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There are 3 ways that I know that you can obtain psychedelic compounds if you cannot get it safely: Extracting N,N-DMT Growing Psilocybe mushrooms Growing mescaline-contianing cactus. I have done the first one.

@Peo, the potency of shrooms is mostly about the amount of psilocin/psilocybin. The potency of the chemical depends on the dosage. Also, you may need less or more than other people to be potent, I don't know. Relative to other chemicals, psilocybin can be less or more potent per mg.

@Human Mint, if you feel like that you have to manage your life, then do that. Psychedelic trips are quite challenging.

God is a trickster because it creates deceptions so that it could stay human; otherwise God would stay as God. As a human, you may react that God will any second harm you. That reaction you get from that thought is a deception created by God to keep you human. God hallucinates things that humans can use to harm themselves.

Sorry guys, I cannot respond right now. I'm tripping. It has reactivated. This is taking longer than I thought.

Well, it's just 5 mg THC. However, what I think counts here is how you consume it. The bioavailability is way lower when you take it orally compared to smoking it. It means that if I smoke THC, I would have to weigh it much less.

@Leo Gura, I have read your post about THCa isolate. How do you even measure 1 mg of it? N,N-DPT effects me for a day or two. N,N-DPT and THC combo was superb with the dosage I've done. It wasn't too visual, but THC enhanced N,N-DPT to an insane level. Also, we have to take into account that I consumed THC orally. I'm still tripping, but I have control of my body. If I concentrate on survival, I stop tripping somehow. It's not insane like yesterday's peak. Right now the problem is that if I try another psychedelic, it may elongate the trip and I might reach a state more insane. I have two days for my flight. I feel that at this point it would be reckless to try the remaining ones.

I felt that 5mg of THC was too high a dose for me.

Leo and you are laughing. Why?

But doesn't it hit differently to be awakened as God beyond the human state? I felt an immense difference between the human state and the God state. All of the survival instincts came back when I came back to being human. The difference between sleepiness and wakefulness was so vastly different. Since yesterday, when I remind myself of the trip, I notice that I am reactivating the trip. However, suddenly I start to have a mild trips during the day, even without reminding myself and without taking a psychedelic today.

You've been a great help to me. Is experiencing God more about sensitivity to or the dosage of a psychedelic? That makes sense, because I got nowhere to hurry. Although, my human time is ticking. My current plan was more about testing the psychedelics before I could use them long-term. I wanted to know if the other psychedelics that I don't have easy and safe access to, which is most of them, are worth it for me to base my decision of living in another country. My whole life must be realigned.

@Leo Gura, sure, I don't understand it. I agree that it was a taste of it. I barely began to understand it.

I have never consumed THC separately. I don't think so. Perhaps it helped a bit. As far as I know, THC is the psychoactive one. It was N,N-DPT + Cannabis + the effects of my previous trips, especially the N,N-DPT that I rectally administered, which effects were noticeable the next two days.

I don't know, man. Just don't know. The way you have been talking about God seemed to me that to experience God, I had to reach God through contemplation, even when taking psychedelics. But it's like turning the lights on via the light switch. I'm not against contemplation, though. It's most likely I interpreted it wrong.

@Leo Gura, the truth is that I just stumbled into it. It wasn't intentional. Though in that state, I wanted to know what was reality. The imposter syndrome in me wants to doubt it.

@Leo Gura, thanks. After three days, I won't be able to take any of the psychedelics that I tried. I don't know if I can handle the rest of the psychedelics that I haven't tried before going home. Do you think experiencing God could be achieved by adjusting the dose? It seems to me that that is true.

I only understand that it wants to. But I don't know why it's creating the way it does. It's so specific.

Why would God be anxious to itself? I think anxiety comes from defending ideas instead of experiencing God. But still, you will get anxious if you are a beginner like me. Waking up felt so beyond from my normal life that I thought I had gone crazy. My life and the experience of God seemed separated in the beginning. However, I understood that God wouldn't create the human life if it didn't want to. It loves being human so deeply.

I tried 30 mg of N,N-DPT today; however, the effects were mild. Minor visual effects: When I moved my eyes, I was noticing yellow/blue outlines around objects. There were some mild visual patterns. I was more alert.

That makes sense. This whole thing was unexpected. I just wanted to trip a little with cannabis. I ate them a few days ago and it didn't show me this kind of stuff; although, I ate the second half maybe an hour after the first. I thought after the peak of N,N-DPT, I would just have an interesting trip. In the beginning, I was extremely anxious, but eventually I started accepting the truth. It was even laughable when I started noticing that I was deceiving myself into reacting negatively.

My heartbeat sounded like galloping hooves. Eventually, I accepted that if I died from a heart attack or something, it didn't matter. Nothing mattered because everything is loved. People think they can taste what awakening is while staying human. Good luck with that. I could literally feel what it's like to awaken and also go back to being human.

Gosh, 150 mg is more intense, but not as intense as 70 mg rectally. It has affected the visual, auditory, and tactile sensations. The visual field is multi-dimensional. It's absurd to even write it here. Who am I writing to? It's funny.

YES! These 2 days, I was feeling like tripping after the peak.

@Girzo, will it have a cumulative effect if I orally dose another 100 mg after like an hour?

I took 100 mg orally. It feels like a 60-70 mg rectal dosage. I'm surprised. Though, I could have been affected from the last trip, so that maybe it feels like it's more.