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Ofc you are free to treat your ADHD however you like. But consider the side effects of not treating it properly. I'm not a fan of stimulants as well, and loved every progress I made without them (psychotherapy for example), but they can help certain people tremendously. Untreated ADHD people literally have a minus 10 years life expectancy because of risky behaviour, drug use ect. You have to evaluate for yourself how serious you want to take this. But small little lifestyle chances and nutrition hacks or whatever, won't deal with real ADHD sufficiently I think.

Why do you believe you cannot be medicated? There are like 6 different ADHD medications (depending on your country). You tried them all?

Same. Its actually quite eerie how similar the sounds and movements from people are getting the full god injection.

Did anyone order Bashar on Temu or what is this suppose to mean? You know that the real Daryll Anka channeling Bashar is out there and we can ask him direktly if we want. And he does state that Bashar only comes through Darylls body. So.. I vote to terminate this account.

@Leo Gura Would you say this is how the average 5-meo-DMT experience looks like on high to very high dosages? Because my few reference experiences were way calmer and more controlled (with guides). https://pr0gramm.com/top/7170011 Is it not a wonder that you didn't burn your house down? I believe you trip just by yourself, so don't you worry about full destruction mode when you are in your own home? Or can you just get physically used to the severity of the experience with many small dosages over time.

good stuff, I just read through it.

Spot on I'd say. Like God unwilling to give you more excitement, since you couldn't even act on the primary excitements. Whatever belief you had that stopped you from pursuing it. I found living with this logic to be very anti-depressive.

yeah, thats why its priceless. I gotta do the shit myself

I would pay someone every $$$ I own, who could tell me precisely all the ways I’m wrong. Because whenever I found a deep sitting deception my mind upgraded significantly. But finding them is hard and usually comes with some (or great) suffering. That’s what coaching, psychotherapy ect. is all about isn’t it. Thats literally what my entire life is/was all about, finding the infinite ways I was wrong about life. And always it feels like it’s only getting started.

Yeah, depression is giving up. Because too hard, too draining, too repetitive.. whatever. I like to imagine how depression is treated 100 from now. Probably very unlike today.

Yea, like fear based belief systems shedding away with every other belief system in the face of God. Or constant reliving of trauma (which is heavily linked to depression) gets flushed away by the beaming presence of God. ... For me at least: the consciousness of God is the most anti-depressive state there could possible be. You could say it's ultimately expressive.

Luckily I'm 100% depression free atm. But when I experience it, its like I'm forced to play a game, which I never agreed to playing. -> Which is pretty much like God being so lost in the dream that he completely forget that it itself chose to dream exactly this dream. I'm sensing a connection there somewhere, but I don't need it to be this straightforward. Just contemplating out loud.. Depression is also a very personal thing. Often occuring when a person cannot be him/herself the way he/she actually needs to be. When someone is blocked somehow of following once excitements ect.

Specifically the non-organic (no brain tumor ect.) kind of depression. Where people, out of the blue get the feeling of "no feelings". I wondered if "being closer to" / "conscious of" God is the opposite of feeling of "no feelings". I noticed how my own depressive tendencies quite precisely aligned with me not being conscious of Truth/Beauty/Goodness/God ect. Hence nature, plants, animals, new smells, new sounds, laughter, physical activity ect. are so anti-depressive. Let me know how I could be wrong and or what depression could be meta-physically. Or if this question cannot be answered like that at all.

Martyrs is just there to shock, disturb and traumatize. Horror movies can also shock, disturb and and traumatize. But Martyrs is not a horror movie.

Thanx, I hoped for someone to link this.