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In this thread, I will share my DMT experience. The time has come!

I think that I should try RIMAs not only to prolong the trip but also for the antidepressant effect. Smoking has sometimes made me panic.

Then, I guess I'll wait.

I haven't been able to find only harmine or harmaline on eBay, but there's one Syrian rue extract, and the seller provided information about its content. The other ones, which aren't labeled as extracts, don't have more information about the contents of the powder.

@kavaris, e.g., one time, I saw a blob-like structure with sharp edges that wasn't limited to 3D. It seemed to have a life of its own and was the only thing that was visible to me at that moment. However, it lasted very short. I have seen structures as if they cut through me, i.e., when I focus in with my eyes, I see that the structure gradually comes towards me.

@kavaris, I have only seen patterns that are across dimensions. The structure of my visual field gets hyperdimensional.

Most likely.

@Leo Gura, can that happen in my normal state? Am I lacking imagination in this case?

The mechanism seems more radical. But I digress.

@Leo Gura, seeing goblin coming out of a zipper that appeared out of nowhere is very radical compared to seeing a unicorn at a specific coordinate. I wasn't trying to say that it's irrational.

@Leo Gura, regarding quote #369, doesn't my state limit what kind of things are possible to happen?

Nice.

After a few trips, when I sit and relax, especially with my eyes closed while not concentrating on anything particular, and my attention is drawn back, like focusing on the eyeglasses rather than some object through the eyeglasses, I see DMT-like visuals. This also happens when I'm about to sleep or when I abruptly wake up from sleep, although it's more intense, as if I'm actually tripping. In the beginning, it was unsettling. Has this been happening to you as well?

Beautiful.

I don't seem to find a vendor that ships harmala to my country. It's not banned, but one vendor responded that they cannot ship that product to my country, and the other ones don't have my country on the list. If you know one that you think ships a lot of countries, please mention it here.

I have watched a video in which a person said that they had an activation from a psychedelic (DMT) and their mental health got worse. Sometimes, I think that mine would also worsen, especially when I notice the stuff that I mentioned in the beginning of this thread, even though it seems to be beneficial for me for now.

What movie have you recently watched, or are you now watching? I have yet to finish watching the movie "The Irishmen".

@Davino, I don't know if you know, but you can find on Reddit and other forums how to extract the active chemical from the leaves.

The most disgusting thing I've ever tasted.

Now, I have a good reason not to talk to a psychiatrist. 😁

@Eskilon, I hope you took my reply as a joke. 😔

Her arrangement is awesome! Mindgasmic! I crave this type of piano music; it makes me emotional.

@Leo Gura, perhaps, I'm lucky. I would like to say that it's a benefit, but, as of yet, I'm not completely sure if it actually is. I don't know, but it may fade after some time if I never use psychedelics. Was it also more or less the same for you?

No, it literally isn't happening to you. You are using your experience to project onto others because you think that if you have a body, then why other people, who have human bodies, wouldn't experience stuff with you. What you're doing here is illogical, because you're assuming that your experience and others' experience have the same level of existence. By the way, I'm not saying that people aren't conscious of things, because certainly, they can tell you stuff that you could also be conscious of. I wrote in my previous posts that limiting your identity is false. That should have made things clear to you. If you identify with everything, i.e., regarding everything as you, then you are the experience itself.

@Breakingthewall, by the way, you can say that your experience is limited, as in your cognitive abilities limit it and your experience is structured in a specific way, however, it doesn't prove that others are experiencing simultaneously with you. Experience being concrete has nothing to do with that. That limitation only proves that you are in a certain state, which is called human. You are confusing stuff together.