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Monday 07.02.2022 5:005:306:006:307:007:308:008:309:009:3010:0010:3011:0011:3012:30 13:00 Woke up at 1 cuz I stayed up late cuz I had to pick up baba from the airport 13:30 stayed in bed for like half an hour on the phone... v bad I wanna fix dis 14:00 My nephews and niece came to our house, we had dinner then I played Minecraft with them. Started to build our house in Minecraft but shit is gonna take forever lol 14:30 minecraft 15:00 minecraft 15:30 minecraft 16:00 League 16:30 League 17:00 League, and my sister asked me if I can drive her girls to the gymnastics training I refused cuz I was playing league and was tired of corona. 17:30 my dad went and drove the girls to the gymnastics while I continued to play league and talk to axel and spend time on instagram 18:00 league, insta, whatsapp 18:30 league insta whatsapp 19:00 league insta whatsapp 19:30 league insta whatsapp 20:00 stopped playing league at 8 cuz I wanna try to fix my sleep schedule. I'll probably stop at 7 today cuz the earlier the better 20:30 Helped dad with his ipad 21:00 was in bed since 9 pm watching friends 21:3022:0022:3023:0023:3024:00 tried to sleep early but couldn't do that since I woke up at 1 am. I ended up falling asleep between 1-2 am. Which is fine cuz I woke up at 9 the next day. Major improvement lol

Ayeee! so basically I wanna keep track of wtf I'm doing throughout the day. I've been wasting way too much time playing games, watching anime, and porn :D. So, I decided to use this as a way to get myself back on track, by being more productive, starting working out again, and learning new things every day. Monday 07.02.2022 5:00 5:30 6:00 6:30 7:00 7:30 8:00 8:30 9:00 9:30 10:00 10:30 11:00 11:30 12:30 13:00 13:30 Bad start of the day cuz I spent last night playing league with tala til 5 am 14:00 dumped the garbage and helped mom to clean the house. What I did was very minimal tho I should've helped more tbh. I'll do dat next time 14:30 played more league 15:00 watched ppl playing league 15:30 watched league coaching on yt 16:00 Ate dinner 16:30 More league 17:00 Ate like 4 chips bags gotta stop dat binge eating shit and chill 17:30 league 18:00 League 18:30 League 19:00 League 19:30 League 20:00 League 20:30 went to the living room chilled wit mom a bit then went back to my room, and started to look for an app to track my day. Couldn't find an ideal app so I started making my own thing on word. But found that a bit difficult to work with every single day. 21:00 Then I remembered this website and came here and started doing this journal thingy hehe 21:30 Doing this journal, checked what time my father's plane arrives cuz I gotta pick him up 22:00 wasted time on instagram 22:30 made some dinner 23:00 waiting to pick dad up at 1 am 23:30 24:00

My father has been diagnosed with bipolar for years and I've never learned how to interact and deal with his ups and downs, and my family and I had a hard time dealing with him. So, I've decided to seek help in the forum and see if anyone has experienced bipolar or has any kind of information that can help me deal with my situation a little better. I typed "Bipolar" in the search bar on the forum and I've noticed a member called "BipolarGrowth" He has been diagnosed with bipolar type 1 for a long period of time and he's been active quite a lot of the forum. So, I shot him a message hoping that he can lend a hand and help me deal with my father and understand his condition better. I was amazed when I found out that he (Brandon Rohe) is his name hahaha. Has a legit youtube channel where he shares his greatest insights and experiences with bipolar, psychedelics, meditation, and many more helpful topics. By watching his videos alone I immediately felt like I was gaining so much valuable information, and as I was continuing to watch his videos my phone's notification bell rang, so I went to see who it is and to my surprise it was HIM!!! Brandon Rohe himself! He came and asked me, how can he help. And I've sent him a couple of long messages, that he took the time and effort to read, listen and respond to! I feel so fortunate to have met such a unique person that has so much knowledge on such serious mental issues and spirituality at the same time. He did not stop there. As my texts were getting a little more complicated he decided that it would be better if he called me and we discuss it on the phone. We talked for a long period of time on the phone maybe around an hour or so! He was very caring, listening with great attention, and giving great and precise advice and explanation to the issues that I was stating. I do not know how I can thank this guy enough. He has helped me so much with the issue of understanding and dealing with my bipolar father. I wish him all the best, and I highly recommend him to anyone who needs any type of information on mental issues and spirituality. This dude knows his stuff!!! He is very intelligent and knowledgeable. I am truly fortunate to have met him!

come back to the top my topic anyone got any other ideas?

You will always have time to do consciousness work, So I suggest u work on success first. and then once u do whatever u wanna do in ur life get into consciousness work lol. Cuz if u spend too much time on consciousness work it takes away from your potential to succeed.

@StarStruck Then u still got a long way to go brother. Outside U doesn't make you whole. Only inside U does.

life is whatever you fool yourself into thinking it is. Think it's a game, sure no one can tell u, ur wrong. Think it's a test for heaven or hell, sure no one can tell u, ur wrong. Ultimately life has no meaning we just give it a meaning cuz our finite minds aren't capable of accepting that there is none.

@StarStruck lol why u wanna prove urself? what do u gain once you proved that you're right. A slight boost in ego? okay, then what? hahaha it's not worth it.

Breatharian. or Just coconut water. Check the YT channel (Tao Lore) for more info on this. He took ayahuasca and it didn't affect him. Check his video "My DMT trip". Also, It's a waste of time. Go invest your time in effective things that will allow you to experience more and more from this lifetime. Life is all about having various experiences and fun. At least for me

Bro since education is online right now. A ton of people are looking to cheat on their exams. If you're a social person u can find tutors online. make the students pay u extra and u pay the tutors to solve their exams. and bingo u starting to make money. All u need is some connections and boom you're making money from nothing.

@Vlad_ There is no point of life. Our finite brains are so used to think that there is a meaning to everything, so our minds always want to find a meaning. But there is none. Life is whatever you fool yourself into thinking it is. Just enjoy this form of consciousness as much as u can homie <3

@Max Stirner which country are u in?

vermilion pt 2 No saving me by walls of jherico

Something that tells you to stop taking other people's understandings and philosophies and adopting them. Create your own philosophy from your own thinking. Life is completely subjective, do not make other people's views of life become yours. This is huge i think.

Leo mentioned this *Gene responsible for Open-minded people* mentioned u cuz ur interested as well @Tim R