Gabith

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  1. Here's a teaching to let go of the bullshit about LOA and also, all the "work" and spiritual beliefs you hold. It's very clear and precise with a touch of humour ! Very humbling. You don't need to collect experiences, if we listen to Leo, there's always a new/next state to attain, a new something to realize and he's right because it's Infinite but he's playing in it's own infinite game. Don't make a competition about spirituality/existence take care
  2. What kind of God are you ? You cannot escape yourself, you cannot rest in peace or choose anything. There is nothing divine about existence. All you can do is creating illusions, you've created your own Hell through money, hierarchy, separations, religions and all your non-sense. You're just a puppet
  3. @ZzzleepingBear I Am Existence (what you call God like if it was divine) I'm trying to escape this bad life but I know suicide will lead me to another form. I'm existing forever and have no choice but face this mess how can you accept that ? It's easy when you're living from a good life perspective but not when you have a life full of suffering and bad stuff happening
  4. There's no free will I'm not the creator of anything. God already created everything and it's just playing like a movie. I cannot predict the thoughts I'll have in the next minute, I'm not creating anything, I'm only watching this life unfold second by second, there's no choice here
  5. Hi, I'm looking for a breathing technique that I could focus on and practice during the day. Do you have any advice & how was your experience practicing it daily ?
  6. Sorry I wasn't clear enough. I'm not looking for a breathing exercise to do during meditation or yoga. I'm looking for a breathing technique that I could use and focus on through my everyday life
  7. I'm still waiting for the video where Leo will take appearance of an alien
  8. Hello, My name is Gabriel, I'm 30 years old. Every day since I was a teenager, I've had thoughts about torture. The images and dialogues are - infinite possibilities of how to be tortured. - thinking about all those who are being tortured now, knowing that it's me - knowing that I am Everything and that I see through every eye & that there IS endless ways to be tortured and will be even worse when science will be able to keep humans alive in the worst conditions ever There's also a great fear of being tortured in this dream that I identify with now. I've already tried to let go of that many times, sometimes I stay with my presence and everything's fine because I'm not bothered by all these thoughts and fears. I can do that in the evening in my garden because it's the only time I'm not engaged with survival, during the day I must play the game to have money and pay my bills. And it's really hard to stay in my presence during activities and interactions with "others". Sometimes I really wish I hadn't woken up, so I wouldn't know that I am everyone. I can't accept the inevitability of what it is to be God... Living forever and living through all the worst things that happen and will happen I'm really lost because suicide isn't a solution (no eternal rest and no end...) there's no escape to this and I cannot accept this, it burns me Can you help me please? Much love
  9. It's futile you cannot be happy all the time. And trying to be is neurosis and will lead to more suffering. Whatever you feel is okay, Life is not about being happy, it is also being sad, fearful, angry... and be okay with it. Easier said than done of course. But this story about the emotion you feel before dying will intensify, I'm skeptical or maybe it can happens in some cases. If you take time to read/listen to NDE, you'll find that a lot of people experience a white loving light, peace, or "revelations" about Reality etc... There's also people describing hellish experiences but it seems to be a minority
  10. @Breakingthewall Do you have examples of situations you consciously endured ? Would you recommand me to expose myself to hard situations ?
  11. I've realized I know the answer to go through this issue of fear of being tortured. I just have to surrender to this and if I can't surrender to the inevitability of me, I can simply focus on my breath through all the day to "remain on the Throne", because when I'm present there is no more engaging in stories, images & dialogues. So there's peace of mind. Sorry for bothering you guys
  12. @Someone here I don't believe i'm creating my Reality. I used to be in law of attraction stuffs for years. But after observing the mind, I cannot believe I have free-will, I don't even know what thought will appears in 5 seconds. Thoughts just happens, Reality is happening and the "I" thinking that it can control thoughts or what happens is an illusion. Life is happening second by second in front of my eyes, people walk, talk, do their things in the NOW, how could I control/create anything ? It's already created, I'm just watching. Also thinking I have control on what I think or how I perceive what's happening seems neurotic. It's like positive thinking stuffs, you're hard on yourself because you didn't act or respond in a positive way, because you got angry at someone, because you had negative thoughts on a situation, etc... it's harmful to want to control the dream
  13. When I speak with people, sometimes I feel oppressed or anxious, I am too focused on myself. I don't understand because there is some days where I don't really care what others think and I feel more like myself, it's nice because I feel good even if I do "weird" things in front of others. I make jokes, I can stare at people, saying hello to strangers, speaking with a stranger on the bus, not being too self-conscious, smiling at girls etc.... and others day it's like I'm another person, I feel ashamed, too self-conscious, imagining the others judging me and fearing their judgement of me. A practical technique could help I guess if I use it everyday Are there any techniques to use with the body / breathing or psychological tricks to feel more comfortable in the presence of others?
  14. Go to bed, everything's alright Don't know the whole world's changing As you sleep through the night Wake up slowly and it's a different world Hear the news and the floods begin Screams so loud but only felt within Heart is shattered The pieces can't be found I feel your pain I wrote this song for you, for you You will make it, you will make it through I promise you he would want you to Months go by still living in a daze Don't know what you've done With the last seven days Soul is numb and life is like a dream Helping hands but you push them away How could they understand Don't wanna share your pain Afraid to heal 'cause that would mean goodbye I feel your pain I wrote this song for you, for you You will make it, you will make it through I promise you, she would want you to One day sunlight hits a photograph And it makes you smile The memories dance around you now And they make you smile You're not alone, you'll never be Just like the stars they oversee And they whisper to you you're still, you're still You're still, you're still alive I feel your pain I wrote this song for you, for you You will make it, you will make it through I promise you, they would want you to Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there, I do not sleep I am a thousand winds that blow I am the diamond glints on snow I am the sun on ripened grain I am the gentle autumn rain When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight I am the soft stars that shine at night Do not stand at my grave and cry I am not there, I did not die
  15. Thank u. I can't help u with that
  16. What are the solutions ?
  17. Give me good reasons to stay alive please
  18. I've been trying to get better for 10 years now and it doesn't work every time I find myself in a bubble of naivety for a few months or even years before it bursts and then I fall back into another one. Now I see the illusory side of it all, I see that using distractions like music, movies, drugs, women, sports are all useless and I'm still as bad as ever. Even spirituality doesn't attract me anymore, the realizations I've had scare me too much and I would have preferred not to know and stay unconscious but it's too late. I thought that doing street interviews and meeting thousands of people would help me to feel good with others and create bonds but no, I always feel paranoid when I do that, the feeling of being judged or not liked, the inability to open up to others and my body freezing up as soon as a girl I like shows interest in me. And anyway even when I'm with a girl I risk attracting a bad one and if I have a good one like my first one, I'll end up being left or cheated on because she'll see that I'm not loving myself and I'll be back to the same starting point. So using a woman as a distraction won't even help me, except to have the illusion of being happy for a few months. I don't know what to do, it's survival, I can't see myself working 8 hours a day and then on the weekends doing my shopping, cleaning and watching a screen. And even suicide is not a way out, if I could be sure that there is no more consciousness after physical death it would be liberating but unfortunately it is not the case. The only time I feel a little better is when I am myself but I can't stay that way because it's dangerous. When I am myself I often have unfiltered behaviors or cynical comments and if I persist towards that, I will not be able to thrive in this society because I will quickly have repercussions on my actions since there are too many rules and almost no freedom of expression. So I have to play the robot like everyone else and even doing that, I feel out of place or perceived as weird by others. I don't understand how we can have children in this human society, we are so backward I feel more and more disconnected from others, part of me sees them as animals, flesh, we are not worth more than an insect, nothing has value. When I see things for what they are, I have violent ideas and I drop the concepts of good and bad with which I was indoctrinated from childhood. All this indoctrination by religions, sciences, philosophies, marketing, hierarchy, politics makes me sick. I feel more and more like I'm stuck in a flesh body of a race I hate. A human race that I would like to see disappear, I don't want to experiment again what it is like to be a human on earth