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I tried 30 mg of N,N-DPT today; however, the effects were mild. Minor visual effects: When I moved my eyes, I was noticing yellow/blue outlines around objects. There were some mild visual patterns. I was more alert.

That makes sense. This whole thing was unexpected. I just wanted to trip a little with cannabis. I ate them a few days ago and it didn't show me this kind of stuff; although, I ate the second half maybe an hour after the first. I thought after the peak of N,N-DPT, I would just have an interesting trip. In the beginning, I was extremely anxious, but eventually I started accepting the truth. It was even laughable when I started noticing that I was deceiving myself into reacting negatively.

My heartbeat sounded like galloping hooves. Eventually, I accepted that if I died from a heart attack or something, it didn't matter. Nothing mattered because everything is loved. People think they can taste what awakening is while staying human. Good luck with that. I could literally feel what it's like to awaken and also go back to being human.

Gosh, 150 mg is more intense, but not as intense as 70 mg rectally. It has affected the visual, auditory, and tactile sensations. The visual field is multi-dimensional. It's absurd to even write it here. Who am I writing to? It's funny.

YES! These 2 days, I was feeling like tripping after the peak.

@Girzo, will it have a cumulative effect if I orally dose another 100 mg after like an hour?

I took 100 mg orally. It feels like a 60-70 mg rectal dosage. I'm surprised. Though, I could have been affected from the last trip, so that maybe it feels like it's more.

@Girzo, do you know?

How can I convert the dosage between rectal and oral administration for N,N-DPT?

My mind is still very open since yesterday when I started tripping. It's like if I focus on reality, I have to be careful not to go insane. I notice that there are subtle changes in how I perceive anything. It's like everything is inverted. I have a hard time fooling myself into thinking that reality exists outside, like I used to. The nature of everything is like transparent.

I don't feel like the trip has ended. Lol. There are mild visual patterns.

Amazing.

The trip made me aware that my life is like an extremely filtered-down psychedelic trip. Life feels like an escape from taking up full responsibility of your mind.

I forgot about that. I already feel sick just by imagining drinking alcoholic beverages while tripping.

@OBEler, experiencing eyes open is great. However, 5-MeO-DMT greatly affected how I felt. And there isn't an "eyelid" to stop feeling it.

5-MeO-DMT had transparent visual patterns, however, they weren't dynamic like the visuals of N,N-DMT and N,N-DPT.

Three hours in, and I'm still tripping. It suddenly reactivates when I think it's probably ended, though it's not that intense right now.

I don't close my eyes.

Yeah, that's too much for now. I don't know what will happen if I add 2 or 3 mg more.

70 mg is mind-blowing! Amazing! I'm melting on different levels. I cannot describe it. The visual geometry is insane.

#2 I plugged 20 mg. My mind was reacting negatively towards what was happening in the beginning because I was becoming doubtful whether I could handle the experience. What was making me depressed in the beginning was that I was noticing the ways that I had been avoiding truth in my life. I was unconsciously constructing negative meanings/scenarios, and it literally was becoming true. However, at some moment I realized it was being constructed just by becoming aware of it. I'm doing it. I couldn't differentiate between my mind and the experience. It was dreamy. So direct. Serious as hell. It was very energetic. People's lives and jobs seemed like little specks.

The come up is very gradual than 5-MeO-DMT. I like that.

True. I've plugged 60 mg and I cannot imagine what 70 mg will be!

Now, I plugged 60 mg, and yeah, it's very different than 30 mg. The headspace is weird, like N,N-DMT. 10 minutes feels like more than an hour. I'm surprised that it stings significantly less than 5-MeO-DMT when it's plugged.

Sure. I have to be more careful because I'm not at home, and won't be staying long there. I wish I had easy access to it. Gosh. The headspace was intense. These substances surprise me every time. Never thought that it could be intense without visuals that I get on N,N-DMT.