Nemra

That's a thing that I'm afraid of. I got shit scared of that on my first trip. I couldn't just have a break for a moment. Whether my eyes were open or closed, it made no difference. I couldn't know if I was actually sleeping or not as I was tripping late at night.

Because your eyes were seeing stuff even when they were shut?

Exciting! I mean, you don't have to share solely on this platform. I'm also in favor of not censoring this stuff.

WTF?! I couldn't even stomach my first one which was a huge dose (not 5-MeO).

Even people who research psychedelics?

I'm looking forward to that! When and how did you begin your experience and research of psychedelics?

@Leo Gura, why the word "scoundrel"? What do you want to say by that word? I'm hearing that word for the first time.

@Caoimhin, Christianity is like a fantasy movie that some people treat way too seriously. You can study that fantasy movie for a long time, read books about the main character, you can be an expert on it, and so on. The deception is that you think that if it has some structure to it, then it means that it must point to the truth and it'll lead to something actually profound and beyond, especially when it doesn't focus on direct experience and epistemic honesty.

I understand the following way: 1=1 shows that 1 exists by itself by referring to itself.

@Thought Art, of course. I just wanted to know if that kind of vendor really exists.

@funkychunkymonkey, have you found a reliable vendor for selling Amanita muscaria gummies? If so, do they sell internationally?

@Rafael Thundercat, if you don't mind, can you recommend me ayahuasca retreat centers that you think are worth going to?