs very irresponsibly and I just turned 18 and did half a tab and I feel some clarity, this triggered me to watch the dangers of spirituality video but I realized just how severly I've been demonizing all of reality as low-consciousness and I was severly addicted to thc oil and I got way in-over-my head and now I'm withdrawling and I get panic attacks and tons of symptoms I feel like I'm having awakenings but it's all so toxic I look at all my friends who do drugs and get so depressed bc I kno they won't change and I don't know how to not be so ambitious and set myself up for failure. You said in a viedo that somebody could ruin their whole life that way and I've been scared since, I'm a virgin with extreme social anxiety and I feel like I'm going to and have been using this work to hopefully someday have sex with a female I've been locked up in residential treatment centers and at one I was drinking hand sanitizer to get drunk and I even convinced myself I was bi when I was situalionaly gay and at the same time reading peter ralston and turning everything into a dogma what can I do please help me I have professional help but it's not as deep my anxiety is out of controll

This was great advise and I can feel this pull toward like good or something like that but i realize how emotionally damaged ive been my whole life and how much i care about what people think and I was severly demonizing like everything and I just feel how the legal system and so much in life is driven by anxiety or empathy serisouly thank you i was so cocky and arrogant and well ofc I still am but really just love