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I'm with you on reinterpreting "seeing a YouTube page" as "imagining a YouTube page". But it would be dishonest of me to say that I can will anything into existence in my current state. E.g., I cannot imagine a new sense perception in my current state.

Okay, but my experience is limited in my current state. I cannot imagine a unicorn in front of me right now, besides just visualizing it. Or perhaps a unicorn exists on another planet, but I have to get there to see it. I cannot will anything I want immediately currently in my state. There is a certain stability to my current experience that I can't break out of without certain means. Perhaps, I could if I took a high dose of a psychedelic.

So you just opened YouTube like you always do. I thought you were trying to say that you manifested YouTube page without holding your phone and clicking on the YouTube button, or using your computer and opening YouTube by typing the link.

@JoshB, is that possible without a psychedelic? Or do you mean that you reinterpreted what it means to open YouTube and see the thumbnails?

I say to them, "I'm going to be with them, not you."

Besides a trad wife lifestyle, I think that partners are still conformist about how they divide their roles/responsibilities in a relationship, even if there are things that each of them can't do or will find hard to do than the other.

You mentioned it.

@Leo Gura, I want to add more on "Consciousness Is NOT Caused By The Brain" IG post. Any sense perception as a category cannot be caused by a thing that is within its category. For example, the brain doesn't produce the visual field simply because it's a category within the visual field. What makes the visual field the parent category is that there's no visual thing outside of the visual field, and any visual thing you want to find will be within the visual field. So, if consciousness includes those sense perceptions, then, by default, the brain can't also be the cause of consciousness.

I think using cars can be seen as conformity when using cars instead of other transportation methods that would be more efficient.

Those people are clueless. You can wear anything or nothing if you want to celebrate it.

😄 The rules on how to address and what to do around them are crazy. Like, I don't want to kiss their hands and the cross. If I were to play some live-fantasy game, I might wear them. 😁

It's wild that they don't see how ridiculous it is.

I take it every day.

I AM GOD! I AM CREATING EVERYTHING! ABSOLUTELY TOTAL! ABSOLUTELY SOVEREIGN! ABSOLUTE INSANITY! God is loving this reality. God doesn't care whether the human dies or not. However, suicide is a deception. God wants to experience and it designed the human experience. I'm hallucinating this human experience! I was able to awaken myself and go back to being human instantly. I tested that multiple times while tripping. Leo! I created you to remind me that I can wake up. God is a genius bastard. So much happened during the trip that I'm unable to write as of now! It was infinitely insane! I ate a cannabis gummy three hours after I consumed 150 mg N,N-DPT orally. It contained 5 mg THC, 5 mg CBD, and 5 mg CBG. My insane trip began 20-30 minutes after cannabis consumption. The peak lasted for two hours. But I'm still tripping. Almost all of my psychedelic experiences, although I've done very little before, are a joke compared to what I've experienced now. Ideas of psychedelic experiences are also a joke after you have an experience. Ideas of it will probably become an obstacle eventually without serious experience. Meditation will never, at least to me, be able to reveal something like that. My whole being wants to align with that experience. I feel a strong desire to emulate it.

I like that attitude. I'm taking my medication.

I am reconsidering why I reacted the way I did on this trip. I was diagnosed with autoimmune thyroiditis weeks ago, and the results were bad. It's most likely why my heart was pounding and my body felt intense. I don't think normally I would see visual patterns and be anxious for weeks after the trip. I think I worsened my condition without knowing.

What movie have you recently watched, or are you now watching? I have yet to finish watching the movie "The Irishmen".

The ingenious trickster. The ultimate hypnotizer. Gotta appreciate the intelligence. If anyone thinks that all of reality is stupid, they will also remain stupid. Self-fulfilling prophecy!

It freaks me out when nightly dreams are as stable and detailed as waking life, but with a bit different physics. It's as if you hadn't even slept.

Loved the "Start With Everything, Not With Nothing" blog post. Also, the concept of nothing must reside in infinity. Infinity must be the case for a finity to exist, e.g., the number 94713 exists because numbers can be infinitely enumerated. Infinity is a necessity for things to exist.

Calling Actualized.org a cult.

His followers are annoying! The laughs... 😂

Osho doesn't shy away from being controversial, and he presents himself as a truth-teller. So, I don't see why he would think God is false while thinking of himself as being godly and also resist from telling others.

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