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@Leo Gura, thanks for explaining.

@Leo Gura, could it be possible that psychedelics may have heightened your sensitivity and changed what you experience on some of them? Is everything dysfunctional in that state? Also, have 4-AcOs and 4-HOs gotten worse or have they always been weak for you? I cannot imagine 4-HO-MET not being amazing.

@Alexop

@Leo Gura, would you mind expanding on that?

Does it leave you in confusion? Does it worsen your health? It is strange indeed. I hope it doesn't get worse for me. It lasts extremely long.

@Leo Gura, ok. I thought you were comparing freebase with HCL of 5-MeO-DMT regarding plugging.

@Leo Gura, what about N,N-DPT? Why is that chemical not an S-tier for you?

@Leo Gura, when you say "it plugs well", what do you mean? I know that I will understand when I try it, but I'm curious.

Doesn't that depend on the dosage of 5-MeO-DMT?

Yeah, having the option to vape is also preferable. Ok, I'm convinced. I wouldn't mind having more options even if it stings a bit more. Plugging gets tiring for testing.

@Psychonaut, ok.

Perhaps I'll try the freebase next time. However, I rather not overdose. I wonder if there is a qualitative difference between freebase and HCL when dosages are adjusted to achieve the same level of potency.

What do you mean by that? I think that less potency is not a bad thing in this case. We can always add more.

@Psychonaut, why aren't you using HCL instead of freebase? It dissolves in water, although it stung a bit when I tried.

I have tried a tiny dose of N,N-DMT, and it seems that it affects me differently now. It has more depth for a low dose. In the past, its effect was more on a sensory level.

I understood specifically why I was panicking. My ego was negatively reacting against the solipsistic nature of the experience. My ego craves "the other" so badly even if I love being alone. My ego feels real when "the other" is real, so it defends "the other".

Thanks. I should say that before my tests, I hid this thread thinking that I was asking very basic questions. However, Leo brought back the thread.

The irony. How naive I was, thinking I would just test them!

@Someone here, you need to change your state. Your human state is very limiting, but you don't know.

An interesting thing I realized while tripping is that understanding gets very deep and immediate beyond the human state. It touches everything. Understanding is not a human thing.

@Leo Gura, I don't know why I haven't watched your trip reports. The way you describe your trip is very helpful in understanding mine.

I'm not kidding, I still notice the white glow around objects. It's like the following image, but less intense and thick.

@Leo Gura, which psychedelics do you consider S-tier besides salvia?

Ok. It would take a few months to even prepare for a vacation. I wouldn't be able to try psychedelics other than N,N-DMT anyways. However, I will try it with harmala extract. I didn't understand that longer exposure to psychedelic experience changes everything.

Then, next time. I should take a much longer vacation next time. Maybe I wouldn't have been able to handle it this time. As you say, it's advanced. I have been warned about doing it.