Elton

Hey guys hope you all are well... I have been travelling a lot in these last 2 years but was fortunate enough to not get covid until last week, I tested positive yesterday. Have a bad throat and body pain but no fever.... Have a certain anger towards the medical industry as I have been taking medicines for the last few months(last 4 months) for migrane and stuff and even if any thing happens to my stomach like loose motions. I feel because of the medicines my immune system got week and I finally got the virus. Also I have been double vaccinated but now I feel the vaccination was a scam, cause I didn't get covid when I was not vaccinated ! Anyways now is the best time for me to catch up with Leo's content to meditate more, listen to more books.

My vision for this year came crashing down before it could even launch.. I am down with cocid since a week now.. Lot of down time just resting and working on my throat, gargling with salt water, drinking soups and warm water having meds etc.. Need a plan to overcome this downtime and get my life back on track..

@Matt23 lol

@undeather I can't get rid of throat pain, can you suggest something? This omicron is like a snake choking my neck.

@mememe @Michael569 but I do believe that the medicines I have been taking for migranes and stomach upsets and common colds have make my immunity week..

@Michael569 yes man I agree.. i feel more optimistic now

I've been on service visit for the last 3 days and it has been a good balancing act so far, at got the meditation kriya yoga and exercise part of it balanced just have to add few elements here and there like working on life purpose and training the subconscious mind... As I'm pursuing a part time post graduate program pursuing life purpose becomes a little difficult.. never the less there will always be hope to try to get it all Done... ✌

2nd day of the year was pretty good.. Did many of the essential tasks in my life... Tomorrow is the challenging day.. I'll be on service visit doing wage slavery and then finding balance in that would be a great deal for me.. working on my life purpose must start,however it is not planned for tomorrow.. I live in hope, the beautiful wonderful thing that's always with me to overcome all obstacles... Balance balance balance

Happy new year to me :-) hope is such a wonderful thing.. looking back at my life 6 to 7 years ago a lot of things have changed.. I'm earing a decent amount of money and have been able to keep my job after failing 2 times in college and everybody being worried that I would not be able to make a living.. Hope was the thing that kept me going even after failing... In the last 2 years I have smoked cigarettes and weed only for like 5 days compared to my track record of 12 years of continous smoking without a single break.. Hope of quitting smoking during smoking was what kept me trying everytime I failed. In the last 6 years I was bless with really beautiful relationships ❤ which I am so happy and glad I had compared to being a reject before that... I am grateful to all the resources that came my way and helped me succeed in my life.. I am grateful to actualized.org for always keeping me hopeful and motivated. 2022 is a year of Balance, focus, strength compassion, peace and joy is what I am hopeful for the foundation for a new advanced level of success.. Success means many beautiful wonderful things to me..

Today itself I must start the balancing act... I will start off with health and nutrition from now will avoid junk for the rest of the day... Will go for a nice deep tissue massage followed by a haircut and a head massage.. Do Anna panna meditation....

@egoeimai thank you so much my bestest best friend muuuaaahh... you have always remained a constant friend and supporter in my personal development journey. Love you lots ?

It's the 2nd year of the decade and now need to create tangible results. How will my life unfold in the next 10 years, the last 30 years were more or less not so well organised and I just went where life took me. Now its time to create my own destiny. It's time to move up on the grand model of psychological development. It's time to be free from wage slavery, and addictions... It's time to be the strongest person I have ever been year after year. It's time to attain flow states in whatever I do. It's time to follow mastery and love to enjoy the plateau... It's time to love. 2022 I welcome you

Let go of certainty and enjoy these other states of consciousness.. consider yourself lucky to have such experiences, there are people out there like me who are lost in mundane routine exististance and dissolved in their own thoughts.. So why not experience it and embrace it ? Let go of the need to make sense out of it.

What are your thoughts on marriage.. As a kid I always wanted to get married and start a family of my own... but after Actualized.org I decided to get married after 30 because I felt it was a logical thing to go and j must go chase sex before I get married so that later in life I don't feel i missed out. I'm 30 now and want to marry by next year. But I'm scared to death... what if things don't work out, what if j want to divorce later, what if I'm not happily married... Would like to hear your views ...

@egoeimai good idea baby i think I must try

@Leo Gura but in india even the attractive men want to get married and commit and have a family... this could be social conditioning at play.. I am scared of commitment too but may end up getting married... oh fuck! am I going to settle for mediocrity!!! ?

@Zeroguy at my confusion, or the energy from all of your comments ...I don't know exactly ..

@Mjolnir have you tried affirmations and visualisation for at least a year continously ? Affirmation example would be I am happy or I see funniness everywhere...

It's so confusing, but I feel like laughing ...

@omar30 let me introduce to you a technique by Kate... Step one Ask your self if what you think is true? I hate people ... is this true ? Step 2 Do you absolutely know that it is true ? If you answer yes repeat this question again and again... Step 3 How would you feel, or what would you be without this thought ? I hate people without this thought what would you be or feel ... Step 4 Turn the statement around You hate people People hate you... You hate you ? Then work on whatever statement feels true. If you hate you then work on self acceptance, forgiveness and such important topics ...

MBA in finance... when you become a manager you will be dealing with people

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Why is no one bias towards bitter taste ? Towards unpleasant odour ? Towards poverty? Towards Ill health ? Towards suffering?

I don't know

I am bias, towards mastery, towards success, But more Towards laziness I am bias Towards the good life, towards politeness, towards calm towards money towards fame and recognition towards self harm I am bias towards Materialistic possession, towards being wanted. towards selfishness and survival. towards confession I am bias towards Self denial. towards first world countries, towards happiness towards sleeping on the bed, towards the noise in my head, towards Actualized.org, towards wanting to be God stopping being bias makes me weak I have to be bias Towards work or I'll lose my livelihood, I'll loose my bread and butter others will get credit and I'll get bitter. oh divine providence, You are bias too Make me bias towards Truth just like you !