Elton

What is meaningful to me, what inspires me? What I would bleed for ? Well I don't know anymore what I am ready to bleed for, I'm stuck deep into wage slavery and I can't get out now.. As of now having a vision is my vision.. I remember around 10 years ago I was so passionate about life and had discovered actualized on you tube, I was so passionate about the possibility to change myself and create the best possibility for myself. But now I'm stuck in a rut, doing things that don't excite me. I don't even see personal development videos or learn new things from books anymore. All my motivation is dried up, the corporate slave state is my new normal. My best excuse was that I had to earn money for a living and can do my passion as my side hussle and eventually my passion becomes my career... but now its 10 years of me working as a wage slave, the side hussle remained in the side only..I earn a decent amount to survive in India but that is the best achievement.. that I worked for 10 years and earn a average amount to survive.. Watching jfk we will go to the moon speech in hope of having a vision for myself soon and fast.

@LifeEnjoyer haha... yes I've been promoting his course way before its launch.

@Davino only one thing can save us brother. The missing piece in the puzzle. @Leo Gura the greatest subconscious mind training course that will help us embody the missing piece of the puzzle deep in our minds.

Does this represents fairness ? I feel it does...

@PenguinPablo yeah need to reprogram my mind.

@LastThursday nice words .. thanks it inspired change in me..

@Zigzag Idiot I would like to connect with you....

@Sugarcoat fundamental change.... I'm trying that through affirmation and self hypnosis. Im Going through the life purpose course again to get some motivation..

@Infinite Tsukuyomi wow this is something very put of the box and I never came across this suggestion but it sounds good, maybe it has one of those paradoxical effects. I would like to try this.. However I would like to tell all you wonderful people who spared some of their precious time to give me some advice that I have been meditating and doing kriya yoga and going for walks daily for last 3 days... Thanks a lot for your support..

@Aaron p yes it would be cool. But not everyone has the calibre to have a legendary death.

@vibv thanks for pointing out about the low quality question I'm asking myself.

@integral just went for a walk outside it felt good 😊

@integral thanks integral. My job requires me to travel often so taking membership in a gym would waste my money. I have a freeletics app membership though but don't want to start, my hotel doesn't have enough space nor a gym. Nevertheless I am glad to tell you that I haven't smoked today until now and I feel a little better.. did kriya yoga in the morning maybe that helped me a little with mood and self control. But need to build momentum on this and continue to take the right actions.. Thanks a lot for your advice though I will start working out too in a couple of days or week once I start feeling better, I feel weekness now a days and always low on energy and sleepy and not motivated but this may be due to smoking.. I feel I need to work on Stabilization of kriya yoga and meditation in my life first... But yes I would like to thank you again for showing compassion and replying to me same goes for all those who replied to me too.. sometimes I feel like no one even cares if I post something here.. but really good to see you guys try to help me out.. 🙂

I won't have any regrets. Because the truth is that I am doing what I can do best. I'm working a job. I can't do anything better, life coaching is impossible for me to do and I'm not even good in sales or marketing so just doing a 9 to 5 is the best thing I can do. I'm lucky to even have this job that's paying me decent enough for being not so good at what I do! If I visualize my self iny death bed there is nothing better i could have done.. I couldn't get super rich, couldn't make a difference in the world! I'm lucky that I even graduated from engineering college 9 years ago !

I'm unable to get back on track 😭 i just feel like crying but tears are not coming out..