Nemra

As I remember, he posted a video on his blog years ago about DPT. Recently, he said that it had gotten worse for him somehow.

What movie have you recently watched, or are you now watching? I have yet to finish watching the movie "The Irishmen".

This dream must also be real in the sense that it exists. I'm not in another dream. I wasn't trying to make a distinction between myself and others.

@Leo Gura, but aren't people, like anything else, real in the sense that they are forms that exist?

@Leo Gura, thanks for the "Falsehood Deserves To Die" blog post. It helped me get through a difficult time yesterday. I was having panic attacks for the past 3-4 days, induced by an illness and smoking a little bit of DMT one time without knowing I was becoming ill. My bad. I thought I was truly becoming psychotic. But I'm still recovering.

Her arrangement is awesome! Mindgasmic! I crave this type of piano music; it makes me emotional.

The outlines of everything moved like eye floaters while being focused. Imagine the lines of everything getting out of hand and forming crazy ways however they liked. I was melting through lines, so to speak. The movements were so smooth.

Isn't DPT a rare psychedelic?

@Leo Gura, it's not too late.

In this thread, I will share my DMT experience. The time has come!

@Oppositionless, I would like to test 5-MeO-DMT more. Lately, I have been thinking of doing Kriya Yoga. Recent trips have opened my mind to also permanently changing my normal state to a higher one gradually.

I think that I should try RIMAs not only to prolong the trip but also for the antidepressant effect. Smoking has sometimes made me panic.

Then, I guess I'll wait.

I haven't been able to find only harmine or harmaline on eBay, but there's one Syrian rue extract, and the seller provided information about its content. The other ones, which aren't labeled as extracts, don't have more information about the contents of the powder.

@kavaris, e.g., one time, I saw a blob-like structure with sharp edges that wasn't limited to 3D. It seemed to have a life of its own and was the only thing that was visible to me at that moment. However, it lasted very short. I have seen structures as if they cut through me, i.e., when I focus in with my eyes, I see that the structure gradually comes towards me.

@kavaris, I have only seen patterns that are across dimensions. The structure of my visual field gets hyperdimensional.

Most likely.

@Leo Gura, can that happen in my normal state? Am I lacking imagination in this case?

The mechanism seems more radical. But I digress.

@Leo Gura, seeing goblin coming out of a zipper that appeared out of nowhere is very radical compared to seeing a unicorn at a specific coordinate. I wasn't trying to say that it's irrational.

@Leo Gura, regarding quote #369, doesn't my state limit what kind of things are possible to happen?

Nice.

After a few trips, when I sit and relax, especially with my eyes closed while not concentrating on anything particular, and my attention is drawn back, like focusing on the eyeglasses rather than some object through the eyeglasses, I see DMT-like visuals. This also happens when I'm about to sleep or when I abruptly wake up from sleep, although it's more intense, as if I'm actually tripping. In the beginning, it was unsettling. Has this been happening to you as well?

Beautiful.

I don't seem to find a vendor that ships harmala to my country. It's not banned, but one vendor responded that they cannot ship that product to my country, and the other ones don't have my country on the list. If you know one that you think ships a lot of countries, please mention it here.