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@Leo Gura, you have such great perseverance! It's getting too much for me to handle such deep stuff right now. I'm often considering stopping for a while, otherwise, I think, I would go insane if I continue. I haven't even touched a psychedelic for two months.

@Franz_, nobody knows what would happen after the body stops functioning permanently. It could be worse or great.

I was thinking about how are people able to point to and be aware of things in your experience if their POV is imagined by you. How is it possible that it is imagined, yet what they say can happen to you? If they are aware of their experiences, then their experience must exist; yet, it doesn't. If it exists as a totally separate thing, then we have more than one instance of experience. However, if your experience is all there is, then the experience of another person should be all there is too. Interestingly, every person you meet will tell you that they are also having an experience. Paradoxically, every possible experience that there could be must be your experience otherwise you would limit yourself to only your lifetime's experience; however, they aren't happening to you as of the moment. What do you think is going to come into existence when you die? How can it be that you somehow came into existence to have your experience and then you die and vanish, but then another thing or even person (that is not you) comes into existence with their experience after you die? That's absurd. You cannot claim to be everything and then say the POV of another is not yours, even if it's not accessible to you. The implication of this is very tough to swallow, because you would be everyone you hate, not only in terms of appearance (i.e., those people who appear to you), but also in terms of experience, because you would literally go through everyone's experience.

I think most of your Christian viewers leave you without even telling you. Perhaps, in the future, there will be one or two Muslim viewers who would tell you in this forum that they are leaving for their religion. Who knows? They haven't talked to you live yet. They haven't witnessed your charm.

How would you know how many Muslim viewers you have? I assume you have way more Christian viewers than Muslim viewers. Years ago, if I remember correctly, I watched a Muslim YouTuber talking trash about you.

Interesting.

Both.

@Leo Gura, those soft white underbelly interviews are great. Thanks for sharing his channel.

@Willy Phallicus, isn't their dream yours too? There must be a possibility of you going through their dream and living through it, but not while being in your dream. The same you, but in a different dream. So, all possible dreams become your dream. This is different from saying that people currently live in their dreams within my dream.

It's mind-bending stuff. For each of us, all history in this lifetime becomes relative to or comes after when we were born or started having experiences.

@Toranvor, I would say that the experience of others is nonexistent by the nature of experience, however, people are aware of stuff of your experience, which supposedly is part of their experience. The problem is that your experience is all there is, and yet my experience is all there is too. They both are happening, and yet one of ours' is all there is. Do you see the paradox here? Gosh, I can't even say which of our experiences started happening first.

If you could only choose to use one psychedelic for the rest of your life, which one would it be?

The logic of only using naturally occurring psychedelics is absurd. We don't survive on psychedelics in order to consider their origin.

It was so cringeworthy to see you genuinely trying to help him on the call while he was trying to manipulate you. I don't have that much patience.

I haven't had a real friend yet.

I think that categorizing the harmful effects of psychedelics by their origin is pointless. Psychedelics aren't food.

Why wouldn't naturally occurring substances cause harm?

After some limited experience and testing, I'm leaning towards 4-HO-MET. I liked the antidepressant effect and the profound love it showed me. However, my preference might change in the future.

Was it traumatizing and too much, or did human life seem meaningless to you to return back?

I didn't notice that. Another cute photo of them.

My cats.

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo Wake Up Dead Man: A Knives Out Mystery

What movie have you recently watched, or are you now watching? I have yet to finish watching the movie "The Irishmen".

That helps a lot.

The more I learn about my job, the more convinced I am that replacing it with AI is shortsighted.