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The fact that you link to a freaking music video indicates that there's a high probability that you're just driven by emotions and are doing mental gymnastics and wishful thinking. I could be wrong though.

I don't think you can stay in the Absolute Infinity/Absolute Godhead forever, ever. I think you will always keep getting "unlightened". But yeah.. I don't know if you ever get there even temporary, or if it even exists. I don't know anything.

What the hell am I struggling, fighting and suffering for? Absolutely nothing. There's no reward for me. Even you people who are better persons and have better lives than me: Leo said in his recent video that good things takes time to develop. Ok, and when you die, then what? You'll lose it all anyway. That's one of the most absurd things about life.

Completely meaningless/pointless struggle. Non-existence would be much better. Life is absurd.

That video gave me a bit goosebumps. The whole thing about using intelligence to send a heads-up message with a messenger, it's almost like a divine intervention.

Well.. and what's the evidence for all that?

Probably just wishful thinking. Many people suffer their entire lives, only Satan would think that's love, because he enjoys it when others suffer, so for him it's love.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death "Death is the permanent, irreversible cessation of all biological functions that sustain a living organism. The remains of a previously living organism normally begin to decompose shortly after death. Death is an inevitable, universal process that eventually occurs in all living organisms." https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5570697/ "The UDDA simply states: ’An individual who has sustained either (1) irreversible cessation of circulatory and respiratory functions, or (2) irreversible cessation of all functions of the entire brain, including the brain stem, is dead." https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/death-definition/ "So an adequate definition of death must be adequate in the case of all organisms. What happens when a paramecium, clover, tree, mosquito, rabbit, or human dies? The organism stops functioning as an integrated unit and breaks down, turning what was once a dynamic object that took energy from the environment to maintain its own structure and functioning into an inert piece of matter subject to disintegration and decay."

No, when your body is destroyed and never come back, then you died.

I eat all kind of crap. Junk food almost every day. I'm healthy and not fat.

What a waste of time and energy. Just take the vaccine. If you get severe chronic side effects I can pay you 1200 USD, if you can prove that the vaccine caused you severe chronic side effects.

@Terell Kirby How did you attain it? How can I attain it?

Oh okay I see it now.

I can't see anything there about september 6th.

There are.

Yes I have looked at your original post. You're clearly an anti-vaxxer and covid-denier and all that. And you recommend ineffective medicine against covid. The conspiracy theorists often claim that they have done lots of research. I'm sure they have, but the problems is that they are only reading horse shit information from wrong sources. My mother is like that. She consumes false information all day long and then claims that she have done lots of research. You can find "information" and "studies" etc. about anything if you search enough, even for (non-existent) pink unicorns. I will leave this discussion now because this is a waste of time. I hope you will get banned soon.

The facts aren't my own point of view. That's the beauty of facts. You anti-vaxxers are blind to correct facts and then you believe in some other nonsense instead. It's painful to see such stupidity.

Beliefs.. Would be nice if you would admit it.

No both sides aren't wrong. The pro-vaxxers are right, and anti-vaxxers are wrong.

No. For example either Trump is waging a secret war against elite Satan-worshipping cannibalistic pedophiles in government, business and the media (QAnon), or he's not. There is no such thing as "the other view (conspiracy theorists) is right too." One view is true, and the other view is false. You're probably trying to say that the other view is true too. No it's not. They are wrong, they are mentally ill or mentally retarded people, for whatever reason. Period.

Well I just made some efforts on loving even the insane people. The key to not hate those crazy people is to take a deeep breath and see them as mentally ill or mentally retarded people. I don't hate people who have other mental illnesses or are retarded in other ways. So why would I hate these ones? I think that solved it.

Oh man, I just visited a different forum with many crazy anti-vaxxers. They keep saying that everyone who take the vaccine are the ones who are idiots, deluded, etc. I have to be honest and admit that I hate the insane anti-vaxxers. From the bottom of my heart I hate them. I know I shouldn't do that, I'll try to use this stuff as a lesson in learning to love even such people.

Sounds like a bad idea to move to a different country (from Norway) because of pick-up and drugs. Your life would probably get worse. Just my opinion.

I'm not a kid. I'm 32. And I'm not a emo either. I'm just saying how things are.

I wouldn't wear contact lenses for 3 days straight. And if it's the first time you use contact lenses.. you probably wont be able to remove them from your eyes, especially if they make you see nothing.