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@Leo Gura, would you mind expanding on that?

Does it leave you in confusion? Does it worsen your health? It is strange indeed. I hope it doesn't get worse for me. It lasts extremely long.

@Leo Gura, ok. I thought you were comparing freebase with HCL of 5-MeO-DMT regarding plugging.

@Leo Gura, what about N,N-DPT? Why is that chemical not an S-tier for you?

@Leo Gura, when you say "it plugs well", what do you mean? I know that I will understand when I try it, but I'm curious.

Doesn't that depend on the dosage of 5-MeO-DMT?

Yeah, having the option to vape is also preferable. Ok, I'm convinced. I wouldn't mind having more options even if it stings a bit more. Plugging gets tiring for testing.

@Psychonaut, ok.

Perhaps I'll try the freebase next time. However, I rather not overdose. I wonder if there is a qualitative difference between freebase and HCL when dosages are adjusted to achieve the same level of potency.

What do you mean by that? I think that less potency is not a bad thing in this case. We can always add more.

@Psychonaut, why aren't you using HCL instead of freebase? It dissolves in water, although it stung a bit when I tried.

I have tried a tiny dose of N,N-DMT, and it seems that it affects me differently now. It has more depth for a low dose. In the past, its effect was more on a sensory level.

I understood specifically why I was panicking. My ego was negatively reacting against the solipsistic nature of the experience. My ego craves "the other" so badly even if I love being alone. My ego feels real when "the other" is real, so it defends "the other".

Thanks. I should say that before my tests, I hid this thread thinking that I was asking very basic questions. However, Leo brought back the thread.

The irony. How naive I was, thinking I would just test them!

@Someone here, you need to change your state. Your human state is very limiting, but you don't know.

An interesting thing I realized while tripping is that understanding gets very deep and immediate beyond the human state. It touches everything. Understanding is not a human thing.

@Leo Gura, I don't know why I haven't watched your trip reports. The way you describe your trip is very helpful in understanding mine.

I'm not kidding, I still notice the white glow around objects. It's like the following image, but less intense and thick.

@Leo Gura, which psychedelics do you consider S-tier besides salvia?

Ok. It would take a few months to even prepare for a vacation. I wouldn't be able to try psychedelics other than N,N-DMT anyways. However, I will try it with harmala extract. I didn't understand that longer exposure to psychedelic experience changes everything.

Then, next time. I should take a much longer vacation next time. Maybe I wouldn't have been able to handle it this time. As you say, it's advanced. I have been warned about doing it.

The following are my tests of the chemicals. 5-MeO-DMT: N,N-DPT: N,N-DPT and Cannabis: Before combining with N,N-DPT, I tried a cannabis gummy. Though, I ate the second half of the gummy about an hour later. I was really high from it. The visuals were beautiful. However, I was tired and I slept through it. 4-HO-MET: 5-MeO-MiPT was replaced with 4-HO-MET. Though, I thought I would get N,N-MET from the vendor. I didn't test 5-MeO-/DiPT/DALT because they might have built tolerance to test the other ones. I could have tested one of them at the last day; however, I didn't know about their effects that much. 4-HO-MiPT was in 20 mg pellet form. At the last day, because of the previous trip, I thought it would be too much for me. Salvia is said to be too weird, and I thought that it wasn't worth the risk of getting caught smoking in the hotel. LSD is said to last 12 hours. I couldn't do that in the last day because of the previous trip. I was given a sample of 10 mg of O-PCE, but I just wasn't confident enough to try a dissociative after the trips got more serious.

I'm sure people in Congo have different facades. You might be happy to see different stuff, but that's different to actually living there, and you eventually will get bored of their facades. I think you're just bored of seeing familiar stuff.