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Consciousness.. oh consciousness. You weird mysterious thing. You are the only thing which gives meaning to anything, you alone are the only knower, nothing can be known outside of you.

No.

It's all of those things. Yes. I wouldn't diagnose me at all. But I'm sure doctors could give me several diagnoses, I don't want to name which. I finished the book. It was good but it didn't help me. No book has ever helped me, or video or any advice from anyone. It's ok, I kinda appreciate that someone writes something to me. This is unrelated to this stuff but.. Man.. there's a woman at my work who has beautiful eyes, and when I talked with her about work-stuff she was looking laser-focused into my eyes all the time. That was all it took for me to get feelings for her. I need to see her eyes and face again. And she's so kind too. Anyways.. that was off-topic. I know you will say that I should talk more with her and yadda yadda (no offense) but I wont. I can only hope that I have to talk more with her about work-stuff

@caelanb I'm also skeptical about enlightenment, but.. Imagine a radio player, you can measure the electronics in the radio player do stuff when it plays music. And you can change the sound by manipulating the hardware. So it seems like it's the radio which is creating the sound, but without the radio signals in the air it wouldn't create any sound at all.

Yeah, they would drink diesel instead of taking a FDA approved safe vaccine. It's astonishing how stupid people can be.

China is way more evil than US. China is a dictatorship country which violates human rights, etc.

I don't like working. The work thing is just a example. Everything is a struggle. Even writing this message is a struggle, because I always have difficult to express myself.

No, it was a example. Or a analogy, or whatever.

Doesn't matter. That's a stupid argument against the vaccines because the point with vaccines is that you want to avoid getting infected with covid 19. With natural immunity you get infected with covid 19 before you get immunity. Would you want to get a stroke so you become immune against strokes? No, you don't want a stroke at all.

Thanks. With "fight" and "struggle" I basically just meant that everything is a fight and struggle. So it doesn't mean that I'm resisting the loneliness and sadness. If that makes sense.. For example going to work is a fight and struggle. Why would I do that since I wont get any reward from it other than money. Which only keeps me alive so that I can keep suffering for no reward. There's no point with anything because there's no reward to get from any of this.

To anti-vaxxers and vaccine-hesitant people: Watch this from 15:03 to 17:28, and from 29:05 to pretty much the end.

The fact that you link to a freaking music video indicates that there's a high probability that you're just driven by emotions and are doing mental gymnastics and wishful thinking. I could be wrong though.

I don't think you can stay in the Absolute Infinity/Absolute Godhead forever, ever. I think you will always keep getting "unlightened". But yeah.. I don't know if you ever get there even temporary, or if it even exists. I don't know anything.

What the hell am I struggling, fighting and suffering for? Absolutely nothing. There's no reward for me. Even you people who are better persons and have better lives than me: Leo said in his recent video that good things takes time to develop. Ok, and when you die, then what? You'll lose it all anyway. That's one of the most absurd things about life.

Completely meaningless/pointless struggle. Non-existence would be much better. Life is absurd.

That video gave me a bit goosebumps. The whole thing about using intelligence to send a heads-up message with a messenger, it's almost like a divine intervention.

Well.. and what's the evidence for all that?

Probably just wishful thinking. Many people suffer their entire lives, only Satan would think that's love, because he enjoys it when others suffer, so for him it's love.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death "Death is the permanent, irreversible cessation of all biological functions that sustain a living organism. The remains of a previously living organism normally begin to decompose shortly after death. Death is an inevitable, universal process that eventually occurs in all living organisms." https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5570697/ "The UDDA simply states: ’An individual who has sustained either (1) irreversible cessation of circulatory and respiratory functions, or (2) irreversible cessation of all functions of the entire brain, including the brain stem, is dead." https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/death-definition/ "So an adequate definition of death must be adequate in the case of all organisms. What happens when a paramecium, clover, tree, mosquito, rabbit, or human dies? The organism stops functioning as an integrated unit and breaks down, turning what was once a dynamic object that took energy from the environment to maintain its own structure and functioning into an inert piece of matter subject to disintegration and decay."

No, when your body is destroyed and never come back, then you died.

I eat all kind of crap. Junk food almost every day. I'm healthy and not fat.

What a waste of time and energy. Just take the vaccine. If you get severe chronic side effects I can pay you 1200 USD, if you can prove that the vaccine caused you severe chronic side effects.

@Terell Kirby How did you attain it? How can I attain it?

Oh okay I see it now.

I can't see anything there about september 6th.