Nemra

In my native tongue, Shabbat sounds similar to Saturday (Շաբաթ).

I used to listen to him often. I think he knows it. Even though he doesn't tell them that reality transforms from "waking reality" to "nightly dream", which is radical. He would have nailed it if he told them that there is no distinction between waking reality and nightly dreams in terms of realness; it's a construction.

I find it interesting and frightening at the same time that there is a possibility of having a sudden intense Awakening experience sober that is equally profound when taking a psychedelic. To be honest, I never thought it would happen to me. Today I woke up from sleeping, at which I had a dream of me living a totally different life for decades. When I suddenly woke up, I couldn't bear the reality that it ended and now I'm in a different reality. The thought of neither one being less real in my mind triggered an Awakening experience which led me to recognize that this reality is a dream through and through. I was swimming in pure NOTHINGNESS and EMPTYNESS for a minute. The distinction between my nightly dreams and waking reality was TOTALLY unimagined. I was left ALONE, because I am DREAMING the dream that everyone is part of. Endlessly Melting! Too profound! The realization that no one has truly awakened or will ever wake up other than myself is truly shocking!

Also, I used to dismiss it when people mentioned having an awakening within their nightly dreams. Awakenings experienced in your nightly dreams are as real as those in your waking reality and can potentially be even more profound!

What else could it be?

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What movie have you recently watched, or are you now watching? I have yet to finish watching the movie "The Irishmen".

Dreams at night — when reality goes haywire for some time after getting bored of stability. 😄 I'm not being dragged into another reality; reality transforms in another way. It's really profound when you think of nightly dreams as a continuation of waking reality and vice versa, not being dropped into another reality, as it implies that you are some entity that is inside that reality. The idea that dreams happen in your sleep is misleading. It's really cozy when you believe that dreams are sort of a fake reality that happens in your brain in your waking reality. Man, what a construction. That's like the feeling you get when a war happens in another country, but you are safe enough to not care about it. Crazy things happen in your nightly dreams, you die, kill someone, fly in the sky, etc. And yet you come back as a human! All of that is real as hell without even needing your waking reality's brain! It's like when you decide to have fun after your studies. It really gets on my nerves when people say that nightly dreams tell you something about your waking life; they are meant to be interpreted symbolically. Those people don't appreciate the realness of it as they still believe that it's less real and it happens outside of one's waking reality. They even have books that list what it means when something happens in your dreams. 🥴

Thank you. 😊

It's no easy thing, especially when you are suffering. I am glad for you. 🤗

Psychedelics are unmatched, at least for me.

The only alcohol I liked was homemade from apricot. Have you tried such alcohol?

I think that God not being able to change some aspect of itself appears as a limitation on a surface, dualistic level. The limitation would be God not being able to hallucinate. If God could be not God, it would make God limited, but God by definition is the only thing. If God is the only thing, it must be the creator of limitations and not be limited by any external thing; otherwise, it wouldn't be unlimited enough to even create a limit, thus turning God to not God. For a thing like a visual field, it could be said that it is limited, meaning that there are things that are not visual, and also unlimited, meaning that any visual thing cannot exist outside the visual field. Then if God includes everything ever possible, things like visual field, etc., then God cannot become not God, otherwise it would be limited.

Sort of like a concentration meditation.

I enjoyed the conversation.

I would get lost in that house. 😂

And because the dose calculations are approximate in this case, intentionally under-dosing can keep the experience manageable.

I agree.

Even though I have learned masculine traits along the way, I feel that as well, but in my own way, especially when I see my type of a masculine woman. But I don't care about social connections that much; I'm at peace when I'm alone.

I wonder whether he will reveal the substance or not after knowing that it won't work for everyone.

I agree. For his retreat, the negative side of truffles would be that psilocin builds tolerance, the psilocin/psilocybin content varies in them, and the ingestion of sclerotia flesh. Yeah, psilocin is powerful. 🤯

They can say that they are using those substances for research purposes. 😁 But joking aside, if something goes wrong at the retreat and it goes out of control, even if the substances are unscheduled, Leo will probably go down as a criminal psychedelic cult leader. 😬 The only things that I think he won't have legal issues with are truffles and salvia in NL if he wants to abide by the law.

The ones that I think would have no legal risk in NL are magic truffles and Salvia divinorum leaves or extracts, thus Salvinorin A.

I understood that you think that options like the following are good when not using psychedelics: