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Its also the only article you can get on the site at the moment.

@Leo Gura I just had an epiphany into the nature of being a Buddhist. Just squint your eyes a little and see that Buddhist = Bullshit. You’re welcome.

But what to make out of all that? Doing psychedelics is great for many years. - Doing psychedelics is hell for months. - Doing psychedelics is great again. And with no deep insight into why "hell" suddenly appeared and then disappeared. If you gain more solid clarity on that, I'd be interest to know about the underlying mechanisms.

I’m super excited to do 55h weeks since some months now. Albeit it being for a meaningful project. The purpose it gives can also contribute a lot to overall happiness.

This MF.

I can give you that. Felt hot, nauseous, delirious and totally derailed from any kind of social intelligence. Basically like reading your forum posts.

I'd say its practically impossible. Its really too radical to fit into the workings of a intellectual mind. But with direct experience it is mind blowing, and super easy to see. But yeah, super state depended.

Sanity is all the states that appear predictable and coherent with your assumptions about reality. Insanity is all the states that appear to follow no apparent predictable structure and don't bow to any preformed notion of reality.

Appreciate that. A reliable vendor is a huge quality of life upgrade.

I'd be grateful if you sent me a post pigeon, with information as to where and when Meo-salt is restocked. Actively searching for that lately.

Imagine you regularly have cosmic sex with space time itself and then someone suggests to feast on MAGA followers.

Interesting that Leo thinks Aliens would want to "eat" us. Like imagine you already conquered space and time and still want to eat anything. Let alone, us filthy humans..

The bottom line is: Don't shit on Suzie, if you want to eat her.

I guess I would count myself as "being drawn to/ addicted to" high states of consciousness, which spontaneously occur here and there. However, there seems to be little control over how deep and long such chains of states remain. (Of course with psychedelics you would be able to "force" deep states effectively - but also then you never know what you get). And because I just really love to delve in the avalanches of insights, ideas, connections, infinity and "getting that I'm God" I conversely loath to get "kicked out of it". Sometimes there is really a aggressive element to it. For example: I could be dreaming and contemplating into novel states of consciousness with ease and efficiency, just to get knocked out of it, by a new shuffle of music in the background. And then its hard or impossible to get into the stream again. And because you can't control it, it can be gone for the remaining of the day. Its like waking up from a super exciting dream where you were about to have sex with your crush, only to lose it to your alarm clock. So my question would be, if some of you have noticed a development in keeping such states for longer and longer. Just like we have incremental progress in keeping a nuclear fusion state. What would be the tool to have progress here? Let me know..

Your line of reasoning causes my brain to produce pain..

I'm currently investigating a lot of how different nutritional habits and supplements can effects certain neurodivergencies like ADHD or depression. And a long that I would like to hear what problems from your personal life you could solve with which supplement or dietary changes. Also add how certain you were that your decisions actually helped, because it can be hard to comprehend how each decision acts on your health in direct of indirect ways. Please share.

I also want to add, that it is a new kind of skill to let go of states of consciousness that were reminiscent of your essence as God. Because naturally these states have a strong gravitational pull towards projecting every other event in sober life as some kind of signal from Gods intelligence. Which can be super taxing on your mental health, because your mind is constantly at high computational input/output, without rest. So letting go of these states and feeling comfortable in ones everyday human consciousness is a new kind of consciousness, which I value a lot. Also in others. It is a comfortable, stable and healthy human life that gives the high states of consciousness their next level of satisfaction. At least thats what I'm sensing at the moment.

I’d say this „lay back and relax and observe without identity“ is just a part of good conscious exploration. Sometimes the miraculous stream of consciousness wants me to to something. Like singing, moving or laughing. Trying to hold back and observe would counter the dance of consciousness there. It’s super strange loopy sometimes. There is not clear cut where to observe or act when you are in it I’d say. But deep relaxation seems to be a fundamental ingredient in deep exploration of the mind.

But always check english literacy. In latin America it cant be super difficult without some Spanish. I remember that the info desk at "Mexico City Airport" would not speak any english with me

Depends on your type. Lisbon, Porto, Budapest, Vienna, London, (maybe Germany if you are tough), Moscow, Saint Petersberg seem to be always solid.

I reconcile it by building a plane. You see, there is some room for realizing fantasies.

Great point: a lot of resonance there. Even though is still a new domain. there is this channel „Daryll Anka“ who supposedly channels the messages of „Bashar“ which is an alien entity, closely existing within the frequency of God. He says; that whenever you follow your „highest excitement“ you act out of the highest intelligence possible in that moment. It’s also crucial to let go of expectations to what the outcome of that excitement might be. And to thoroughly question your belief system, which might dampen your excitements artificially. You can look it up, he made a whole formula around this insight. You resonate with this approach?

Can you describe to me; how you’d perceive intelligence and goodness in let’s say: your chronic bad health? How do you reconcile the un-good experience of pain with ultimate intelligence? Is that insight only reserved for non-human levels of consciousness, or do you think I would get it if you’d describe it in depth?

Your whole comment before was just about you showing off, so excuse my allusion.

Alright, lets send me your wishes. 3 days good stuff and 3 days bad stuff. I'll report.