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I had failed terribly in my exams and wanted to make up for it doing a part time job, my best friend had failed in his discipline too. We found this add for a work from home data entry job where we were supposed to pay INR 6k to get the job and then based on our work we could earn around INR15k every month. So we signed up and they handed over to us some pdf documents and we had to type them in word format. The clause was that if we made a mistake some amount of money would be deducted from 15k which we would get only if everything was copied correctly. 3 mistakes were allowed each page We found the exact text on Google and copy pasted it word to word.. we thought that there was no chance in the word that we would not make money now. We thought that how can the tricksters be tricked ?! Unfortunately the company came up with mistakes saying that commas and fullstops were not correctly added. These punctuations on their pdf itself was not clear to understand and it could be interpretation in two ways, eg. If we would have put those fullstops hey could say that it's not there. We thought we would cheat that company by copy pasting data from Google. But we were the ones who got cheated.

The third day was missed as I fell sick extreme tiredness and loss of appetite. Could perform yoga today ... probably yeaterday condition could be homeostasis... Continuation of practice is the secret to all success..

Kriya yoga habit formation for the next year. This journal will be my tool to create this habit until it becomes second nature. Insights on awareness will be documented in this journal. My kriya yoga journey will start tomorrow 16.06.21 on my dad's birthday and will end next year 25.06.22 on my birthday. Watch me transform. FYI I have been on this path on and on but haven't found such consistency which I'm planning on getting in all areas of my life. I have been on this journey since 2014, watch me succeed like never before. Cause I'm this 7 year old pine tree now with lots of experience.

Finally got traction with the kria and completed 2 days in a row.. Yesterday was a bit awkward because I didn't get sleep after doing kriya yoga at night.. Also did a core strength yoga workout in the evening probably that caused lack of sleep. It was strange how tired I was and yet unable to sleep, perhaps the new location because of traveling.. Whatever it was.. have to be more mindfull each and every day..

Unfortunately I haven't started on the yoga journey... As the sun rises everyday it brings me hope everyday... After stabilising a study and exercise routine it's time to stablize the exercise for the mind routine. Peace is my value no. 2 and its time to get it in place through yoga. Kriya yoga here I come.. fill me with energy, fill me with clarity and most importantly fill me with peace ✌.

Can I have your views on these supplements please ?

@darkeconomist hey have you heard of funk Roberts on YouTube? I have recently purchased his dumbell workout 3 month program and I feel its very good. He has many free vedios on you tube too, check him out, I am sure it will help you.

@NicMorningstar hi nicmorningstar ?:-)

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@Eren Eeager it's good to know that the running away stops today. If you think your weak .. what would make you strong ? exercise ? Diet ? Mindset ? Positive thoughts ? self acceptance ? The ability to sustain an erection for 20 min ? Find out the one thing that will help you and start working on it.. All the best buddy ?

My focus is to focus for 365 days on my too goals, it includes meditation yoga reading starting my own self help website and completing an online business degree..maintaing heath and wellbeing ..

@Leo Gura is the subconscious mind training course still forseen ?

How do I deal with this ? I am so surprised actually about how a random option on one of my post on this forum has affected me so much ? I was just trying to help but got such a mean comment in return... I feel a heavy sensation in my chest whenever I see this person online and I get scared to comment on post that person has posted in.. nevertheless I still post as I want to and love to share my gifts.. is this fear or anxiety? How do I deal with it ? I feel so vunerable now .. how could one comment of a random stranger who means nothing to me affect me so much ? Does this have to do with self esteem issues ? Does this mean I have such a week esteem ? I'm normal other times in the day as I do activities I love like meditation, reading, exercise, yoga etc. .. but when im here on this forum I feel like that ... How do I help myself ? I don't want to be so sensitive to opinion of others .. Affirmation for 90 days again ?? Why can't I make this 'independent of good or bad opinion of others' a permanent part of me ?

@Galyna the best way is to read new material, which ever words you don't know look them up in the dictionary/Google and write it down in your common place journal. Most important is use these words in day to day communication for practice

@h inandout nice to know is that you have found your own support system.. but what matters is consistency.. Dropping judgements will play a huge rule in dealing with people, most of the time we project unto others what we are.. Using the approach of living your enemies would be also a good move.. read the book 5 languages of love maybe it could help you understand how to love more ..

@egoeimai @Artaemis @egoeimai I saw the vedio it's very nice... Thanks for sharing your signature.. :-)

@Artaemis @Keyhole I started this thread to ask for suggestions to act upon my own weakness, of being dependent on the opinion of others who don't matter to me. unfortunately direct confrontation with the person was what led to the whole thing after all... I don't find spiritual people like Leo or many others who I know being so rude generally, so it is quite surprising to get this point of view, but thanks for your perspective it will definitely help me in future. It doesn't matter if that person is generally pretty nice or not cause they hasn't been pretty nice with me ! Or if they were an ass, it doesn't matter anymore... Some valuable lessons I learnt Life is to short to worry about people who mean nothing to you, specially people over the internet who mean nothing to you.. Giving advice to people who didn't ask it from you could be dangerous. People project on you their own shit.

@Artaemis :-) thank you for your words ..

@egoeimai What is this vedio you keep posting about ?

@Roy as a human being I just want to be heard and loved.. someone completely ignoring me and inturn rediculing me for advising them is definitely what I don't want. But ya I understand it's a projection of their own mind.

@Red-White-Light yes I noticed this in my workplace too.. I don't why why I am so sensitive to opinion of others...

@Lyubov @nistake thank you for your advice, I will try them, I feel much better after posting my emotions and how I felt ...

@nistake okay thanks for the advice will try it out ... Just keep writtng?

@Rilles thank you rilles these words are certainly comforting to my hurt ego ❤️ thank you so much.