Lucasxp64

Holy shit, Leo must be a God (no pun intended) at sexting.

Yeah, that's true. I'm the type that wants to move online interactions to phone calls ASAP, because I want to make them click with me ASAP, and to a date soon... Yeah. A few months ago, I got a better selfie, this one outdoor, but the background isn't that interesting, although it has some greenery and the sky in it. (swapping from an old and crappy selfie I had from 2018 with some fucking car in the background and a bland haircut, and a hoodie), and my results in a language exchange platform (I selected women in my own country and native language LMAO) I was into for getting possible dates improved dramatically. But it's still not good enough, not the consistency with the women I want... I saw some dudes that look just like me there, and their results (by the reviews of women that did leave to them) were much better than mine. That's not to mention on Instagram. I know a high-quality profile will increase my SMV. The pictures I have don't even display anything about myself, there is nothing interesting about it, it shows no value. I look like just another boring dude, and I don't even show like I go out to nice places, or I'm social, and even had TWICE being told that I look FAKE because I had a single photo. On Facebook, a girl even told me that having just 7 friends and one picture from 2 years ago on Facebook looked like I was fake. I feel like I'm losing on a lot of value by not building even an AVERAGE profile. I want to think about it once I start getting more resources to be going out, etc. I see the Instagram/Tinder (Although, I use tinder for Insta leads, I don't bother matching, I swipe negative on all of them) profile of most local women, they appear like they have an actual life. It makes me feel like a BASEMENT RAT in comparison. Using Tinder the normal way never worked for me. What I did was to slide into their Instagram from Tinder profiles with Instagram handles (so I'd know they are single AND they are geolocated). I had some closes, but I didn't have the money to go on dates with them LMAO. But still. The quality of my Instagram profile will determine if they want to know more about that guy that's leaving interesting comments, and get them excited to call and have a date. I do get some of them answering to my DMs, somehow I have that magic of coming up with something interesting to tell them on the comments, on the DMs. I had women above my league actually bothering to answer (That I'd not in a million years match in Tinder). So online game is not something I want to give up on, I even thought about moving to the biggest city in my country, that has as many people as my entire state, so online dating would become more effective. I also did it on Facebook, with some degree of success. Actually, the only women I ever dated I found them there, one of them I kissed and had sex for the first time, another we ended up on a date once got to kiss but I ended up being short on cash to pay for a hotel and she didn't want to do it on her home LMAO. But I think if had interesting images, I'd do WAY BETTER or more consistently... But I don't want this to become a crutch against doing cold approaches... But, it might even enhance them somehow. But even then, I think having some nice pictures to do show-and-tell that I'm not a basement rat would seem good. Because these women they tend to be very social and out-going, I could give them some good vibes in person I think, but... I definitely don't wanna give the impression that I don't go out... I once had a chick I found hot asking me online if I was always really that extroverted. LMAO.

What If I'm an introverted intellectual guy that isn't moving around to visually interesting places just to take some photos? Or some say, "Take pictures showing your hobbies". What? How the hell, I'm supposed to be taking pictures of foreign language learning and book-reading, or meditation I do sitting in my room? I don't even have physical books! I think this whole ordeal is about displaying some genuine-ish displays of status. Furthermore, I personally cringe as well with people's selfies indoors, specially when they are average-looking. It feels like to build a great profile, I'll have to do some stuff just for the sake of the pictures, because that's not how I live, I have nothing visually interesting to show. I know, it will mostly come down to how attractive the guy actually is, and he can get away with any photo. So does hot women, obviously.

Wtf? Where do women get asked like that? Tinder? Social media DMs?

https://pi.ai/ (Very emotional. It has a nice personality and voices, you can voice call it without limits) - If you're in a country they are not in yet, just download the Android APK file from APKmirror. https://duck.ai/ (Avaliable: GPT4o-Mini, Claude 3 Haiku, Llama 3.1 70b, Mixtral 7x8b) -- IT REQUIRES NO LOGIN. They don't store the conversations. They are privacy-friendly, you can even use it through the TOR network (you don't have to, but if you wished to keep it extra private) and ask it whatever you want and it's NOT possible to be banned or limited since you don't even login, and they don't even have captchas, and were extremely reliable to me. (From the DuckDuckGo privacy-friendly search engine) https://aistudio.google.com (You can use the Gemini Flash 1.5) to use its context window of 1 Million tokens, you can upload several books of text as TXT and ask it questions (Although, it doesn't work as good as you would expect, seems to be descent for large code bases and documentations, better than simply using RAG techniques). It's not as smart a GPT4o but it's still nice. You can also use it as an API for free. For example I use it in VSCODE as a free copilot. https://gemini.google.com/ The version of Gemini Flash but for the public in general. The free AI Studio from google there is a limited offer of this free one. https://labs.google.com/search/experiment/1 TURN ON for having AI responses (It uses Gemini Flash probably, just as dumb) in your Google Search. https://stablehorde.net/ - Crowdsourced AI for image generation and text. https://github.com/jhj0517/Whisper-WebUI (Transcribe audio to text, you can use fast GPUs in Google Colab for free) Perhaps try Kaggle for 30h weekly GPU time. Works in CPU Mode too.

We must self-impregnate ourselves with our own seed, and be our own midwives. Do not succumb to unholy temptations and distractions that keep you astray from your holy purpose. No purpose? Your purpose is to birth your new self, to make love daily to yourself daily, to birth yourself. Amen fellow, Actualizers! 🙏 May you be blessed! "From the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh, it disgusted me. I craved the strength and certainty of steel. I aspired to the purity of the blessed machine. Your kind cling to your flesh as if it will not decay and fail you. One day the crude biomass you call a temple will wither and you will beg my kind to save you. But I am already saved. For the Machine is Immortal"

"Large Language Model" Their pseudo-minds were built by training over text, and they had the emergent phenomena of abstracting within their training the underlying patterns that we use to think. But it's a shadow of a shadow. Human Minds -> Human Language -> Human Writing -> Large Language Model human writing simulation. They already got language mostly correct (At least formal language), and a vast amount of knowledge/information. And they got a good chunk of the human mind, but it's not quite there yet obviously. The question is if they keep training and improving on those models, they will be able to drill deeper and deeper into the collective human psyche and successfully replicate our hidden underlying mental capabilities through inferencing indirectly. We essentially got for free some kind of intelligence by teaching them to use language. We don't yet know how to separate the content from the "underlying thinking capability" that humans have. Those models have content and thinking intertwined, but there is research at extracting their "underlying thinking capability" by creating synthetic training data from larger models. They managed to create smaller models that show similar behavior of bigger models but with fewer parameters, therefore, less information/content. The issue, is that most human writing is not rigorous enough to map to our thinking process. I actually never found before such a text. Even if I transcribed every piece of information I've ever experienced, and the outputs that I've generated, it wouldn't be enough to map exactly the mental processes and the experience inside my mind. But some believe that the larger those models become, the better the training, more curation of quality training data, better architecture, etc. We will finally achieve something post-human at everything. Currently, they are obviously more knowledgeable.

Well. He's eloquent. But we know that's how they operate, they prey on people's genuine grievances. We can also see that modern day politicians are still using the perceived threat of a very specific group of people as the main culprit. They got screwed from so many directions... But he wants to direct most of that anger towards the Jews specifically. Super weird, that's the part of history that I'm still dumbfounded by... My point is that shit wasn't just propaganda, they actually carried out a mass genocide. Completely unnecessary, they could have just extradited them somewhere. It's easy to look at those lunatics and think their hate speech is just some crap they are spitting out, like that kind of hating towards the opposite football team, etc... But they actually meant it. That's the messed up part. Their words must be taken seriously. Even if they didn't quite mean it fully when they began, they ended up making that nightmare a reality. Such is divisiveness created through gossip (i.e.: Fake news or simply highly emotionally charged commentary), I believe. I.e. the hate speech against left vs right. When does it stop being simply name-calling each other like young kids do, turns into systematic hate speech, into oppression, and it ends up with genocide?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rada_of_the_Belarusian_Democratic_Republic

lol of what part? It's like saying what is the shape of a human? Do we consider the hair strands at that milisecond of time? Do we consider the position of muscle, fat tissue, jiggling parts, etc? The earth as oceans that are in constant change, the land erodes and the continental plates are slowly moving and we can see that in the scale of millions of years, even the density of the atmosphere. It's actually a potato, if we take off the atmosphere and water 😨😂

If someone looks at my life from far away, or they listen to me telling about the things I've done. It sounds like I have severe ADHD and couldn't even spell in my own native language to save my own life. But in fact, what has happened is that I always had at different stages in life multiple conflicting interests that I tried to find ways of making them work together, and I'd go back and forth between different things. But the core of the issue, is that effectively, I somehow during the course of weeks, show the pattern of behavior that I don't have the discipline to accomplish a goal more complex than learning a new language, or constructing a written argument, keep a journal with disjointed parts that ends up organically growing over time, as opposed to following a very strict engineering-like kind of plan. Really, anything that is not very easy for me to build habits around it. With this said, I and everyone thinking about an individuals' path also must acknowledge this has taken place across months and years, and they had different energy levels, different habits, different emotional baggage (i.e. stuck in some bad long distance relationship with constant toxic communication) Or brainwashing oneself into watching a bunch of Netflix for a period of time to feel "inspired". Or spending many days of one of those months masturbating to AI images, because systematically they didn't get that urge met in a high-quality kind of way, instead of using that technology for a project that they could have monetized like they intended, instead, the hungry ghost in them has rotten their decision-making process, any great power or resource gets used to feed it in the most direct animalistic manner. Or backtracking on decisions of developing by themselves, specific skills specifically when they must focus the most, it triggers them negative feelings and their minds become hyper-aware of how long it would actually take to develop those skills and how they would meet their needs considering during that time, considering that they live with their parents... But then, always finding a reason to go backwards to any decision to find some local low-paying low-skilled odd job to try to go back to some other online venture that they were almost making work again, but then some extra complexity is hidden there, and they spend the next 2 weeks in a limbo kind of state, perhaps reading a book here and there, even journaling and taking notes, or writing on a forum, to the surprise to bystanders, their lives don't match a fraction of their possible abilities, due to lack at key specific success indicators: Getting paid instead of honing on skills on-off. Backtracking on skill development just before they become marketable, and repeating that pattern over and over again for 8 years after finishing high school not achieving financial aims, because their main aims were never financial to begin with, it just kept morphing into different things Also, due to never really building the environment that would allow them to thrive, sort of catch-22 situation. And let's not even begin what happens to the human self-steem when spending a lot of time within this kind of state. I can just see if I simply could build enough resolve towards a specific direction and exclude other options and ignore my needs for female affection and a million other "a dead by a thousand cuts" things, it would reach that critical mass to exit this loop. I could go on here trying to simplify and add more details, but I'll stop here.

Yeah. I have some more clarity now. I need to chill. That's not a healthy perspective to hold.

Nah. We didn't. I think I just made this post out of emotional response anyway. I'm just trying to analyze technically what I did wrong. Actually the problem wasn't that. It was something else I said before. I'm actually having very high volume of those kinds of chats, and I'm learning proper online chat game. I can sometimes feel when something abruptly changed. Like this one. It's my teasing. It's uncalibrated. My teasing is coming off as an insult. I get an impression of rapport too early, and I see it safe to say certain things. But it's not. Early on they give less benefit of the doubt, and they almost never accept apologies. I use a lot of irony. Here are some examples of things I said that blew it off: (THOSE ARE ONLINE WOMAN, FIRST INTERACTIONS. I Only mention interactions that we had a back-and-forth and those messages stopped it abruptly...) Another example... (another chat) Another... Another... There are other similar stories of how I know it put them off like that. But it's kinda hard to recognize what makes me interesting vs what makes me boring. I should be extremely careful with my teasing. I over do it... Or perhaps those were just other excuses that I perceive as something of my fault.

I'm always impressed of the tiny million ways we can screw things up... Or, better off, how little they give a shit about us. Un-fucking-believable. That was minutes into an online conversation (It didn't come from an in-person cold approach phone close), with even back and forth audio message exchange, she seemed pretty excited.