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I will try to keep this short. So I found Actualized.org when I was 17. Next week I turn 26 years old. So what happened: I was and still am doing a withdrawal from an on/off addiction that I had over the last like 6 years. To ease the withdrawal symptoms and to make the process more enjoyable, I decided to take something which expands consciousness and watch some good old Leo videos. Then it happened, more and more becoming conscious of whats really going on here, waking up to what is True. I had glimpses of Awakening before, over the years. This time it was different. This time it is permanent. I am now in this Awake state more or less all the time, also in my dayly human life. How do I feel now? My identity has shifted. I identify now as the whole Universe, all of Existance, the whole consciousness bubble that is happening in front of me and even more than that. My body is this consciousness bubble. The human body is just a part of it. When I was cleaning my apartment recently, I was actually cleaning myself, like taking a shower. Beyond that I feel like I also even am the things that I am not conscious of right now. I feel like behind this consciousness bubble, behind my back and behind my head so to speak, there is Infinity. From this new found state of Awareness I started to rewatch dozens of Leo´s most deep videos about Awakening and spirituality. Now everything makes sense. I now have the ears to listen and the Awareness to see. In the past I was watching Actualized videos, but I did not quite understand the whole message. How could I after all understand therse teachings from my asleep state that I was in all my life? Now everything makes sense. Yesterday I was brought to tears of Love as Leo explained in one video the concept of the Love-Simulator and the fact that Death is an illusion. Death will be me bocoming completely Selfless and Infinite. This is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I feel so mature. It is the perfect timing. I feel newborn, a new life just started. I got my survival needs handled over the last like 10 years, quite the journey. Soon I will finish my graduate degree as an engineer here in Europe and I also developed skills in music production over the years. There is a profound desire now to be a force of Balance in the universe. It has become effortless to take care of my physical human body, to not engage in human manipulation techniques and so on. I had my first conversation with my open minded friends about what has happened to me, it is quite entertaining and quite the challenge as you can imagine to explain this to people who are still asleep. I definately need to develope the nuance over time of explaining this to others and guiding them, if they want to be guided. Anyways I think that sums it up quite nicely for now. So Leo Avatar, Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your teachings and guidance! This is just the beginning! Without you my human Avatar here might have never Awoken or it would have been taking many more decades. The manifestation of this YouTube channel shortcuted the process significantly. It is so enjoyable and entertaining now to watch Leo´s videos They are very helpful. Deriving these insights from scratch would take this Avatar many years, but listening to the insights in videoformat speeds up the process a lot. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you! I will now bathe some more in my new found Ecstasy

Of course there are strong physiological effects when you do this. If you have any preexisting conditions that put you at risk for a heart attack or something then you should not do it. But for me it felt very safe the whole time. The physiological effects were equally as strong as when you do the breathing sober. A healthy person should have no issue, but I´m not a doctor so idk. The body sensations were a bit numbing but overall it was very comfortable. I think that 20 - 25 minutes of breathing would also be enough to achieve the desired effect I talked about.

So i took 150 ug lsd and at the peak of the experience, about 4 hours into the trip I did the shamanic breathing technique outlined in Leo´s video. I practiced the breathing technique for about 40 minutes. What happened? After about 5 minutes, you start to notice the effects of the breathing. Your body actually feels very comfortable during the whole process. What shocked me was, during the 40 minutes I became exactly clear about Everything in my life. I was perfectly clear about everything I need to do in my life to live up to my potential. Everything I was confused about before, made perfect sense to me now. There was a strong feeling of Love there. Also I realised I have the power in me, to be the best version of myself, for myself and for the world. I can do it! Let´s do it! Thats what it feels like. After the 40 minutes breathing, I sat up and begun crying. It was a very purging kind of crying but at the same time it was the crying that you get, when you realise, how Beautiful reality is. I felt very strong in this moment. I was totally surprised by the fact that this turned into such an intense experience, but I loved it. I felt kind of "high" from the breathing even 15 minutes after it was over. If you are interested, I recommend you try taking a psych and doing some shamanic breathing. I really am shocked by the results. This was an incredible experience.

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Type into google MaxTornow.com There is a free video about the thing you might be looking for. Yes, it is a sales video but I think this guy is at least legit. Maybe it´s helpful. Btw I personally don´t care about this coaching thing at all and have no experience with it. This guy just came to mind.

So I had a few experinces with Changa (NN-DMT) lately. It´s such a fascinating psychedelic. One thing I learned is to always give yourself enough time to relax and be calm before you take any psychedelic. When it comes to smoke changa that usually takes 60 minutes before I go into the experience. First I prepare the room, select the right music if I feel like it tripping to music, and get the bong ready with the changa. Then I sit in silence and meditate for like 40 minutes. During this I practice some deep, relaxing breathing, also I get up and strech my body from time to time. Only when I feel very relaxed and focused will I get up and hit the bong. For me, there will always be a little bit of fear left but at some point when I feel ready for the experience there is no going back and I beginn lighting the bong. I use the technique of hitting the whole dose with one hit. I empty my lungs completely and inhale everything in the bong at once. Usually my doses are about 140 mg of changa with 30 % DMT content, so about 42 mg DMT. After inhaling I lay on my bed, open up my body, arms open beside my head, and I hold my breath for at least 30 seconds. So what happens in the trips? Visual phenomena: After I close my eyes there is always this room or tunnel that forms. In it there are fast moving patterns, almost shaped like arms or snakes, changing colour quickly. The patterns move so quickly and fluently you almost can´t believe it. In the middle of this tunnel is pretty much always this head shaped being. It always catches my attention and comes closer during the trip. This being seems to be aware of me. As the trip progresses it almost feels like this geometric weird ball shaped being or entity tries to "eat" me. But it is not scarry. Feeling phenomena: During this mesmerizing process some spiritual healing takes place in my body and mind. It´s hard to point my finger at what exactly happens but it makes you realize, the world is a Beautiful place. After every trip, there is a feeling that life is an amazing cosmic adventure and it happens RIGHT NOW! You are in it!! We are all experiencing it together right now! What a profound experience it is! Every time I can´t believe that this weird but astounding experience is possible at all in your consciousness. After about 3 - 5 minutes in the DMT tunnel, I slowly come back down. After 10 - 15 minutes completely back to normal. I think this thing that feels like it wanted to "eat" me would be the thing people call a breakthrough. It felt like at the end of the tunnel would be a "barrier" I could burst through if my DMT dose would be big enough. What do you guys think, should I go up with the dose and try to breakthrough? I could go higher with the dose with my method because I have enough lung capacity and I also have a more potent 50 % changa at hand. Did anybody of you guys breakthrough on NN-DMT? Is it worth it to pursue this breakthrough experience? Another story from 2 weeks ago: When Leo released his video "Guided Exercise For Realizing You Are God", I had another profound DMT experience right before I tried this exercise. On this day I was also under the influence of 300 ug Acid. This really helped me to follow along better during the exercise which led to one of the most profound moments of my life. Of course I did not realize I am God, but it was profound anyways. So if you are experienced with these psychedelics I highly recommend going through Leo´s guided exercise on psychs. Also in my day to day life, I see reality now as something very Special. I am super excited for what else is possible within consciousness. What an amazing Life!