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I want to survive as well as a human, but that doesn't change my true identity. I'm not ignoring my need to survive. I will fight for my life.

So, if you are everything and God is everything, then you are God.

You are imagining that you are the human body looking from his eyes at the world. Look around you! Everything appears equally direct to you because you were not any specific thing in the first place.

You need a microscope that is a gazillion times more powerful than electron microscopes. 😏

And literal demons as well. 😈

If you could only choose to use one psychedelic for the rest of your life, which one would it be?

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Your body is made of unicorns!

I would retract what I said because I took that substance only once and after doing a bunch of psychedelics every day. I'm not fully sure, but probably my autoimmune disease got worse and affected my experience. I'm glad that I did a light dose of 4-HO-MET, otherwise it probably could have gone wrong. However, the experience was profound, despite the unknown variables.

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Legal and potent!

What movie have you recently watched, or are you now watching? I have yet to finish watching the movie "The Irishmen".

In my native tongue, Shabbat sounds similar to Saturday (Շաբաթ).

I used to listen to him often. I think he knows it. Even though he doesn't tell them that reality transforms from "waking reality" to "nightly dream", which is radical. He would have nailed it if he told them that there is no distinction between waking reality and nightly dreams in terms of realness; it's a construction.

I find it interesting and frightening at the same time that there is a possibility of having a sudden intense Awakening experience sober that is equally profound when taking a psychedelic. To be honest, I never thought it would happen to me. Today I woke up from sleeping, at which I had a dream of me living a totally different life for decades. When I suddenly woke up, I couldn't bear the reality that it ended and now I'm in a different reality. The thought of neither one being less real in my mind triggered an Awakening experience which led me to recognize that this reality is a dream through and through. I was swimming in pure NOTHINGNESS and EMPTYNESS for a minute. The distinction between my nightly dreams and waking reality was TOTALLY unimagined. I was left ALONE, because I am DREAMING the dream that everyone is part of. Endlessly Melting! Too profound! The realization that no one has truly awakened or will ever wake up other than myself is truly shocking!

Also, I used to dismiss it when people mentioned having an awakening within their nightly dreams. Awakenings experienced in your nightly dreams are as real as those in your waking reality and can potentially be even more profound!

What else could it be?

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Dreams at night — when reality goes haywire for some time after getting bored of stability. 😄 I'm not being dragged into another reality; reality transforms in another way. It's really profound when you think of nightly dreams as a continuation of waking reality and vice versa, not being dropped into another reality, as it implies that you are some entity that is inside that reality. The idea that dreams happen in your sleep is misleading. It's really cozy when you believe that dreams are sort of a fake reality that happens in your brain in your waking reality. Man, what a construction. That's like the feeling you get when a war happens in another country, but you are safe enough to not care about it. Crazy things happen in your nightly dreams, you die, kill someone, fly in the sky, etc. And yet you come back as a human! All of that is real as hell without even needing your waking reality's brain! It's like when you decide to have fun after your studies. It really gets on my nerves when people say that nightly dreams tell you something about your waking life; they are meant to be interpreted symbolically. Those people don't appreciate the realness of it as they still believe that it's less real and it happens outside of one's waking reality. They even have books that list what it means when something happens in your dreams. 🥴

Thank you. 😊

It's no easy thing, especially when you are suffering. I am glad for you. 🤗

Psychedelics are unmatched, at least for me.