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Before trying it, I thought I would vomit, but luckily it wasn't that bad, although I have found that I like unusual tastes. The only thing that got annoying was that I was getting tired and sleepy. I was yawning and burping too much. But I wasn't nauseous at all. Interestingly, when I tried to chew a big chunk of salvia leaves, I wanted to vomit so bad as it was so bitter. Sadly, chewing salvia didn't work for me.

I quite liked the taste of "truffles". Tampanensis (15 gram) was the real deal for me. Although, I think after trying it my tolerance had gona up, however 1 or 2 out of 4 truffles that I tried probably were a gimmick. The first one was terrifying. The more time passes the more I forget what I experienced and I was half asleep (I did it at night), so my mind kinda wants to be skeptical, but even if I was technically sleeping half of the time I experienced things that I never experience normally. Isn't it all about the dose?

Punishing the murderer could also prevent the deaths of many others. But it's also good to prevent the people, especially murderers, from having access to guns, etc., so that they have a hard time doing harm, although it won't stop them, but at least they won't have too much power. For example, the child will probably harm herself/himself regardless of the toy you give, but the more dangerous the toy is, the more harm the child could do to herself/himself. So, the parents have to prevent those harmful actions. The example isn't quite accurate for this murderer issue because the murderer is an adult who intends to kill, but it shows that there also needs to be a better system that prevents those harmful things from happening without an immediate harsh punishment for every case.

@PurpleTree, but a murderer is different than a disabled person. Also, a murderer has to be physically in shape to do what he/she has to do and have an intention to harm someone. I think acts like murder are fair as long as the person has caused more harm than the murderer, and the murderer has no other options to change the situation. But even if it's justified, the act itself will have a toll on the murderer. Also, I don't think we would like it if people killed each other for not liking what the other does, as it'll make the world less safe and people will be more fearful.

Compared to where I live, it's a million times better. Also, it's interesting that there isn't snow in Amsterdam. Copenhagen was cold like hell. I like the designs of those cities. Also, it's quite refreshing to be in a more peaceful environment.

I fell in love with Amsterdam. I wish I was born there. There weather was so nice.

Is that even possible? What if you never go beyond a certain limit without it? Well, I don't understand what it means to do 500 trips. Perhaps those trips did change you in a way that you can easily pursue higher consciousness without using it.

So, basically, you are done with it and satisfied with what you have realized by using it? Or has it affected you in a way that you can realize more things without using it?

@LambdaDelta, ok.

@Leo Gura, you said in one of your videos that psychedelics will be your most-used tool, as it's way more powerful than other methods. Have you changed your mind based on the toll that it had on your body? I did my first psychedelics 3 days ago, and I'm convinced that other methods, like meditation, are of little help for me. And also I have traveled in order to do it and won't be able to do it for a few months. How am I going to continue to have realizations if I limit myself to doing it sparingly?

Hi y'all. I would appreciate your response to my question.

@shree, what about 4-AcO-MET? Also, can 4-HO-MET and 4-HO-MiPT be taken orally also?

I would appreciate if anyone could confirm it.

I ate 15 gram fresh sclerotia at night. My goodness! I died and born again. Eyes closed or open, it didn't matter. I became conscious that I created and dreamt my whole life. I just fucking forgot that, although I'm having a hard time trying to understand that in my current state. It was perfect and terrifying at the same time! I thought that I would just realize some interesting thing. 😅 I saw undescribable things that I never could have imagined in my lifetime. I witnessed a super alien mechanical infinite intelligence. I don't know where even to begin. I was having thoughts beyond my ability of thinking. I literally was imagining worlds so alien to my experience. It was breathtaking. At some point when I was high, I either had to choose to be or not to be a human. I chose to be a human. I realized that I don't love myself enough! There are things that I'm forgetting to say right now, but it was so beyond! Ironically, the experience was TOTALLY endless. It was insanity! I have become more sure, at least for me, that meditation is of little help to me. I'm sorry to people who cling on meditation, but this is way beyond from it. @Leo Gura, thank you so much for making people aware of the potential of psychedelics! Also, I have to say that I was technically sleeping while experiencing some stuff. I remember that I was talking to myself like a madman very quietly. I'll be reflecting more about what the fuck I experienced.

Pictures from my ongoing trip in Europe: