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@Mason Riggle Don´t you see , that your theory is leaking? No effort for hair growing You made quite a lot of effort in an elementary school to read the sentence effortlessly today.

Really. I just need to let it go. They should take new director´s old company´s software. And apply it for our 30 companies. Split, aggregate, consolidate - geografically or on business units or functions or whatsoever. Report the costs by nature, by function. Build the groups and subgroups of companies, of cost centers, of profit centers on all the possible and impossible levels. But they shouldn´t expect me to bring motivation and effort into the new shit. Till some new director comes and decides it´s a shit, he wants columns and lines like in his old company. Besided I worked in so many companies with so many softwares. I am pretty sure this one is awesome. I deeply respect the people who developed it. It´s exactly my type of logic.

?? Yes. I don´t like alcohol but I like fruits. My daughter put all the fruits we have into champaign. I want fruits and I don´t have options.

@Preety_India I just try to avoid people who ask me for money. In friendship and in relationship. Because it´s not normal. I myslef have never asked other people for money, though there was time when I was extremely poor. So I have the right to expect from my friends and lovers the same. My husband, when he had tough times, scammed me a lot for his own entertainment mostly. Sometimes I just learned from shop assistant that my account is empty with a basket full of goods. But I don´t feel used. Since he himself is extremely generous person. When he had money he spent it on a grand scale without counting and regreting. So he probably expected the same from others. As long as reciprocity is provided everything is ok, I think.

not from Serbia? not from Slovakia? Now you are talking like zero ?

hahaha I have just put fruites in champaign into fridge But now I´m working actually - month closing. Maybe in the evening? When my fruites have soaked enough champaign. But somehow it is also not so funny without guys? Whom should we hate and lough at?

@Preety_India I think it´s a wrong moment to make an effort to forgive her. Forget the fogiveness. Your highest priority is to get independent of your mother - emotionally and financially. And only after that you can start to think about fogiveness. Probably it would come naturally on you. Your problem is not that you are a bad person, cannot forgive your mum, blah-blah-blah..., but that you are not confident. You´ll become confident after you dare to to do dangerous and difficult things, on your own. Do everything you can to get out of your parent´s house.

Please don´t mix me up with this moron. He is a fat guy typing from his mum´s basement. I am a successful woman.

What? You spoke to Waggoner?? Cool! Ehm.. in a dream?

I love my books and hate you I also know what I want. But you think, it´s not what I want, what I want. Not going to please you. Bye

No! She doesn´t! You can´t always have someone you want. BUT! You definitely CAN not to have someone you don´t want!

@Gesundheit2 Why do you guys think, that women want only one thing from you? ??‍♀️It´s not true.

@Preety_India Dear Preety. It´s always difficult to live with the parents, when you are adult, everywhere in the world. If I had lived with my mother in my twenties we´d probably end up by killing each other. You should bundle all your efforts and strength to leave your parent´s house. No matter what. I don´t see any other solution. Fianancial independance should be your priority number 1. I know that it´s difficult in India compared to the West. Here you can be financialy independant even with small jobs or even without jobs (social welfare). But you have what you have. With a little bit luck and much effort you´ll escape your family´s house. And better time will come. It won´t be always this way, everything changes. Maybe you could move to a smaller city where you can afford a rent? For the time being I wish you strength, patience, luck. Don´t waste your energy on trying to change your family. They are on the lower development stage and run their survival programm.

@Zeroguy I don´t understand, why you don´t like @Vzdoh She is so much you! Your perfect female reflection.

Did you scratch them on keyboard? What friends? We are enemies.

hahaha! He cannot answer. His gentle hands are busy now. Grabbing money. ?

Where does he have six-pack??? On the typing fingers? ?

Gooood. I was already thinking, I am a bore decently walking a street like an old goose never trying to jump and fly

@seeking_brilliance ? Imagined you doing little jumps now and then while walking the street an a settlement Anc can you prolong a leap in an impossible way in a waking life? Because I am not sure whether I am recalling a dream or waking state, where I did it.

no Where could I do it? There are always some desks and chairs around, And when not, than this is a car, which is around

In dream or in waking life?

@seeking_brilliance I tried it already but without effect. Normally if don´t recall a dream shortly after awakening, I won´t be able to recall it later either. I guess, I need to go to sleep more focused and determined.

@seeking_brilliance You are so right to have gone into the realm of dreams. I will follow you when the autumn comes. I will proceed technically. No intuition any more. Old good techniques. I will go on with Waggoner. He is really a pearl. I just want to read him in a right state of conscienceness not to miss anything. By spring I want to be able of lucid dreaming. And go on. I am a talented dreamer, I´ll become a master some day. Right now I need to work on the most important thing - not to forget them. I remember so good that man with a child on his arm, the echo of his steps and his voice in the empty dark school building. The troubled look of his dark eyes from below when he spotted me on the stair, since nobody was supposed to be in the building. Why don´t I remember the rest? But I will! Maybe you can recommend some other books focusing primarily on techniques (since interprete I can also myself). If not I´ll google.

!In the Grand scheme of things" nothing matters. Also you going nuts because of the gender roles. Doesn´t matter. Just go on ?

Movie.. series.. what is the difference? I will never understand