Gabith

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  1. I had an awakening with 100mg of ketamine and meditation... I was crying for 1 hour because I received too much love from something external and me at the same time. I couldn't handle this love I felt unworthy of too much love.. Then I went in the bathroom to watch myself in the mirror and I was crying and telling me "how it is possible ?" "you're a genius" , "how did you create all reality ?" "whyyy ? " "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH" .... It brings tears to my eyes when I think about this...
  2. I love you everyone I LOVE EVERYTHING OMG If you knew how much I love you, you can't... it's sad you can't... you are reading me and know that I love you I love you so much I can't love you more it's impossible words cannot describe... I want to share this it's too beautiful but people around will think I am mad.... I can't talk about this somewhere else.. I think it's here is the better place... I AM GOD, I AM JESUS, I AM YOU I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH PLEASE RAISE YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS, KNOW WHO YOU REALLY ARE... PLEASE I LOVE YOU
  3. He is God but I agree with you
  4. I'm healthy I don't need look like a bodybuilder
  5. I smoke weed everyday friday / saturday and I had some profound experiences when I was silent. Also some spiritual movies like "Groundhog day" was very enjoyable will I was on weed effect, I understood the movie very deeply and it was pure pleasure to watch it, I even forgot that I was "sitting in the sofa, watching a movie" and I was out of time because my mind was all about the movie in the present moment. I don't see problem with that if you're not addicted and don't smoke everyday.
  6. Hi so what is your morning routine if you have one ? Mine: Wake up between 6am and 7am: I do the Wim Hom breathing technique, I go for a cold shower, I go back to my bed to sit and meditate, I make my bed, I go downstair and go some exercices and I eat my breakfast.
  7. Hi everyone, I'm 27 years old, I am satisfied and more happy in my life with meditations practices and more moments of "presence" that I encounter in my everyday life. This night, I had a moment of terror (scariest moment of my life) I was thinking this morning am I going mad? Or I had an insight/spiritual thing ? (sorry for my english I try my best) I was awake, laying in my bed and I had a subtle thought about a ghost/demon while I was starring at my arm. There was no ghost or demon in my direct experience so I don't think it was a paranormal phenomenon. Then I told to myself "If I think about it, it's real because there can't be anything unreal" I don't remember exactly the sentence I had in my mind, but it was a bit like "everything is consciousness so everything is reality" Right after that thought, I had a moment of terror, I heard a big noise in my head and I was afraid like never in my life. Maybe I just realized this insight at this moment and my ego created a strong resistance to accept it/see it ? But I'm not sure, I'm afraid to devellop a mental illness or maybe it was a "sleep paralysis" but I never experienced such thing in my life so IDK what sleep paralysis feels like. Thank you.
  8. Hey ! Is there people who do laugher meditation here ? What are the effects you noticed if you do it everyday for a period of time ?
  9. laughing for nothing
  10. @JohnnyAb wow I'm gonna try for a month the laughing meditation seems great What effects did you get from this practice ?
  11. @Kundalini Cataclysm yeah body
  12. C'mon Myself ! Answer my topic!
  13. So few people have morning routine ?
  14. pay me a bunch of hookers, doing drugs
  15. I regret to know that there is only me and I have to experience everything... Each time I see someone suffering or having a really bad life, I tell myself I will have to experience his body soon or later... I can't accept it and I think I would be happier if I didn't know that and I was doing "easy" stuffs like positive thinking, drugs, self-help etc...
  16. I wonder if it really works or if it is just a placebo effect ?
  17. You are losing your time feeding this conversation... If you want to know if psychedelics can help for Samadhi just try it a lot of times and you'll see by yourself.