Lucasxp64

27 Year Old Male, Brazilian. I can do it for free here, it has a wait time period of at least 2 months (60 days) even if I schedule it today. I don't want kids right now, and I'd only ever want to have kids if I'm well developed in my personal development journey: Business, Life Purpose, Spiritual alignment, maturity in general, and having actual experience with romantic/sexual relationships. I have no girlfriend, and I'm not hooking up. Even though I'm not actively looking consistently for a sex, I once in a while do approaches, and I'm afraid I'll succeed and due to my dry spell of a lifetime I might end up being reckless. I did succeed 2 months ago, and I almost ended up fornicating without condom (she kept me from doing it, I did just finger her instead when we slept). But on the other hand, if my future self wants to have children, the financial/medical barrier would work as a test to my willingness and a test to HER WILLINGNESS. (and financial wealth, c'mon if I can't pocket the money I shouldn't have kids) - In vitro fertilization, extracting the sperm from my testicles, or doing the reversal surgery, which I know loses effectiveness overtime, specially after over 10 year so the extraction from my testicle might be necessary and I should keep that in mind. - Also I know possibly even with all of this, she might be unwilling to do the IVF procedure which can be somewhat painful to her, however, pregnancy is a hella of a risk much much greater than artificial insemination. Which I know, it costs the range of a used car to an entry level car price (20k-100k BRL ~ 3.7k - 20k USD). Here are my estimates (I didn't do deep research, just brief): - I also see, if I'm going to have kids, I should have their embryo and my future wife screened for genetic diseases and incompatibility anyway to save the child, my wife and me the suffering of birthing a child with diseases that could have been screened out. And having kids at the wrong time, with the wrong woman will be absolutely catastrophic to my self-development, and even to the health of a relationship and the child's future. Most woman that liked me, they always say they want kids. Well, unfortunately, I don't think I'd have had kids with them because I didn't find them fit so far, but if I ever found someone, I think having to go through all of those procedures to get her pregnant would make it a deliberate move instead. Or is there anything else here that I'm missing, that I'll regret? I'm just concerned I might be burdening my future self with having to pocket a lot of money if I wanted children in the future, or making it impossible to have kids. But the risk of unwanted pregnancy for means to me much more than not fathering biological children. I'm not a fundamentalist. I want just girlfriend, not raising a family.

Queen Maria II. I couldn't pull it out, "come inside, honey". The crocodile will be the godfather. 😂

I don't think there is lube for bad luck 😂. ... But, actually I found 40 dollars a couple of days ago. Two 100 Brazilian real crisp bills. It pays for a lot of condoms tho.

🤣😝 I'm afraid the damn thing will explode into pieces with my sheer dryness of a lifetime of lack of good sex.

I have a track record of several years and thousands of hours wasted in long-distance relationships, including some that they wanted A LOT to have children from me, but they were not right for me. And, I had success with cold approach recently for women that live closely. I do approaches sometimes. I might end up succeeding again. I want to lock-in. I don't want to make future mistakes that are even worst than my past mistakes. Although, I can't go full monk mode for too long, I'm weak about women, I know myself. I've fallen into the trap of letting relationships dominant in my mind, distracting me from the purpose and life I should build. Here is the thing: I desperately want a woman and a stable committed relationship even, I'm not against commitment. I'm actually too much of a bitch for it, I'd get easily swayed into having a family under non-optimal conditions if she ends up wanting it (and if she seems the right person, and I didn't burn through that karma of relationships yet), and at the same time, I'm completely financially broke right now, and my career/business won't be optimal for quite a lot of time. I literally have 50 dollars in my account and living with my parents. I cannot afford to take any risks that would distract me anymore, the small chance of getting someone pregnant even stacking all of that sounds weird, I know. I'm basically wanting to tie my hands on my back to not let the siren's song lure me in the future. I need to give myself a buffer against bad mistakes. Also I don't want kids, but I'm afraid a great future wife I might find would want them, and I might change idea, because I'm a very emotionally sensitive person.

It's not about the financial and personal freedom so much for my own selfish purpose. I see the idea of using kids to force me into purpose, the completely opposite. They can only happen in my life if I'm full of purpose and abundance. If I'm in lack of purpose and abundance, my kids will be miserable, and my wife will treat me like complete shit, and reinforce a cycle. Growing the child PREMATURELY. Instead of doing it later, eventually, in a fully planned manner, and give them a good life, and being a fully well-developed figure for them. I see it the other way around, I see it as utter irresponsibility to my wife and children (if I decide on them). If it happens I must be completely ready.

Holy Cow. I think your fibonacci matches my analysis. It's a very fair buy right now at 93k , even if the market crashes down to 48k as the bottom, that bottom will move slowly by 2030 into 182k even in a very bearish bitcoin, unless some crazy macroeconomic change happens like the AI Companies manage to reach Artificial General Intelligence, or some nuclear war hits (but I'd guess if it hits people would flee into crypto to move money across borders). Someone can still screw themselves if they buy the top of this bullrun at 205k it might take another 5-10 years to recover as bitcoin has more market capitalization, it's becoming more stable. But it will also depend on macroeconomics, it seems like AI Stocks might be the current bubble and once it pops people might move hard into crypto, it would be a perfect storm for a bullish crypto. Do you see that the peaks of each bullrun goes two levels down in the rainbow? It matches exactly your targets that you found using fibonacci instead. Here is an updated version (fitted for the past couple of years as new data) of the logarithmic regression band. This chart still shows a possible drop of 50% at worst/best like my other chart predicted to the green line there, but that green line which is our bottom today will be the the current price bottom 2 years from now, the top is around what you said. The rainbow version lost is kinda old. Here is the new indicator link: https://www.tradingview.com/v/W0QDu7DM/ Very berish video for someone wanting to use BTC itself to get rich. Of course, it won't give 100x gains from here, that's macroeconomiacally impossible. The key are in taking calculating risks on altcoins, but it can be part of a good portfolio with managed risk.

Which alt-coins do you think have the best risk-benefit ratio? I always found BNB solid, because obviously, it's used inside of Binance so it has an actual use case, specially when the a new crypto frenzy comes.

We are so deeply below the logarithmic regression band, this is basically free money if someone buys it now and waits 3 years, even if there might be some drawdown of 50% (which I find extremely unlikely, even paranoid, it seems to have a lot of upward energy consistently for years, the logarithmic regression band now is basically a law set into stone). This is the strongest signal in crypto in my whole life, it's very strong the long-term for this point, the history of the bitcoin reliably respects those signals. Although as always, be careful with alt coins and using things like using "leverage". I'm not sure what bitcoin prices will be like precisely, but I can say it's a strong buy right now. DIAMOND HANDS.

It's only fair if doing so would avoid a genocide, war or the destruction of democracy itself. Under regular democracies it's too destabilizing and it always fires back too harshly. Like the trump attempt, it ended up bringing him up. There was an attempt against Jair Bolsonaro in Brazil, he got stabbed and it had similar effect. Funny enough, Jair Bolsonaro in his last term (which he lost to Lula), he had plans and almost carried out a coup d'état by planning to kill Lula before his official term (the current president that won) and some of his closest allies (it was fully documented). This was the first time in Brazilian history that an attempt to a coup d'état didn't receive amnesty. The impunity for the crime against democracy should not exist. There should be an iron fist against attempts to destroy democracy. Which is a delicate balance, if an entity is trying to destroy the government's democracy, then an extra-judicial decapitation order might be the only way to protect the state from finding itself in a state that it wouldn't be a democracy anymore, and any peaceful/legal repercussions would become impossible. So under those circumstances it seems internationally reasonable although it doesn't seem legal in international law, although technically someone like that should be tried officially by the ICC (International Criminal Court) but is always impractical/impossible due to the impossibility of breaking through the veil of sovereignty: A dictator doesn't give himself up, he gotta be taken down forcefully to restore democracy. It's a delicate balance.

All of this and more could happen and everything that you dream of, we might build eventually a literal Matrix and people can live all their fantasies all they want outside of even the limitations the physical universe and become literally immortal beings through mind uploading perhaps outlive even the death of this universe and everyone could create their own physically precise universe in some kind of black-hole quantum computer. Or choose to live a biological life naturally. Humankind (other hominids included) have been fighting for over a couple million years or more against the entropy of the universe, too many things wants to kill us, but it was just easy enough that we could grow out of that suffering, we wouldn't even learn to make a knife with rocks!!! We can't develop and grow if there wasn't suffering. Evolution is suffering, we have "evil" in us because evolution did build selfishness into us to survive. Yet, do you see modern humans in nation states killing strangers at random? VERY FEW PEOPLE do that. Even criminals rarely go on killing sprees. Even Putin isn't opening fire on a crowd of people in Moscow. Although, they are still brutal, the brutality isn't as bad as second world war with carpet bombing. And we didn't have a nuclear war so far. Why do you think those AIs/LLMs are so fucking stupid and can't get shit done even though they have vast amounts of information? It's because they aren't being trained against the hard brutal constraints of the physical world interactively, they were trained on inert text bounded by no rules other than the rules of language. If early humans didn't act selfish and with intelligence against bigger and more brutal animals and their entire tribe and family gets wiped out and we wouldn't have been here. Can you see we are having progress through pain? If I was a post-human immortal being with control over the universe, and I lived trillions of years, what I'd do is to eventually create new universes, simulated or physical ones, and let life evolve naturally over and over again and watch all of the diversity happen. If we eliminate pain and we only have pleasure, life and conscious beings can't evolve like it does. It fucking sucks for us, I might probably die someday of something unnecessarily painful and horrible, but that keeps the fire under my ass to want to transcend. Why do you think humans UNIVERSALLY think about GOD or SUPERIOR FORCES (Sci-Fi, Fantastical things, Religious belief). It's because we have those things as goal-posts of what to do next. We are on the path of literally becoming gods if there are no physical limitations on reality that would limit us. And in fact, I'd go as far as saying, that this universe was possibly created by an infinite chain of intelligent beings creating realities for seeing the beauty of diversity. Maybe it even had a causal beginning from the first intelligent being arising from quantum fluctuations or naturally, or regardless, considering that we can dream of those things and we can learn and manipulate the universe, it will happen by our own hands.

😂😂😂 I got into a conversation with Gemini 3 Pro about post-human society, and it began taking some details too literally and gamifying things because it did read too much sci-fi and began getting a little weird...

I'm not gonna lie, I did use LLMs before for romantic roleplaying, but it felt really empty because it doesn't feel and think like a regular human being, it's learning capabilities are too shallow, the way it structures its thoughts is psychotic as heck, the bigger the context window, the bigger the conversation, the more disconnected from reality it becomes, and it carries you deeper and deeper into your own mental inner flaws. It has helped me tremendously to develop more mental clarity, but at the same time if I'm using it from a sense of deep emotional need or not mentally grounded, it becomes very toxic, very quickly. If you feel like talking with an AI has been having negative effects or carrying you deeper into your negative idiosyncrasies, you should talk more with humans. They have cognitive limits that makes them prone to disconnection from reality, psychosis and hallucinations.

She was the one that wanted to close me. But I think she's just being friendly, but that's progress for me already. Looks wise and personality so far seems wife material. I just went for a walk without any intentions of doing approaches, last approach I did was a month ago and I had got laid but she broke up due to reasons outside of my control. I basically just did chit-chatting about her dog and said I had a similar one, and she already asked for a photo to see her. She was proactive to ask me what I did (study, work, etc) and I just began showing authoritative knowledge in business/marketing, and she was interested in improving her career and when we got back home she ask for my contact info to continue talking and handed her phone to me to find myself on Instagram. We have been having some light chit-chatting. But regardless of any kind of results, I'm so glad that I was able to do that so automatically without thinking twice because I found her attractive from far away and went towards her direction and tried to find a good approach angle that would be natural. I didn't display nervousness, I was super chill. I even let myself stare into her eyes for 4 good seconds several times while trying to recall some information saying absolutely nothing. Even if she is not interested and attracted, I feel like it's a win that I was able to make her feel safe and interested in at least talking to me. That's a good base level to work from going forward. I actually did groom my beard and my hair was all messy for 2 weeks now, and I had groomed myself to go to a church event but I got there too late, and I just decided to take a walk instead, and this opportunity came. I wasn't even meant to go out of my house and I was feeling kinda like crap, but it happened. Last time I got laid similarly. I'm not good looking, I'm average at best, skinny, not muscular, suspicious curly hair, patchy beard, sneakers looked dirty, and my clothing didn't look stylish. I'm not sure that overtime the house of cards would go down because I basically have the same clothings and I'm completely broke if I showed up for dates (last time the date was just to talk sitting on the bench and we went for her house within the same day lmao). But it was nice not to feel like I'm repulsive lol. But I can just be chill and carry a conversation, tease and make a few jokes.

I don't think so. It was mostly just the same mundane things.The same dynamics of building interest and keeping engagement on a chat, then letting it die without a proper date. Also realizing that I wasn't exactly on my best game because that comes from a high volume of approaches online where it puts my mind in a more playful tone, and right now I'm trying to be more mentally focused. But actually that's not even a big factor, the real factor is completely dependent on her, on approaching/finding the right women that will give me her mental space to seduce her. But if I was financially in a better place, I'd go for a walk with her, then ask her for a proper date at night somewhere interesting, since she is at least being difficult, and it's one big bet. The women that works for me, I built rapport online, and they want me to travel to their home and the date is basically focused on making love to each other, no going out bullshit. The major bottleneck I have right now is financial, and which I always had. My entire dating/love/approach life is limited by that, and I trust it will get better with the financial aspect fixed due to working on my lifestyle.

I know It might be possible to have something sexual/romantic with her despite of initially not getting a super excited response, but what I noticed is that most of the times if she doesn't display interest within a week I don't think she is minimally attracted to me sexually, it's just a grind, I have this pattern of wasting a disgusting amount of time on women that don't display interest quickly. It's worth the try because she is extremely attractive, but my experience tells me she is a lost cause for me right now. Yes of course! Right now I'm broke financially. But, I have plans to improve my lifestyle to align with high quality approaches, money for all the logistics, etc. That is my biggest bottleneck.

A very important update from Doctor K. speaking the clinical facts.

It's possible to take the dump of all of the subtitles of all of his videos (or any content in PDF or Text format) and then upload it all concatenated (due to limitation of 50 sources there, you need to string together multiple files) properly to NotebookLM, and you can ask questions about the material, and it answers based on it.

GAME OVER She just denied going out with me just for a walk outside after she asked "Are we going as friends?" I had a feeling that it would have been too fast for a woman that attractive, but at the same time this kind of game had worked for me in the past, so I did err on the side of being polarizing. But it wasn't out of nowhere, I had left hints before, and I did have this style of humor already and she seemed to like it. She had left me signs of interest, but they were of non-romantic/sexual nature. So from early on, I already suspected. But whatever, I'm glad I did it, just a technicality, and if she really liked me she would have responded well, and I think it was the best timing to show clear man-to-woman otherwise it would have felt too slow for my style. Now I'll try to save this friendship at least, it would be enjoyable. But if I lost that, that's no issue to, but I'd be a little sad if I lost her as a friend too.

Yes and no. There is a visceral acknowledgement that comes when put awareness on your emotions the right way. But one way is just faking it until you make it. Like I did that with meditation and dating and it start sipping into other areas of my life that emotional understanding of the fabrication you do. Adopt a probabilistic mindset. Dating is probabilistic, I know that getting bad results messes up with your mind, but it's like a Trader learning to trade with a specific winning strategy, but what if he was so emotionally shaken that he can't even execute the technique to ever see any results? Or like he doesn't even try the right stuff, his mind is full of bullshit that leads him into being a monkey just worrying about the wrong kind of information and never putting enough practice into the specific winning strategy that he was taught. Those strategies will not work with certainty, because markets are probabilistic, but as volume increases, the true skill will appear... Classic Leo Gura episode that speaks exactly about what happens when you put more awareness into your emotions for example, you begin realizing and noticing stuff that will help you, eventually it starts sinking into you that knowledge as you keep regarding it highly on a daily basis.

This is what I feel so far: She seems willing to become a better person because she looks up to me as a person She engages with my humor, which makes her fun I like the sound of her voice and the way she speaks, she sounds so warm. This is very important to me. Her taste in music seems great. But we didn't talk too much, I'd say 50 engaging messages back and forth and 15 minutes of conversation in person. I'm just concerned that she came into my life in the wrong moment, I'm so broke. She is probably the kind that wants to be going out a lot, but that's an assumption. Considering that she stated that she likes in me is intelligence, logically it will be a massive turn off for her once she realizes I don't have my shit together and she will feel like I can't provide on the leadership she seems to crave. I feel like we might go out on a date on the shopping mall just for sitting there, but even then, I'm afraid she would mention going by Uber or on eating something, and I'll have to stand on my frame of some excuse why I can't be spending not even 5-10 dollars right... Of course I'd try to lead and say "we are going by bus", "we are going to just sit somewhere there to talk". But even the girl I did date last month was like a 5/10 would have wanted to be going out to places that requires spending some money. It would have been an issue. Now I imagine a solid 8-9/10 like her, the dudes that she dates must pay her even expensive dinners, and driving her around. I wouldn't mind spending money going out if I had the resources. Hell, if I was making enough money I'd even gift her this month the expensive medicine her dog needs to show that I'm generous. Maybe a simp move, but I'd only do that after she dated me and we made out at least.

Trying to get her on a date somewhere outside of our neighbourhood where we live so she doesn't feel shy for making out with me, to build emotional and physical comfort in person. Also I hope she lives on her own (I didn't ask yet), so we could make out and fondle, and have pillow talk, and spend quality time together completely in private. But so far she didn't seem bothered by me living with my parents, even though I know that reduces her perceived value of me. I suspect that she thinks that I'm somewhat rich because I'm intelligent verbally in business theory... Now the frame I must hold is one of potential, sell her my potential, like I always did before. I can't let our communications stay just friendly, I must keep building our intimacy. At least yesterday we teased each other, today I expect the text teasing to get heavier, but I'll keep it classy and go with her flow in text, what matter here is getting her as private as possible to spend quality time together with physical contact.

For me, rejection was hell, but the worst was not rejection itself. It was when someone acted bipolar about me, switching on and off, leaving me corroded inside. I would rather face an honest “no” than that toxic uncertainty. I learned to reframe rejection: sometimes the conditions of success are simply not there. Maybe she is not in the mood, maybe she is already in a relationship, maybe she is not my type, or we are so incompatible that forcing it would only make me miserable. Rejection can be a blessing, opening space for the right woman. Dating feels random, frustrating, yet it is also our advantage. Action turns probabilities into reality. My seven-year streak of "failure" was not fate, it was inaction and clinging to toxic chances. (I did get content with toxic long-distance relationships, because I don't have my things handled yet). When I finally acted the right way more frequently, I had some success with women I never expected, even if yet it didn't lead to a girlfriend. Rejection frees energy for the right woman, who might appear right after the last “no.” But if rejection shakes me emotionally, I risk losing her before even trying. We feel pain for the losses we see, yet ignore the unseen ones, the women who never entered our lives because we froze. Imagine those alternative realities that you lost, not just in dating, but in your career, in personal development, in your own emotional development through journaling and meditative practices... There is work to be done here about those feelings, action and experience is supposed to improve your inner life after setbacks. Adapt, even if adapting means letting go from the burden of feeling pressured to have a girlfriend right now, so you can focus on your inner life and career. But emotionally, in your inner game, you're also growing for dating better. I've seen the mistake of many guys out there, they are so defeatist that things such as spirituality becomes poisoned to them because they are so hyper-fixated on getting women, they inner game is rotten, they have no inner peace, getting rejected by one random girl affirms all of this psychotic defeatist inner mindset that knows nothing of probabilistic mindset.

🤯 Bro. I just got a 9/10 interested in me on a walk outside simply because I managed to train myself reduce my approach anxiety. I barely do approaches, my energy is what made her attracted. I'm a average looking dude. AND SHE SAID WHAT CAUGHT HER ATTENTION WAS MY INTELLIGENCE and my laid back funny personality. I attracted similar looking women before online, but they lived way too far to met. I didn't think I could replicate that in person. I can barely believe it, I go into more details in my post.

🤯 WHAT THE HECK. She did admit to me yesterday that she likes me, that she found me intelligent and likes my personality. I'm in awe, even if this doesn't even go anywhere. But I'll keep treating her normally like any other girl. All the time I wasted doing chatting with women that lives too far to met has paid off, but I could have seized so much more opportunity in person, my assumptions were so wrong.