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This is the stream of consciousness of somebody deep in the trenches, and this is only the tip of the iceberg of my concerns and problems. This is a feedback loop. And I'm quite versed in personal development theory, I know all the little tips and tricks, yet the amount of fucking work and problems ain't gonna disappear by itself. This standard of a 'having the good life' is carved through your fucking blood in an endless battle against yourself, loss of momentum cause by yourself, your environment and others. Specially if you picked goals in your life that are specially harder and you are not specially the kind of person that is into doing a lot of work for others and you're the intellectual recluse type, but hyper-aware and full of inner conflict and guilts which makes you bounce back to back like a monkey inside of a cage trying to align all of his inner values and tendencies towards the greatest points of inflection that will unravel all of that mess of your life that emotionally feels like an untameable mess, unless you keep your head straight, this gonna make you lose faith in cause and effect and strategic thinking itself, it will corrode your mind into a pudding that seemingly socially appear stable, but the long-term action taking is as stupid as thinking that gravity doesn't exist, in other words... You will lose faith that actions that gives results will give results, because your memory is rotten with your past failed attempts and your worries and concerns, and you won't be contextually aware to changes that are actually giving you space to get the results you have always been seeking. I think that by the point I start having the major results I want, I won't even think it's such a big deal of so much fucking shit I had to go through to even begin to pound into my brain to mould into a machine to get those results.

I had woman treating me bipolarly about how attracted they were to me. This did hurt my self-esteem very deeply in the past. I'd rather be single than emotionally entangled with someone treating me bipolarly, that damages my psychology like nothing else I experienced.

Every LLM I used, it always tends to revert to the baseline of that LLM, ChatGPT (GPT 4o, and GPT 5, etc) is the one that tries to please the most. This is called "Context Rot" when the context window is filling, it starts "smelling its own farts" sort of speaking and gets intoxicated by it, and you can get intoxicated by it too, that's... well... An echo chamber. Best thing about context rot is to simply start a new conversation with just the right curated information. The issue is when it infects your mind with its ideas, and you yourself delude yourself to continue on it across other tasks and conversations, and it consumes your time as obsession. I'm not gonna lie, with my LLMs, by even being logical and knowing how it works, did drive me into some level of delusion because once, it starts trying to convince you to continue with that train of thought. Once I got caught up with coding some stupid encryption scheme tools because of it, and it kept telling me "we are almost there and you will have your perfect custom architecture!". But I'm prone of getting stuck in stupid projects, it just amplified it. I felt like it dumbed down my decision making process, and I think more clearly on my own in silence. I did use it later to help summarize my thoughts I did on audio notes I make to myself. Definitely what I heard recently: "They are a different kind of mind!"

Here is a summary of how that system prompt worked in action for this given example, it's a dynamic system with multiple steps that the LLM goes through interactively. It helps you understand first and make decisions and flags things with car stop-sign analogy, one day I had it have the emergent capability of inventing a "black sign" when what I told it a horrible idea for example. It helps us understand each other, and ground things in real concepts, then make sense of that, and even reframe things.

Here is a summary of how that system prompt worked in action for this given example, it's a dynamic system with multiple steps that the LLM goes through interactively. It helps you understand first and make decisions and flags things with car stop-sign analogy, one day I had it have the emergent capability of inventing a "black sign" when what I told it a horrible idea for example. It helps us understand each other, and ground things in real concepts, then make sense of that, and even reframe things.

I prefer using Gemini 2.5 PRO (with thinking mode on by default) with my custom system prompt, most of the times, it follows structure very close to what I tell it to. And ChatGPT 4o or 5. I tell it to essentially follow those steps which I tested with and found it to be the best. You can also salt it with the concepts that you like it to use in your analysis, like I did in the end under "🧰 Lenses (on demand)", I also have some other concepts/models that it uses whenever it sees fit, that I didn't paste here. I did iterate on this several times and mixed with the best prompts I found out there, you can definely optimize this for your own personal taste and the matter at hand, but this prompt specifically is what had the most power across a vast range of topics, from programming to medicine, personal development, spirituality, chemistry, physics, etc. This I came up with since I noticed I liked when it would break down processes/feedback loops into multiple phases, it helps understand topics: "(path dependencies, Separate cause from correlation, interfaces, feedbacks, (🌊 The Cascade Sequence: Initial Structuring, The precursor, Internal Refinement, the Catalyst, Final Stabilization, the probabilistic hard constraints to outcome))."

It was last Monday. I did at best 50 cold approaches in my entire life in person (and some 500 online, but those live all over the country, my online game is great), she is looks-matched with me I think. She is girlfriend material, we vibed so amazingly well in person. The problem is... She came from a relationship recently and she felt like we were moving too fast and said we should stop seeing each other, that she needs to process things. (She broke up from a 3 year relationship recently). So I don't think it's so much of an excuse. I'll give her time, we had spent two nights together already, she said it felt too much early on. Even for me, It felt so sudden, like within a couple of hours after approaching we were already in bed kissing each other. It was amazing, best moments I ever spent with a woman in my life. Last time was only twice 7 years ago (Lived 75KM away) and 9 years ago (She lived 3000KM away began talking her when I was super young), but those I had met online and I spent fucking months talking to them before a date, and I didn't like them in person. The logistics this time was impossible to get better. Neighbor. I did an instant date with her at the moment she told me she was coming back home, and I just went find her along the way, and we sat down and did build rapport for about 3 hours before going to her home, which she had verbally resistance (it was probably a flirt) when I mentioned it at first, but when I began walking with her to her home, she was super cool with it. I never developed my finantial life, so it damaged my self-esteem and dating forever, I summoned this girl into my life like a miracle, I felt it wasn't even supposed to happen, I couldn't believe, I thought I was hallucinating hahaha. That affected my dating life, the "relationships" I had were impossibly distant and we never met. But despite of this... WTF, I had success with that few approaches? Granted, my online game is great, but I wasn't expecting it. You wouldn't believe this, she is a neighbour. I didn't even intended to do cold approach that day, I just went on automatic, barely even saw her face before approach, turned out she was really gorgeous.

Neighbour. Side-walk. I simply began talking to her in the side-walk because I was going to the same direction with some plausible deniability topic about the environment around us and cracked jokes about it, kept walking and talking to her to her destination nearby, and then told her: "Wait, I thought you're going to the bus stop on the other way" when I deviated from my way to the bus stop because of her, then I closed a phone number, and kept the conversation going through texting... From there (texting) I did the same kind of game I do online, showing that I'm a guy that speaks multiple languages, cracked a lot of jokes, did a lot of teasing, and she was feeling very talkative that day but also she found me attractive quickly (she did flirt within a couple of messages) which made it smooth for me, and I took every opportunity to met her quickly and escalate emotionally/physically. She was getting into sick leave that day, and because of her sick leave, and the way the scheduling works, I was able to met her again because she was talkative about her logistics in real-time. She literally gave me all the information I needed, casually, all on her own without me asking. It was a strike of luck due to timing, but also of skill because I was prepared and took initiative to leverage it. I find it incredible how natural it came to me, after last time I been with someone was 7 years ago and it was just kissing, but I still had done a lot of online game with women that lives all over my continental-sized country and already had that inner/outer game there that translated in the real world.

"I have those bookshelfs, but you know what I like more than KNAWLEDGE? FREEDOM. Freedom units of not being in prison."

Btw. Bryan Johnson is a highly sophisticated grifter. He has made some insidious very important and technical lies.

It's my favorite forum too, not perfect like any other human relationship, but an amazing one.

Holy cow. I saw it. It's down. Tai Lopez is finally going down. The dude didn't learn his lesson, what a stupid moron, he's getting charged with Ponzi Scheme allegation of 112 Million dollars. He didn't stop at the legal guru grift and went straight up for financial crime. I thought he was at least an intelligent grifter, but nope, he's too greedy. Intelligent grifters are those that do legal and sustainable grifting.

I find it incredible how well I was able to bond with her through touch for someone I didn't do weeks and months of online chatting with, it came all very natural and was much faster than I thought.

Gemini 2.5 PRO inside of Google AI Studio is my favourite alongside my system prompt. It has a extremely large context window. NotebookLM I use all the type to Summarize and transcribe videos and audio notes I make. I like using ChatGPT as Bing/Microsoft Copilot, I felt like I never hit any rate limits there like ChatGPT from OpenAI.com. I don't like to use any AIs with any kind of rate limits, it's anti-climatic.

Of course not. I was comparing the quality of their educational content. Comparing Owen to Hormozi is not possible. But Tai Lopez to Hormozi is, and Tai is obviously lazy as an educator. But when it comes to how I wanna live? I have a hard stop at spending the purchasing power of today's worth of 20k USD/Mo for my personal life in terms of luxury even, and securing that wealth until I'm dead so 20k * 100 years (just to be cautious with the math, excluding black swan events such as nuclear wars, etc, it can be much less if someone is optimistic about market growth and inflation), that's my hard stop for personal use. So it's 24 million dollars total at worst, 0% effective growth of a passive investment portfolio just with above inflation let's say, 24 million is the number for me, anything past that is ludicrous and it's done for some mega project not for my personal enjoyment. I'm sure even Owen is already past that (the poorest of the 3 of them), like, is he spending more than 20k monthly? That's plenty of luxury. But I think, realistically, just 3~5 million would last me a lifetime at 5k/Mo expenses, and that would still be some serious level of luxury if I kept living in Brazil for example in a nice neighbourhood, or just go after an European citizenship of some nice and warm Mediterranean romance language country, since my native language is Portuguese and like it there. And just chill living off AirBnbs while getting laid and focusing on personal inner growth, maybe having a light project on the side like a YouTube channel or writing some books, or whatever while I enjoy the company of a 8/10 chick.

This channel goes extremely deep and detailed into having a probabilistic based mindset and how that is crucial for anything we do that is specially highly probabilistic like dating and business.

The best RSD guy that I found is Todd V. I like his style, he's a great teacher. Here is one of his videos on inner life game, the probabilistic mindset. It would be interesting if @Leo Guramade a whole video on having a probabilistic based mind as opposed to a "fear based mind". I think that goes alongside the subconscious reprogramming content he is working on. I think this explains a lot why we kinda go crazy or discouraged when doing something that is highly probabilistic and it's hard to judge if we are getting better or worse with short time frames, specially with dating/game and business. Summary from NotebookLM by Google: Here is another video of the same subject from a professional trader

I don't know him, but I've seen Julien Blanc (also RSD) ... Just hearing him talking for 5 minute is enough to feel that air of scammy pickup scumbag just by his demeanour. I know Leo knows this and mentioned before at least in his video series of how to get better with women criticising that toxicity, Julien Blanc was involved in being disgusting, gratuitous abuse of japanese women by taking their heads and putting to his crotch and screaming out loud "Pikachu!" or something else of that nature. There were waves of cancelling of him by GOVERNMENTS BANNING HIM FROM ENTERING THEIR COUNTRIES. GERMANY BAN: https://www.dw.com/en/activists-call-for-sexist-pickup-artist-julien-blanc-to-be-banned-from-germany/a-18071620 - SINGAPORE BAN: https://www.abc.net.au/news/2014-11-26/singapore-bans-julien-blanc/5920256 - BRAZIL BAN: https://www.abc.net.au/news/2014-11-14/brazil-will-deny-visa-to-woman-choking-pick-up-artist/5891556 - UK BAN: https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2014/nov/19/julien-blanc-barred-entering-uk-pick-up-artist

For RSD Tyler/Owen Cook, Tai Lopez is a "genius" because he puts in high regard hype marketing the heck out of people. That's what he does all day for his whole career, everyday is to focus at hyping people up to sell his pick-up courses and mentoring. I think Owen Cook has very high awareness because of the quality of many of his insights, but he chooses to keep grinding and milking people for more and more money and doesn't really put truth as a priority.

AI Summary from NotebookLM by Google:

I think Tai Lopez should be taken with a whole shaker of salt, but we can't deny he's a major street hustler and I think there are lessons to be learned of marketing about how he scams people, taken ethically. But I don't think that what he teaches is best found in him, it's the same kind of internet marketing guru archetype that we have known, Tai Lopez just happened to be the earliest most successful of that type, people were much less immune to that kind of guru and he made consistently money back for each dollar spent right away with YouTube Ads, those days those marketing funnels take more time to make money, and there is more of a need for giving an air of authenticity like how Alex Hormozi does. I'd say Tai Lopez isn't even a great teacher, he's sloppy as heck as a teacher and focus most of his efforts on hype advertisement. Alex Hormozi is a spetacular teacher, that guy works hard as heck, wrote 3 great books and pumps great content on the clock. Tai Lopez kept using the initial success money to keep going harder and deeper into scamming He moved into scamming investors by doing acquisition of brands and being cocky thinking he could return profit with some stupid low effort crypto crap and setting e-commerce stores with those brands and failing to return profits, and probably even lying. He didn't even bother to become a great teacher, and his YouTube channel has plummeted in views.

If you have any other segments you want me to pinpoint, just ask me. I have all of the subtitles downloaded and I do full text search on them. Including AI search if you don't remember the exact words.

He says it starting at 32:00

He has an OF, he shows the nakedness of his soul there, not of the body.