Gabith

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  1. I think you learn some good techniques with Matt Kahn's transmissions
  2. Muted, distant, unrecognizable sounds... The city, the people, the kitchen, the bathroom Places I managed to recognize after several days But not by smell I can't smell anything It feels like I'm not breathing My sense of taste also ruthlessly vanished somewhere The last thing I had in my mouth left a metallic aftertaste But it was ages ago I see nothing Gravity is nonexistent Where the hell am I? And how did it happen? Nothingness Why can't I remember who I am, what I am? After a minute I realize I don't remember anything What was yesterday, what's today I'm suspended in a smudgy, fuzzy, vague... I'm swallowed, my world shrinked And keeps getting smaller like it's trying to devour me Then again I have a strong sense of assured safety
  3. I feel for you Maybe trying to bring love to everything that is arising in you will help you !
  4. Sometimes I wonder if karma is real. Thinking that when we'll die, we will reincarnate in a "better" life to progress more & more in order to become more easily "awake" in our life is a pleasant thing to believe. But on another hand, if we're all, Oneness, it means that we will have to live throught every possible perspectives and so there is no such thing as karma ? That one is more harsh to believe, but it sounds more true to me...
  5. Hey I'm new to mantras, I only know "Om" and I felt the energy. What would be a good mantra to love myself more & being more confident ? Do I have to say it out loud or it works too when said internaly ?
  6. @Blackhawk c'mon don't be so deluded
  7. That's a great thing ! We don't have to worry anymore ! No need to "control" oh yeah it feels GREAT
  8. If you wake up at 6 am , you medidate 4 hours, it's 10am. You have all the day ! It's okay. I'm not ready yet
  9. Why is it so hard to see beauty in some things, like for example a dead animal ? I can feel lot of beauty when I watch nature, the sky, an insect, an animal, the rain, my hands, eyes, music, movies .... sometimes I cry because I feel too much beauty and it's mindblowing but why is it so hard to see this beauty in everything ? What is keeping me from seeing the beauty and perfection of what is, even if it's "negative" or "bad" ?
  10. @RickyFitts how do you see the beauty in everything ?
  11. Il y a quelqu'un qui habite à Liège ou près de Liège en Belgique ? Is there someone who lives near / in Liège, in Belgium ?
  12. This is not a romantic movie... the romance scene is a tiny bit of the movie
  13. @Ananta Enjoy oh we're so lucky to be conscious
  14. Why would God have a gender ????
  15. @wildflower wow 500 to 1000 ? You didn't developp health problems ?
  16. I've found a beautiful cemetery very large and full of greenery. The atmosphere is very calm, peaceful, I love it. I've found some spots to meditate, the problem is that it is always on the ground with greenery or trees and there are spiders. So if I sit down, I don't know how to meditate properly without thinking that surely, within time, a spider will climb on me and that makes me afraid. Is there a way to eliminate this fear, this phobia that I have had since I was a child? I thought of taking a spider in my hands, but it's too extreme, I don't have the courage. Would simply meditating with the fear be enough to make it disappear?
  17. Here's Anna Brown I love her content but I wonder what she did to keep this "state of consciousness" because she is always talking about "awakening" is not special, it is simply what is and we're already it, we don't have to seek, the more we seek the more we veil etc... So when I listen to her, it's like there's no work to do at all.. I don't know what to think about it During the day, I try to do everything slowly, I breath slowly, I try to feel love for myself and "others", I try to be with the breath and I take times to pause and watch the sky, a wall or simply what is in front of me. I feel it impact my life but slowly, is it enough ? I'm lost between do I have to meditate for hours or just keep doing what I'm doing without trying to reach something ?
  18. @Flowerfaeiry Cool Yeah do not take it with another drug and don't snort big lines... I never had a K-Hole but I had profound experiences with only 25 / 35 mg. K-hole happens at 100 mg & more generally
  19. Belgium. Hello is there anybody who lives in Belgium ?
  20. @Gesundheit2 She told in a video that she had a harsh time being young and had traumas, like a lot of people. We can't be sure if it's true or not of course