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I'm currently investigating a lot of how different nutritional habits and supplements can effects certain neurodivergencies like ADHD or depression. And a long that I would like to hear what problems from your personal life you could solve with which supplement or dietary changes. Also add how certain you were that your decisions actually helped, because it can be hard to comprehend how each decision acts on your health in direct of indirect ways. Please share.

I also want to add, that it is a new kind of skill to let go of states of consciousness that were reminiscent of your essence as God. Because naturally these states have a strong gravitational pull towards projecting every other event in sober life as some kind of signal from Gods intelligence. Which can be super taxing on your mental health, because your mind is constantly at high computational input/output, without rest. So letting go of these states and feeling comfortable in ones everyday human consciousness is a new kind of consciousness, which I value a lot. Also in others. It is a comfortable, stable and healthy human life that gives the high states of consciousness their next level of satisfaction. At least thats what I'm sensing at the moment.

I’d say this „lay back and relax and observe without identity“ is just a part of good conscious exploration. Sometimes the miraculous stream of consciousness wants me to to something. Like singing, moving or laughing. Trying to hold back and observe would counter the dance of consciousness there. It’s super strange loopy sometimes. There is not clear cut where to observe or act when you are in it I’d say. But deep relaxation seems to be a fundamental ingredient in deep exploration of the mind.

But always check english literacy. In latin America it cant be super difficult without some Spanish. I remember that the info desk at "Mexico City Airport" would not speak any english with me

Depends on your type. Lisbon, Porto, Budapest, Vienna, London, (maybe Germany if you are tough), Moscow, Saint Petersberg seem to be always solid.

I reconcile it by building a plane. You see, there is some room for realizing fantasies.

Great point: a lot of resonance there. Even though is still a new domain. there is this channel „Daryll Anka“ who supposedly channels the messages of „Bashar“ which is an alien entity, closely existing within the frequency of God. He says; that whenever you follow your „highest excitement“ you act out of the highest intelligence possible in that moment. It’s also crucial to let go of expectations to what the outcome of that excitement might be. And to thoroughly question your belief system, which might dampen your excitements artificially. You can look it up, he made a whole formula around this insight. You resonate with this approach?

Can you describe to me; how you’d perceive intelligence and goodness in let’s say: your chronic bad health? How do you reconcile the un-good experience of pain with ultimate intelligence? Is that insight only reserved for non-human levels of consciousness, or do you think I would get it if you’d describe it in depth?

Your whole comment before was just about you showing off, so excuse my allusion.

Alright, lets send me your wishes. 3 days good stuff and 3 days bad stuff. I'll report.

At least now we can define what "soon" means in Leo's mind: "Equal or more than 7 months."

Thats probably the saddest thing I heard today.. But how did you got a gif under 0.49mb? This forum is super stingy with its file limits.

@Grateful Dead By the way, how did you get that animated profile picture? Are only mods allowed to have good things?

Full 3-hour long video about corruption when? It seems that corruption and survival are really your main intellectual capitals since you were done with all the deep metaphysical talks.

I hear that a lot about doctors. They seem to have a bad rep among many. And there is some truth to that. But I just want to point out that the opposite error can also be true: In that, that people reject any kind of conventional approach „as just some grift designed by the pharmacy companies, and that it was never about the patients.“ But after having endured tremendous physical trauma, depression, adhd and addiction I can say that there are a lot of powerful conventional therapy out there, that can’t easily be substituted. We can only pray to the gods that we have functional anti-psychotics and medical opioids at our disposal. Without them many people would live in the sub-realms of the deepest hell you could imagine. It’s all about the appropriate use of any therapy at the right time. Without excluding any approach per se.

How do you explain the tremendous success of "worthless" economies like cinema, gaming, fiction writing, youtube ect? All these are fundamentally built upon art and creativity and not plain survival value, so you would deem them worthless? Whats your missing connection here?

The bottom line is that a "functioning and happy life" is fundamentally depended on the right balance of brain chemicals. And in a healthy human no earthly intelligence could arrange this balance better than our intrinsic life-force. But many artificial factors are at play presently. And therefor many artificial problems. Which can, in some cases, only be solved with artificial solutions. Since "the world out there" isn't going to change just like that.

Actually Putin has little incentive to end this war, because the entire country runs on "war settings". This includes that thousand of engineers, doctors and scientist have changed their profession to anything war related. Which was a huge cost and would inflict further grudge amongst civilians. But in the end, many say that Russians deal with a lot of misery before they'd stand up. So Putin is probably save.

What about the millions of people with psychological and neurological disorders, and the millions more, who are on the spectrum to it. To my understanding they should take chemicals to make their (and others) lifes easier. Not every chemical imbalance can be meditated, breath-worked or talked away. Speaking as a diagnosed ADHD person.

Don't be afraid to be unsure. It can have a tremendous lever on your life to consult a professional for that and in general with every kind of neurodivergence. ADHD and other genetical (and epi-genetical) conditions can slowly ruin every part of your life. And because it happens so slowly, people will stay in this dilemma often way too long. And of course, because its labeled with a socially negative stigma, from neurotypical people, which have no idea about what it really means.

Great to hear. Quitting from anything all by oneself can be super tough. Asking from dealing with a lot of addictions my self: What is the problem and how is weed a solution to it? or in other words: In which situation is weed the next best thing to make yourself better? This was a good starting point for me to understand morphine and porn for me.

Yeah thats how I see it. Eventually I want to live with my natural personality as it is. Because that just who I am. But at the moment, there is a lot of necessary "3d work" to do, which is really tough to do with my normal personality structure so to say. I'm trading creativity and a feeling for what I really want in a situation for motivation and work-ethos. Which at the moment is what I need more. On a side note: I also lived with an SNRI for a couple of months in hopes of dealing with some serious depression symptoms, which did nothing for me. Eventually we found out, that my depression is closely linked to my inability to stick to any project for as long as its needed and ability to earn money consistently. These types of dynamics are hard to spot at first glance, even for a experienced psychiatrist. Which is why persistent and honest introspection becomes ever more important.

After about all my life coping with adhd in all sorts of half-functional ways, I’m now in the process of medicating it professionally with a doctor and Ritalin. Still two months till it starts. But I wonder if my personality might shift to much in all sorts of ways. For example I fear that I would settle in life for some boring dry version of my life purpose just because there is more dopamine in my system. Eventually regretting the therapy after I might end it sometime. I’m curious who on here has done medicated adhd therapy, and how your psyche changed along that.

Yes, Russia does not need anymore land per se. The entire war seems to be a geo-political statement against the "collective west". Its a cold and hot war against the perceived growth of the west limiting their post-soviet-russian realm and people. And to think that Russia is able to fight against any more nations is totally not believable. After they haven't even claimed 20% of a non-NATO state like Ukraine (after three years of hot war that is). That isn't against your points, I just wanted to add to it.

Thats almost criminally wrong. NATO's military spending is about 10 times as much as Russias. The only reason NATO doesn't need to "produce" is because its not actively losing its equipment. So what exactly is your point here?