Blackhawk

That's correct. Even if I would want a friend, it's not possible because no one likes me. Why would I want a friend? There's nothing that I would like to do with a friend. Maybe get drunk would be fun. Or maybe trip balls on psychedelics or other drugs. But other than that I don't know.

I think I don't want friends. Just a girl to love, or maybe friend with benefits. How could I spontaneously not be alone? It's not that easy. Whatever.. I'm really sad. I'm a defeated dead soul who don't want to exist anymore.

@4201 @mememe Ok. I'm doomed to be alone for the rest of my life Another weekend of total loneliness ahead. Old people, homeless people, prisoners, douchebags, psychopaths, evil people, murderers and narcissistic people are less lonely than me.

He said "I'm not interested in arguing whether the holocaust happened or didn't happen. That's irrelevant." I think he should have said that the holocaust did happen. The holocaust is the most evil act in the history of mankind. Hell came to earth and millions of people suffered like never before. So the seriousness and severity of the holocaust cannot be overstated. So it's wrong to leave even a small questionmark whether the holocaust happened or didn't happen. Millions of people might watch the video.

No. And I'm not doing everything I possibly could to increase the chance of winning 5 million $. It would be stupid to waste all my money on lottery tickets. Do I even want a gf? Because she would either cheat on me or leave me anyway. And that would be bad for my mental health, really bad.

I have some control over the lottery too. I could buy more lottery tickets. I'm currently not wasting any money at all on lottery tickets because I "know" I wont win anyway. Same thing with the girlfriend thing. But yes living in a cave like a hermit decreases the percentage.

@4201 I'm not deliberately withholding information, except maybe a few things. It's just that there are so much data that it's not possible to write it all down. There's probably even data which not even I am consciously aware of. All that data leads me to draw the conclusion that I will never have a girlfriend. But of course you could win 5 million $ on lottery, but in practice you know that you wont win.

Never gonna happen, unfortunately.

The difference between evidence for me and you is that from your perspective I could be lying or something. For example I have evidence that my couch is gray, because I can clearly see that it's gray. But it's not evidence for you, because I could be lying or something. I have much more info about my case than you do, so I know my case much better than you do. There's a billion things about me and my case which you don't know.

Yes, because I have tried to connect with women, tried to arrange dates, and I have had dates. Everything has failed. But I don't have any evidence for you.

@4201 No I can't get a gf.

The answer is no. At least for me.

And the funny thing is that you are dead certain that aliens have visited and are visiting earth. But the holocaust happened? Naah..

I'm done with you lunatics.

@Roy Truly worthless because I can't get a girlfriend. It's important because you get depressed if you are as alone as I am.

I haven't tripped to this music, and currently I don't have any plans to do it, but I think you should try tripping to this music:

Yes I know that worthiness is relative. I'm not entirely worthless for my employer, because otherwise he would fire me. And I'm not worthless to my parents, because I'm their son. Etc. But I'm worthless in the most important area: in the social area.

I really can't recall anything.

@4201 Ok. @Mu_ Thanks. No. -------------------- Today I felt even more sad and lonely than usual. And it was a bit different kind of sadness, loneliness and hopelessness.

@Danioover9000 This one: Will no longer have a hold over me?... And you think the holocaust is a interpretation?... Whatever..

Feeling isn't always amazing or nice.

Ummmm.... You might want to rethink that one.