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I mean its not part of REALITY, so yeah history books it is. However my point was directed into a totally different direction.

Simple setup: Imagine the darkest, most hellish forms to experience reality as a human. Some imaginary day you as God are going to live through that from every perspective. Of course also from the victims POV. Do you love that? Are you excited about that? trigger warning: @Leo Gura have you had experiences/insights of love and excitement towards the perspective of (for example) getting raped by your dad for 16 years in their basement, being pregnant over and over with him? end trigger warning In what ways can I get so conscious of victims of cruelty that understanding and love start to emerge? Not that its completely impossible, but how can I say I'm Love if I push away those aspects of reality?

Maybe the rest of your life doesn’t offer as much pleasure and therefore sex has to compensate for it?

What is something where he is definitely wrong, in a field where he claims to know truth?

Tobacco company CEOs declare, under oath, that nicotine is not addictive (1994)

Yes, there is something to be said about straight problem solving without the endless ping-pong of congress, senates and campaigning. All the political drama would be cut out. Given that you and your needs are not too pruned by the state. Billions of people live under authoritarian states just fine. Its really just a question how much one values individual freedom and soverignty by itself. I think if I actually lived in China and was unconscious of the downsides of the regime, I would be totally happy with it.

Wow, I fully support your idea to do actual in-person retreats. No one I would trust more. Great next step of Actualized.org!

I guess there is no human bar low enough for american citizen to not vote for. Seriously, when is this vibe politics bs finally gonna end? I feel its just ramping up. I openly feel like a solid authoritarian government like the chinese model seems like the better option.

@Leo Gura Do you never get grossed out by the thought that some imaginary day, you will be in the perspective of a mormon fake-prophet sticking his child molesting dick into his 14 year old follower girls? I have a hard time not cringing out when I imagine that I will be the one doing this, by the laws of infinity and unity.

Wow, well thanks for this. I will go through everything here I may missed. Practically all of it makes sense from my experience and perspective so far. Next in line is LDN and magnesium to test their value for my situation.

No, thats a great idea. I do scour forums, podcasts, blogs, news, articles and conferences for that. However: spontaneous cure for CFS seems to be 1-5% in adults in the first 3-4 years of symptoms - practially 0% after that. And there is not one single curative approach to this illness so far. Not via medication or psychosomatic approaches. Nothing. There is a lot you can do to not make it worse and stable the situation. But resolving it? Nothing viable I could find. I pay anyone on this forum 1000$ for his/her idea that actually makes my fatigue go away, without it coming back.

@integral Yeah, AI isn't to keen on that idea. Also these medications have been studied for decades, so even rare side-effects are known. Maybe they super-charged it in a way. But super-charged what? My cells decision to just work at 5% capacity, permanently? Its just so weird that my body would want to do that, without any infection or serious immediate trauma.

Robots. Robots is what is gonna save our horny balls. Its Robots. If women can have dark fantasy, we can have Robots.

And yeah, No infection, for many months before the CFS started. And even now, all infection bio-markers are silent. Auto-immune is what I largely expect to be the cause as well. But with no good test or screening to see what exactly is off. Maybe also just neurological. Or both.

Already checked out Lyme. Medications are interesting because there were multiple strong agents on my nervous system for months. After a heavy car crash in 2023 and subsequent poly trauma, I did take different opiods (general pain) and pregabalin (nerve pain) for almost 2 years. The CFS did start when I was in the final withdrawal phase of all that. So my guess was I was just fatigued from that. I also startet a treatment with Ritalin in that time period, which I also suspect to have stressed my nervous system to a good extend. If I was just listening on my gut, I would say it was the Pregabalin withdrawal or the Ritalin that caused my nervous system to fall into CFS. Very unscientific though. Could be something else all along.