Elton

@SLICKHAWK ya bro I do but facing lot of difficulties these days the sessions have dropped down to 20 min and the timmings are inconsistent.

@Nahm i cannot do that

@Tanuj i think we should meditate in the morning and night

I currently see my self Upper-Limiting, what do I do? Gay henrics says focus your attention to the main issue. Any new ideas on this?

The job becomes your entire life, And money becomes your master, You start loosing sight of focus, Death creeps in faster, The authentic self starts decaying, It is robbed of its full potential, You start walking ass backwards, The results you want is not tangential. Oh self help gurus give me a magic pill, Give me a technique, The void which will fill.

I love hugging and kissing too it does create a lot of passion; but i desire to provide more passion through intercourse. I think that could create a deeper connection. @Epiphany_Inspired

@Arman i don't know ya what I enjoy about being a victim but I have to admit that I do.

In the past few weeks I meet with two accedents. One when I just returned from vipassna meditation retreat.. The guy on the bike was riding on the wrong side of the road and dashed me from behind I had many bruises and my wound took more than a week to heel,but I didn't hold any grudge against him. Today I met with an accident again a guy in the car broke the signal and dashed me I was on the bike nothing happened to me but I am really annoyed now I can clearly see how I'm affected by holding a grudge againt him but I soo wish I could break his windshield with my hands catch him by his collar put him on the gloor and take a big piece of stone and bring it near his face then he would know how it feels like to be aware of death. Life is so unpredictable and these accedents have made me scared both the times it was not my fault and there were chances I could die. I wonder why I'm so scared of everything.

When I was in a challenging situation installing my company machine things were not going as per plan, I had to improvise on the machine program as well as the hard wiring as well as many electronic issues, as I was experiencing temporary failure I could hear all the motivational videos I was watching, ' winners win and loosers loose ', ' what does a 5 hundred million dollar a year person do the 50000 dollar a year person doesn't do ' and ya I was getting motivated to 'win' but I realised that I wad judging my self as a failure... @Leo Gura do you still see motivational vedios? So guys Is it a good idea to stop seeing motivational vedios as it puts you in a judgemental situation of yourself when you’re not succeeding? could these vedios lead to neurosis?

This dream keeps appearing in sleep again and again not everyday but a lot of times... Can somebody help me understand what is going on? The theme is this, next day is an exam and something or the other is happening to stop me from giving it,either I'm not prepared, or I have lack of material or I am unable to reach there. @Ayla? Do you know anything about dreams the one you see while sleeping.. Now if you ask me who is the one thats dreaming, I don't know but why is this particular theme being so aware?

25 th Nov I got a new job seems really magical how come I got the offer letter on the 25th? Went for vipassna then it was amazing but I have been Upper limiting since then the next day I met with an accident and fear is become so intense I fear so many useless things can't maintain balance in my life addictions have come back to me with great power. I have faith that I will work my way back to create an extra ordinary life where I'm living to my fullest potential. Nect year is going to be powerful.

The past year I've been learning a lot about myself and about human psychology in general 99% from Actualized.org, its been frustrating at times and sometimes its been great. The ground has been dug deep and now it is time to lay the foundation. This post is an introduction to my journey to life, to this new year, I'm going to be 25 on 25th and I recomit to the following 1. To be on the hero's journey 2. To be on the mastery process 3. To remain a 100% committed and to take 100 percent responsibility of my life 4. To start honouring the 10,000 rule 5. To write this journal every month from 25th June till I die. From today starts my preliminary preparations for 25th June. The next update will be on the 25th

@Arman hehehe

When I was very small like 6 years old I would dream of being with multiple women and even now I have this fantasy, does that child have to die and I will transend? isn't this what everyone would like to have but everyone is repressed by society?

@Prabhaker this construction of society is useful as everyone are not developed emotionally and are ignorant and polygamy can make them feel suffering. this construction can also be made out of Compassion at the same time when a man indulges in one relationship if he is not ignorant he will also know that externals cant give satisfaction and so by maintaining a monogomous relationship he will try to not hurt the feelings of others and also himself cause craving lust and passion leads to suffering.

I just came back from a 10 day Vipassana meditation retreat, the experience was awesome not any enlightenment nor awakening, existance seems magical again I would not be a meditator if not for Actualized.org thanks @Leo Gura thanks actulized.org I love you I am so so grateful so so grateful... I have no words.

@Leo Gura but I also felt Pride as since I've been meditating daily I could get more out of it also I felt extra ordinary also at the last day you get to talk I spoke to a girl and I immediately knew that the craving has arised to get to know her and ask her no. the whole retreat we were thought to observe craving and not react but I got her no. anyways.. many many revelations happened many many things thats you speak to us was also truely experienced, You have given me life again Leo initially I would call you bro then teacher fuck! now I feel like calling you my father, anichya anichya anicya... You might be on a really high level of consciousness where you have so much compasion for us all... I observed this even in my assistant teacher once I was intensely suffering and I told him and his eyes became moist and my eyes became moist too.. The 5 alarm a day to observe your emotions exercise will make so much sence now. Really direct experience is king

I'm going tomorrow

My Life purpose is self actualization . It means creating the best possible self, to rise to your highest potential. Not finding your lifepurpose creating it .(i came across a similar quote on freeletics website... it was like you don't find yourself you create yourself and there was this athlete with his awesome ripped body.) but i started this new thing its called the 15 min journal before sleeping i journal about how my next day would be if it had to be an ideal day for me...I learnt this technique from Mia Rivel (she is a Life coach) let me try this for at least three months and see what wonders it can work.... the 15 min journal is an idea in one of the products of brain garage(you tube channel) i wonder what that might be ... i will ask him and see maybe he gives the key sentences or something like that... i also made another book for leos worksheets i'm planning to write it neately with dates and all,and go through them every week or maybe read it after the 15 min journallist. i will also keep you posted about how well this type of journalling helps... I will also let you guys know about this technique. by the way my fellow self actualizes i'm in homeostasis come and give me some love and compassion like a good support system thanks :-) ;-)

@Duco James what is penmanship?

actualized.organization

@cheng chi man awww we all feel the same don't try to fill it with smoke cause it will never fill like that .... fill it with life .... don't use the void as an excuse to smoke ...

Respected Leo, @Leo Gura This is Elton from Actualized.org from the time I have seen your vedio on the million dollar question I've been trying to find my Lifepurpose. I decided to go with automation engineering one and a half years ago as I thought that it was very important but was it meaningful? One year ago I got a job as an Automation engineer and in three months I realized that ya... it was important but not that meaningful to me no significant contribution to the world and all variations in this feild would be drivin by lack of love from my side. Then I gave a lot of thought to music which was my hobbie for many years, yes it would make me feel good but was it important and meaningful and is it worth the cost I will have to pay to be a master? the answer is no. I have had many ideas ever since I've purchased the life purpose course but many fears and many many doubts, if it would be important it wouldn’t be meaningful to me and vice versa. But lately I considered self actulization something that I've already been doing and it is meaningful it is important and I love the mediums which is myself. But how do I turn this into my career? maslow has done it and you have done it.. can I do it too? also I've not finished the life purpose course entirely I've reached the exercise where I have to read 3 biographies which I will. Do I go to the next session of the course of making it real or do all the remaining exercises? you are already my meta mentor and every week I learn from you I would love some advise related to self actulization. its a very very very broad field and I want to master it I love it and I don't understand how anyone cannot love self actualizing but how do I make this my career it seems impossible for me.. Who would pay me to self actualize?

@Firebirdz it seems like I brought the course yesterday and now 8 months have passed

@Firebirdz i'm still descovering it