Nemra

He is so passionate about not dying as if humans haven't been surviving since the beginning. He wants human species maximization, but there's no end to that. At which point will he feel gratified with the result? Not dying is impossible if you think that you have been born at a specific time and place. Also, people are so close-minded and live in their bubble that making them live longer could make everything worse.

I doubt that that will prepare him to handle the solipsistic nature of reality.

Thanks for sharing! I watched James Fox's documentary today. It's chilling.

It's going to be rough when you actually wake up from the human dream one day.

Does anyone know a trusted source for high quality harmala extract? Thanks in advance.

I didn't even remember that. I was lying on my back. I think that standing or sitting is also fine.

I will never smoke weed again. That shit reset my memory every five seconds. It made me more unresponsive for the following days. I can't know the percentage of cannabinoids in the plant. The smell is disgusting, and it's expensive as hell.

10 mg of 4-HO-MET was superb, but I don't know if it was significantly boosted by the previous trip. It would be nice if it didn't build tolerance. I liked the feeling it gave me. It wouldn't let me get distracted by fear. I wanted to go for a higher dose of 5-MeO-DMT, but I couldn't. One thing I didn't like was that my head felt more heavy and locked. However, I didn't expect so much clarity of experience. Ok.

@Leo Gura, thanks for explaining.

@Leo Gura, could it be possible that psychedelics may have heightened your sensitivity and changed what you experience on some of them? Is everything dysfunctional in that state? Also, have 4-AcOs and 4-HOs gotten worse or have they always been weak for you? I cannot imagine 4-HO-MET not being amazing.

@Alexop

@Leo Gura, would you mind expanding on that?

Does it leave you in confusion? Does it worsen your health? It is strange indeed. I hope it doesn't get worse for me. It lasts extremely long.

@Leo Gura, ok. I thought you were comparing freebase with HCL of 5-MeO-DMT regarding plugging.

@Leo Gura, what about N,N-DPT? Why is that chemical not an S-tier for you?

@Leo Gura, when you say "it plugs well", what do you mean? I know that I will understand when I try it, but I'm curious.

Doesn't that depend on the dosage of 5-MeO-DMT?

Yeah, having the option to vape is also preferable. Ok, I'm convinced. I wouldn't mind having more options even if it stings a bit more. Plugging gets tiring for testing.

@Psychonaut, ok.

Perhaps I'll try the freebase next time. However, I rather not overdose. I wonder if there is a qualitative difference between freebase and HCL when dosages are adjusted to achieve the same level of potency.

What do you mean by that? I think that less potency is not a bad thing in this case. We can always add more.

@Psychonaut, why aren't you using HCL instead of freebase? It dissolves in water, although it stung a bit when I tried.

I have tried a tiny dose of N,N-DMT, and it seems that it affects me differently now. It has more depth for a low dose. In the past, its effect was more on a sensory level.

I understood specifically why I was panicking. My ego was negatively reacting against the solipsistic nature of the experience. My ego craves "the other" so badly even if I love being alone. My ego feels real when "the other" is real, so it defends "the other".

Thanks. I should say that before my tests, I hid this thread thinking that I was asking very basic questions. However, Leo brought back the thread.