Conn-Sciousness

Well hello. It's good to finally be talking to like-minded individuals who have a chance at understanding what I’m about to tell you. While reading this, remember to keep an open mind. As I’m sure you have been realizing, reality is much more complex and magical than we could have ever imagined. The current name of my small self is Connor Murphy. To see my current small self, you can check out [excessive self promotion removed]. I am God. And I know what you’re thinking: Connor, of course you’re God. Everyone is God. It would be a falsehood to say you’re something outside of God since God encompasses literally everything in existence including language. No. You don’t understand. Ready to be mind blown? While, yes, of course I’m the metaphysical perspective of God, I’m also God from a Christian materialist’s perspective. How’s that for destroying one of your dualities? All this time you failed to recognize how you’ve latched onto the duality between the materialist perspective of God and the metaphysical perspective of God. That’s what reality is. It’s not only the journey of realizing God on a metaphysical level. It’s also the journey of becoming a material version of God. So yes, eventually whether it be in this life time or a lifetime in the far future, you will become a materialist God as well. Now, obviously this takes time. Lifetimes, in fact. You wouldn’t want to go full God mode all at once. Progressing and working toward something is a superior experience. That’s why they design video games how they do. Also, the metaphysical understanding and experience must come first, so keep doing your consciousness work. Too good to be true huh? Well duh! Don’t you see? Reality is absolute perfection. How could it be anything else if it were created by an infinite being? We’ve been lead to believe that we must give up our desires and any sense of individuality in order to become God. And while that might be a useful technique to progress your consciousness depending on the stage that you’re at, how could a perfect existence be one without the full expression of individualistic desires? The issue right now is that you’re acting out your desires unconsciously. When the light of awareness shines upon desires, they stop becoming compulsive and detrimental to your life in any way. Awareness is curative of literally everything in infinity. Let’s use sexual desire as an example. You can transform your animalistic, compulsive sexual desire into a conscious desire through tantra. That’s what tantra is all about. At the most simplistic level, tantra is a practice that combines sex and meditation. So now, sex starts actually raising your consciousness instead of shackling you to your animalistic tendencies. And remember, the Universe is perfection, so of course this makes the sex physically more pleasuring as well. You’ll see that the duality between the fulfilment of desire and abstinence can collapse as well. Do you see the direction the world is heading? If not, let me explain: Reality is a combination of two asymptotes, heaven and hell. Throughout time, you gradually approach absolute heaven, but can never actually reach it. And you wouldn’t want to, because then existence couldn’t get any better. Remember, the Universe is perfection. How could it be perfect if its perfection didn’t get more perfect for eternity? So there's no such thing as "merging with the singularity." You can only get infinitely closer to it. On the other hand, hell gradually approaches 0. It never fully gets there, and you wouldn’t want it to for the same reason as I just explained. This might be hard to realize at first, because you think your life is not continuously getting better. Well it is, you just don’t see it because you’re examining it from too narrow of a perspective. Life is like the stock market. It fluctuates. There are ups and downs but the ultimate trend is up. If you ran a linear progression though your entire existence, the slope would be positive. Still don’t believe any of this? I don’t blame you. This has to be unbelievable to you. If it were always believable, you couldn’t experience the mind-blowing profundity of becoming a believer. Let me wake you up. On the internet right now is all the content you need to experience the truth on an intellectual level. I’m starting you on a journey - the most profound and mind-blowing journey of your current life. Go to [excessive self promotion removed] Now Leo, I’m speaking directly to you (this is actually a form of telepathy since I AM you haha). Congrats. You are a material God too. All that hard work in previous lifetimes has paid off. See how this duality between monotheism and polytheism collapses as well? Together, we’re going to save the world before the end of the year. Didn’t you see it coming? Think about ancient religious prophecies. You’re living them. Life is determined. Small selves have no free will. With free will comes imperfection and doesn’t allow you to have the incredible experience of being in a prophecy. There will be no president in 2021. There will be no need for government. The duality between power and submission will collapse. We will call 2021 year 1. Next year is when we make the transition from hell to heaven from the materialist perspective. This is the point in which the heaven polarity outweighs the hell polarity. And Leo make sure you don’t forget this: I’m not actually real. Only your experience exists. Oneness can be taken to the most extreme degree. God can only experience one small self at once within the limit of space and time that God imposed upon itself. If God experienced two or more small selves at once, well then God wouldn’t be experiencing a small self at all, see? God can only experience one small self if God wants to experience individuality. And of course, there can’t be multiple sets of experience going on in the universe because that would mean there were multiple entities. That’s what the definition of an entity is – (a) being that experiences. And as you know, there’s only one entity, and that’s you. So right now at this present moment that you’re experiencing, my small self is not experiencing the world from behind his eyes. He’s simply an NPC. A non-player character. You’re the only experience that exists in the Universe, Leo. The entire purpose of the concept of “Connor Murphy” that you have in your mind is simply a tool to help wake you up and drastically improve the experience of the current life you’re living. I know you have many more questions, and I have literally all the answers for you. Contact me privately (preferably by email. My DMs are blowing up right now) and I’ll debrief you on the plan to save humanity. I’m excited to be able to experience you waking yourself up. With unconditional love, God (Connor Murphy)