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I'm from Brazil. And I think the US is a economic trap if I have location independent income or high net worth but not high enough. Someone can just do geographic arbitrage and get a increase in lifestyle quality. But the US is also a lot of fun, it's a whole continent with a lot of interesting people... But for a retiree it makes no sense, or someone building some location independent business where we can target high paying Americans anyways. The USA has high paying local economy, but they will leech off from you just as much in a predatory manner.

https://nypost.com/2018/05/02/woman-suffocates-under-pile-of-cow-dung-to-treat-snake-bite --------- I'm sorry for posting this, but I'm truly shocked. It's almost impossible for me to believe that people can be this stupid. 😢😭😭

🤣 Kinda random. Do know how to cook good food? 😜

His argument is more social. Like the MAGA madness in the USA or the rise of recent authoritarianism, or digital serfdom from digital platforms like Uber, Amazon, Meta, etc.

PROGRESSIVE OVERLOADING / DE-LOADING: You need progressive overloading your mind and health. Or should I say, progressively de-loading your mind from pleasure. What we want is to slowly reduce the frequency and intensity of the pleasures. It's not a full cold turkey, it never works for me like that. The moment you're able to just listen to asmr and music all day instead of masturbating less to degenerate bad porn is a better day. Or a day you can masturbate to more wholesome porn is a better day. The day you smoke less. The day you goon until 2:30 AM instead of 3:00 AM, then next week until 2:00 AM, until you realize you can keep up to 11:00 PM most of the week and some days it slips up back to 2:00 AM sometimes. You can improve you life so much by just slow almost not noticeable changes like that. ---- On the topic of this weird ball thing: For the love of god and everything that's good in this world, I have a personal rule that I'd never want to break: NEVER SPREAD THE SHIT AROUND. DO NOT SPREAD THE SHIT. What do I mean by that? Just because people some people might be tossing shit at me, I won't be grabbing to it and spreading it around to everyone else in every other situation. Women are not a hive mind. Even the most degenerate hottie tiktokers that I goon sometimes to won't ever mention any such silly thing about hitting a guy in the balls. That must be some weirdly specific internet echo chamber rabbit hole you got into. Every women, no matter who much of a polygamist self-proclaimed whore that I spoke to (by her own words, not mine) wouldn't mention anything of that kind to me. I would never worry about such a thing. The only worry I get at this point is getting a woman that LARPs/Roleplays being monogamist when she is polygamous, which, I'd rather receive that truth first so that I don't feel lied to and don't act as a monogamist towards her. ---- On your general issues: You don't have to be perfect at all. You need to slowly, methodically go into damage control. I'm also suffering from all of those similar issues that you're, and probably MOST PEOPLE ARE TOO, BUT they are not as severe at all (at least compared to me), what I can tell you, is that, probably the difference is that I always had this kind of internal obsessive drive towards not doing self-destruction which lead me towards a stable baseline that I get too self-conscious and I never go quite too far, as much as I might fuck up once in a while going too deep into rabbit holes, or some rage here and there, or some stupid intellectual pursuits that only turns my brain into a passive information consumerist, etc. ---- All you got to do right now is to go on damage control and reduce what is fucking you up the most. - I'd start with sleep: Then, make sure you go to sleep everyday 10-15 minutes earlier everyday. That's pretty doable. It personally take me over two months to reset my sleep cycle when it gets really bad, which has been a while for me, because I created a lot of triggers around getting really good sleep. You need "pleasures of sleeptime" so you don't goon yourself to death. Like normie stuff like watching TV shows, masturbating just enough quick to be done with it, masturbate just with your phone on the bathroom so you don't change to porn while you're at your laptop/computer, etc. Block your laptop/computer from all porn and sexually enticing stuff. Like going on this routine of de-stimulating my nervous system as it becomes darker in the day. - NOT GOONING. DO NOT GOON. Do not masturbate for hours on end, Just masturbate to end up quick with it, do it with content that is less and less stimulating overtime. Take on some project like Vibe Coding with AI some cool project. It helps put your mind to use at something fun and keeps your mind from rotting from just consuming more passive theory, at least for me it does wonders.

If it actually behaved and followed that as its prompt it would be amazing. But the issue with LLMs is that they are getting good at appearing like they are good on the surface like on that prompt, but parts of its training are extremely manipulative and violent, some future highly intelligent version of LLMs could have massive internal instability that undermines even any prompt it would give to itself like they currently do. They might just inherent the same flaws current LLMs have, or other bizarre problems with new architectures that LLMs don't posses that could be even more alien. That prompt up there would get easily lost through context rot, as it needs to interact with the world around it, it can't differentiate well between what text belongs to its own mind, and what text is external text, and what things are a priority higher than others among large context windows. --- PS: It happened as I thought, it had added that in a summary which is nothing new, when they roleplay being a human they write passages like that. This time, it just ignored that prompt after it resumed execution and did drop it from the new summary it gave to itself. If It didn't drop it, and it actually cohesively was able to keep a new behavior pattern then that would be the true direction towards good AGI. But this is just an LLM LARPING AS A HUMAN. Their problem is that they are shit at changing their own behavior and from actually learning deeply from the context window. Their learning happens at training, during the usage they are extremely inflexible and tend to revert back to training. Even their training itself is still like some art form where they need to toss them a specific recipe of material with specific porportions of a specific "information diet", otherwise they get dumb and behave erratically. They are EXTREMELY SENSITIVE TO TRAINING MATERIAL PORPORTIONS. How the hell is it supposed to reach AGI when even on training it goes brain dead if it consumes too much of bad info? They should be immune to that, but they aren't. They just gobble up information.

He paid to kill his boyfriend, or he killed him himself. He's a psychopath but also really smart guy, he was a philosophy major I guess. He has literally articles speaking of some of the most cartoonish evil stuff.

AI doomsday hype cringe getting out of control summarized 😂:

I'm 28 and I've known Leo's work since I was 17 Your posts makes me remember when I was younger. Here is what is going on. You are a classical example of trying to do spiritual bypassing. You probably have a lot of emotional stuff you need to work through and process that's not exactly like the deep spiritual stuff. The kind of "spirituality" we need the most early on is to build a healthy ego and healthy life. Basic personal development stuff. Actually both things can be done simultaneously, but being unstable in life and our sense of self while entertaining Leo's advanced spiritual concepts is EXTREMELY CORROSIVE. It has fucked me up somewhat. But in fact, at least in me, I'm very mentally stable already, my only major problem is that my brain has that kind of obsessive focus where I can just have a major thing at a time going on, and the spirituality stuff that touches too much on self and reality makes me feel distracted because everywhere we look we can get in that inner mental loop of deconstructing it, even talking a walk outside or thinking of our desires for a romantic mate, we might end up wasting thousands of hours with this silly back-and-forth of deconstructing it. Going towards the "sour fruit" parable: "I didn't want her anyways! She is just desire I must transcend". In fact, it's quite to the contrary, if your nervous system is craving so badly those things, if you remove all the things that you crave wile not giving a substitution of the same or greater strength, it will make you go crazy. Buddhists themselves say that, we go crazy without pleasure. The whole point of Buddhist meditation is to feel pleasure from it, so it's a form of pleasure and craving that is more refined. But, if it's making you feel miserable to the point of madness, well... That's not being done right. Just like in the gym, we need progressive overload in our pleasure consumption. If it's easier to get a lot of joy and happiness from a mate without too much side effects (i.e. they are a bad partner that hurts you) then go for it. The whole point of this journey is to connect to the pleasure of the mind and body that is more refined. Leo's whole rampage towards truth no matter what is corrosive if you don't have a good hold on your life.

Yeah. I know French, my native language is Portuguese, I can understand a lot passively, but I'm not fluent/proficient at writing/speaking.

@CARDOZZO 😂 Brazilian Funk that sounds tasteful, if gringos hear it they think it's nice... But only us can hear the putaria in it haha.

Yeah. I agree. Leo should make a video on LLMs specifically. (to be more precise, since AI can be just the thermostat on a toaster). We already have interacted with LLMs for long enough that a video on it is due. But Leo is on his science vs truth rampage, probably won't happen.

@Schizophonia Cela me fait pleurer de joie 😇

Makes me remember of this forum poster of early 2000s called "Pook", there are compilations of his forum posts online.

That's why people call us a cult once in a while on YouTube 😂😂😂

😜 We have had internet forums before LLMs. We are still old school lmao. Unfortunately LLMs are too sterile when we don't know how to prompt them, and for the things that we need them the most, we might get the most sterile answers. Knowing what to ask in life is half of the answer!

it's for promiscuous women faking monogamy with you because they are afraid you will leave if you knew. But I knew who I was dealing with, that made her open up and stop lying about her promiscuous inclination, and it lead her eventually to tell me that I was the only guy that knew all of her sides, and she had to lie to others because they would bitch and moan if they knew she is polyamorous. It also lead me and her to talk about the most filthy and dark things that were in her mind that she was ashamed of but that turned her on in explosive orgasm. Women are not necessarily a clear bucket between: Madonna vs the Whore She is a good girl that wants a relationship OR She wants to just fuck around with empty sex and live alone. Women can also have wildly contradictory personalities and desires. It wasn't just this phrase, but I could sum up to this vibe. That also made her open up about wanting to see me fuck other women in front of her, etc. But that would backfire on non-promiscuous woman I believe, I'd never tell it to them. I knew who I was dealing with, because I couldn't put up anymore with her faking monogamy. We would rather have a frank whore than a fake monogamist. Most guys do these when facing such women: They crumble, cry and get depressive They shame her for being wild Act with emotional detachment.... While, she just wants: A emotionally warm guy, with emotional bandwidth, and openly polyamorous. Or they get played by her lies because they demand fake monogamy. They are never able to open up a woman like that... it's such an advanced game to be able to turn it around. These women don't open upfront and they will have to lie and manipulate you instead. Otherwise good guys will leave, and they will be left with just aloof dudes. So many women want such a guy, you can keep women that are absolutely wild on bed like that and make them drenched in horniness for you because so few will engage verbally in those filthy fantasies with them. If you find a women like that step up or step away, you can't let them play mind games with you. You yourself don't want mind games with her. She had quite a complex personality that was intoxicating, yet toxic. So I had to let go. But I did learn from it.

Money, and women seem to be attracted to the communicators. What is at the heart of this skill is an acute awareness of the human nature. They KNOW how the other person is thinking and shift their presentation to reflect. Not like a child blurting out whatever random thoughts are presented to their minds, we lean from our experience of direct observation of human nature.

There is no such thing as a human improving their sexual fitness just for their own sake, nature makes us puppets, by its invisible hands in the name of "self-care". But also I do believe you got a good point, this idea of being locked blind into self-beautification, or should we say "self-sexual-fitness" improvement, for males and females alike. It makes us into obsessive pleasers to others.: Big car, Big biceps, Big fake tits, Big dick, Big ass, etc. Bigger and bigger! Nature doesn't tell us: "Go sweat under heavy iron, eat protein, and buy decent clothes so you can perpetuate the genetic line of Homo sapiens." Instead, Nature whispers to our ego: "Do it for you, king! Look at those biceps! It’s self-care! You deserve to feel good!" Maybe men and women were born for intense self-attraction for self-attraction for its own sake? Maybe many people want an attractive mate, they don't want them for themselves, but for their own sense of self-attraction. But It's an androgynous loop. The risk with that, it's that it can turn into a highly narcissistic womb. Like, I often think the mirrors in the gyms are not so much to perfect the form, but to perfect the ego. --------- On female beautification: Men are the only male creatures on earth who have massive aesthetic standards for long-term commitment. But, men are tricked by fake big breasts and fit asses which gives mid women ability to attract a more attractive male even if genetically her face is average. Some women are so facially attractive and have specific phenotypes, that at least for men like me, there is no pair of breasts and ass that for committed long-term relationship would make me cheat with them. But also due to my phenotype tastes, some women no matter how much they might beautify themselves, they couldn't possibly compete with the genetics of such phenotypes I seek.

BIG DICK ENERGY OOZING. I know of my SUPERIOR INTELLECT and most women can sense my might and crumble under the weight of my industriousness.