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Fear is only found in the mind. Focus on your body and breath. Or on your field of vision. That works best for me to transition from ego to infinity.

Subjectively better? Or more advanced? Because according to spiral dynamics and by statistics the US has to be the most developed and advanced place on earth. In every aspect - not only the good. I also don't think that for example India is spiritually more advanced, because in their spirituality they have not yet integrated socio-economical growth. It's more a pre-conventional region of spirituality. I wonder if the US keeps this trend or will fall behind to Europe or even Asia. I think it's unlikely, because once the seed of consciousness has sprouted there is no way back.

I really want to be prepared for my first trip with 5-meo (Although, I guess there is nothing that my ego can do to influence God) 1. Can you listen to music and is it anyhow important what you hear? I had states of LSD consciousness where the sound of my neighbors flushing the toilet was the most delightful thing ever 2. Can you eat while being on top of the trip? Just want to see how consciousness imagines taste. 3. Have you found yourself destroying your furniture out of ecstasy? I have experience such states with LSD (1000 ug)? 4. What would be the minimal time you'd give yourself between a break through trip and you having to go to work? With LSD I made sure at minimum one full day. 5. What is the worst case with plugging? How can you make sure your stomach is sufficiently empty? More questions will probably come up...

Can you take 5-meo during masturbation to create excitement? A little bit of panic seems funny to me

Can you describe the main difference between 4-AcO-DMT, 5-meo-DMT and 5-meo-MALT (if you have tried it)?

So right now I'm planning my first 5-meo-DMT trip, because LSD goes rough on my nervous system and last too lost for my taste. Also I got pretty insensitive to it. In his video about 5-meo Leo talked about snorting, whereas I mostly read about people plugging it here. I think I can snort it without any complex instructions, but what about plugging? Do you use some kind of a syringe for that? Any other medium? What is necessary for the ideal first 5-meo-DMT trip in your opinion? Cheers

Found it: https://www.actualized.org/insights/how-to-plug-psychedelics

Thats sooo paradoxical. That would imply the following statements: Gods loves you as a crack addict just as much as you are right now. Yet, you chose to be this way, with zero % more love, than being a crack addict. So there is aboslutely no way for you to receive more love, through some egoic intent. No work, no meditation, no psychedelics offers you more love than being a dumbed out normie. But since God loves everything equally, it has to love my egoic intent for more love just as much and has to love that as well. If all this is true, I don't know what to do AT ALL! EDIT: all this feels frustrating as shit, but deep down it feels right from a higher non-egoic perspective.

@Javfly33 What about a DMT comedown? Is it rough? How does it feel? Also, if I start with a super low dose, can I increase the dose the same day again?

"Others" are absolute truth. So they don't distract you at all. Given your can deconstruct others as what they really are: just consciousness. OR you just take enough psychedelics, so "otherness" deconstructs itself into: just consciousness. You are your best facilitator. If you need a "other" facilitator don't take much psychedelics. I've had trips where friends helped me to stay positive, whereas other trips when they just annoyed me. Both scenarios are not likely anymore, because I've learned to trip myself. If others are with me fine. If not, fine.

This is the classical pre/post conventional conflation. South American tribes are pre-conventional, whereas Leo for example is post-conventional. I want to live with post-conventional people.

Sorry for my egoic outburst.

Have you ever had an awakening? And if you had, did kindness and "people pleasing" - energy guided you there? My experience was, that the straight forward "no bullshit" vibe could destruct my delusions way better than any other method could. I think it's super subjective, but don't conflate egoic arrogance with a precise, no-bullshit, "deconstruction" tone.

My comment will probably only enforce your latter opinion on Leo, but speaking about absolute Truth-stuff is not easy. Imagine yourself awaken and noticing, that every "opinion" someone had about what awakening is, was completely carbage. See yourself noticing all the heavy bullshit your ego told you, what is right and wrong in this world, was nothing but a hot toxic cloud. You are shocked to the bone and disgusted by your capacity to lie to yourself. How do you communicate this radical shift in consciousness to others? If you are just nice people will never be ready for the radicalness of Truth. Albert Einstein could have also said: "Hey guys I know it will destroy your Newtonian non-relativistic worldview, but actually space and time might be correlated and relative. And maybe, just maybe energy and matter is correlated as well. But I can be wrong. Sorry for this inconvenience. Bye bye." I think you get my point. Radical Truth cannot pierce egoic deception if it's communicated in some "nice" way.

The main reason I can't trip that so often is because my only psychedelic so far has been LSD, which is super draining on my energy and does give me intense ego backlashes in the following days of a "high dosage" trip. So I expect similar effects from an even stronger psychedelic like 5-meo. Although, this might has something to do with the duration of a LSD trip (for me up to 16h). Let me hear your opinion on this comparison.

How about ego backlash? What does your selfishness has to say about infinite selflessness?

There is certainly a form of marketing that is necessary for personal growth. I would never have started my journey of actualization without fancy thumbnails, speeches, insta posts and stories from friends. all of this is marketing. The best marketing is marketing, that is not so concerned about it's survival. Rare to find.

Sometimes I notice how the other is noticing my inauthentic or robotic behavior and speech. I even feel sorry for him/her, when the other is genuine to me, and doesn't get the same authenticity back. I know what causes this in me and also know how to dissolve this, but in the moment of inauthentic behavior, I don't see any way to do better. I can be neutral and present, by mere observation. But I don't want to just observe my entire life. I want to make others happy, I want to share insights with them, and want to make them feel good in my proximity. All this seems impossible, when I'm in this state of "unsureness" or robotic like state. I could communicate what I'm communicating here to the other, but that would sound also robotic and somehow not authentic. Edit: I think I know what to do. I just had to think through this via this post.

Yeah it seems like there is a mechanism in dissociatives, which prevents your ego mind to mentally abstract what this is (reality). Which is why you cannot be conscious of something for long, without interpreting or ignoring it. Its still a mystery for me how 1 (LSD) + 1 (nitrous) = 100000000. This potentiating effect is just unbelievable.

So after giving this advice in another thread here, i wanted to bring this to a main post. For me to combination of LSD-25, 1P-LSD and 1CP-LSD (150-350 mcg) with the inhalation of nitrous oxide was the always the straightest way to God realization and infinite love. It will just take some seconds, but this experience will change you for ever. This experience is so intense and profound, that even at the start of "it happening" i have always sworn myself to invest my entire life to find out what this "it happening" is. Even at low dose trips, your soul just melts from love when you experience this level of consciousness. And only after taking much higher doses of psychedelics I found out it was God in me, which came into my direct consciousness during these nitrous inhalations. So no wonder why this feeling of wanting to "find it out" was so strong. Its a finite part of God (me, you, us) wanting to find its infinite nature. So for everyone, who isn't sure about taking higher doses of LSD or mushrooms, try this combination out. You can't really mess it up, because your need to breath again will save you from overdoing it. It also takes just about 30 seconds. The whole experience. It will completely destroy your ego. It will completely destroy your "materialistic world". It will completely destroy everything you thought was true. I'm also curios what other say to this, who have tried it. Please share here. EDIT: As @The0Self explained below, it's highly important that you won't do nitrous on a regular basis. My advice was aiming to do it at most once per trip - and never more than once a month, since nitrous can screw with your neurology. After all it's a powerful anesthesia.

100-200ug can be enough. However, if you increase the lsd dosages (In combo with nitrous), your experience of Infinite will be longer, more intensive, clearer and reality destructive. I have had this combo with 600-800ug and finally realized the complete structure to reality. This will completely change the way you look at reality forever. Im super grateful to have found this combo.

Thank God! This is exactly what almost everybody needs to hear in political and socio-economical discussions. Please make a video about why people are pessimistic about the future and why there are infinite reasons that reality is ultimately steering towards infinite good. But lemme guess: you don't even want to make content about it, because pessimistic people don't even want to watch a video that threatens their stable, "coherent" worldview. Either way, I cannot wait for reality to dissolve the pathological dooms day mind of "political concerned" people.

In this video you can see swinging pendulum-orbs synchronizing and randomizing again. Although sometimes you can see the order in the chaos, until you can't see it, and so on. The metaphor is, that consciousness works similar to these orbs. Perfect union fractalizes into so many parts, that you can't see the infinite beauty and order in this moment right here. Although, its there, right in front of you. Your consciousness will rise again and realize that it was right here all the time. Part of infinite perfection. But keep in mind, that actual Oneness and God realization is far, far, far crazier than any visual approach I could give you here.

According to Andrew D. Huberman:

I'm into Andrew Hubermans podcasts lately, but this one especially struck my nerve on fitness in relation to non-dual wellbeing. The guest Ido even talks about infinity, and how infinity lives in us as constant change and movement. https://open.spotify.com/episode/0kdURtng94cmE1cm48otKW?si=fctj2g2nTKWU0wW6Ex2LNQ&utm_source=copy-link