Blackhawk

Yes I have tried therapy, several years ago. I have tried psychedelics one or two times. They gave me a hellish experience. I got locked up in mental hospital for some days, but it was mainly because I was suicidal then. And then I got psychotic episodes for years after the trip. I have actually recently healed from it, I think. So I don't know if I should take psychedelics again and fuck up my psyche again. I don't expect different results, I don't expect any improvement. I don't think Sweden is dysfunctional. Or Sweden is dysfunctional in the sense that it isn't a member of NATO. I see. Thanks. Okay thanks. No I haven't looked into it. Thanks.

The things on UFO footage are most likely just normal airplanes, balloons, birds, and other normal stuff. Mick West has debunked the footage in the video in your post.

It's so bad that I struggle with sending a simple two sentence e-mail, I procrastinate doing it. But I have sent it now. Anyways, sorry for bothering you all with this. But I don't have contact with anyone, so this is one of the few places on internet where I can vent about stuff. I don't ask anything of you guys here. I write here instead of in the self actualization journals section because there's more interaction here. Just don't say that all my problems is only because I have a victim mindset, or that I'm creating it all, or that I'm enjoying it. It's the absolutely worst thing you can say to someone who is struggling. It can make more harm.

I'm in a collapsed state 24/7. Every second is a struggle.

And when they get sent back to this present time they would be enthusiastically drinking all vaccines. "Gimme moar vaccine, moar."

Good post. If Rajneeshpuram and Arcangelo would be sent 500 years back in time they would be absolutely horrified.

I'm lonely and have no hope for better times. So I have nothing to live for. I'm a walking dead. I don't have motivation to do anything other than work. Well actually I don't have motivation for that either but I have to work. No drive for anything. I don't know what kind of help I would need. Some kind of miracle would be needed, or death.

@Shin No, you're wrong.

You're damn right I'm triggered, because I don't like it when people are deluded. I value the truth, not only for myself, but also for others. We humans are supposed to be more intelligent than animals, so it hurts when humans are acting as stupid as animals. I'm empathetic and I take responsibility and try to dispel delusion and ignorance from the world. There must be some people who stop the bubble of self reinforcing cycle of people who share each others delusional beliefs with each other. What do you think if no one would do anything? It would spread, and spread, and spread. Would you like a world where all human beings are 100% deluded? You want that we start burning witches on stake again? Or perhaps you want the west to become like Somalia where you get death penalty if you don't believe in islam?

It's not fear. Do you believe that the thing in that video is a alien/has alien origin?

@Arcangelo @DieFree @hoodrow trillson Seriously guys, please, that's most likely not a alien thing. That doesn't prove anything at all. I could bet all my money on that it isn't anything alien. Jesus Christ.. Embarrasing. Watch videos from Mick West: https://youtube.com/c/MickWest

Come on man. So far fetched.

@Leo Gura Why would they keep it a secret? And would really all other nations keep it secret too? And could all the nations keep it secret for so many years?

Merciless reality: I would need help. But there is no help which can help me. It's not a fun situation to be in. Reality simply doesn't give a fuck about how much it tortures its fellow conscious beings. Without consciousness there wouldn't be any problems. None at all.

Ok if you want to play it like that, game on.

........ Of course I include whether I feel sick or not. I include everything in the calculation.

@4201 I know that we or I don't know the future for sure. Yes we don't know. But there's a lot we don't know for sure. But some things are more likely than others, if you are smart enough to look at all the information. "But there is no reason to assume the future will be in a certain way instead of another." There is reasons to believe that the future is more likely to be in a certain way. For example it's more likely that I will work tomorrow than not work, because I'm scheduled for work and I'm not sick. But I could get sick tomorrow so I wont go to work. But probably I will go to work.

It's not the risk of dying you should worry about. It's the risk of getting other stuff like postcovid symptoms (extreme tiredness, lack of sense of taste and smell, etc.) And also the risk of getting a blood clot from covid is much higher than the risk of getting a blood clot from a vaccine. There's super super small risks with the vaccines. The risks for you are much higher if you don't take the vaccine.

I haven't concluded anything. I think they could be aliens. But I think they probably aren't. So what is the problem with my mindset? In reality you are also leaning towards either A or B.

You don't pick one just because you are afraid of being wrong. I'm just being brave and taking a conscious risk of being wrong, you're not, you're playing safe, but you're just suppressing what you actually believe. I know I could be wrong, so what if I'm wrong. I think they most likely aren't aliens, but I'm still open minded to the possibility that they could be aliens. Some new information could easily change my opinion about this matter in the blink of an eye.

Yes absolutely. UFO's (Unidentified Flying Objects) have been real for thousands of years..

I don't think you guys give both options precisely 50% probability of being true, if you are being honest. If you have to choose one of the alternatives, which would you choose? A. They are aliens. B. They are not aliens. I'm like 95% for B. It's not my fault that I happen to be so smart that I know what's true. I would be stupid if I would force myself to give both A and B 50%.

Challenge accepted. I set a calendar reminder on 1 year from now, and then I will write to you again, although I will probably be banned by then.

Show me the stuff then. David Fravor, ok, that's one. The other 2 pilots who have talked infront of a camera don't think that they saw aliens. They just don't know what they saw, that doesn't mean it's aliens.