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How do you know there isn't a poop sausage somewhere in the world which is really beautiful and you want to shoot a 4K video of? Have you really seen all poop sausages in the world? If not, you can't be sure whether such a poop sausage exists or not. You must now go and see every poop sausage in the world.

Good for you that you like all those things, but I don't. I'm not going to waste all my time and energy on exploring everything in the world just to prove you that I don't like what you like.

The world is the most boring place ever. God is stupid, anyone could have created something better. I'm not at all interested in traveling to other countries, I don't give a fuck about food, there's no interesting activities, etc.

@something_else Only women excite me. It's aaalll about women. But can't have that. So..

But.. I got it because I have a diagnosis.. I also get free dental care thanks to my diagnosis. So getting a diagnosis can help too.

She was about average attractive. During how long? The rest of my life if I wanted to. But I canceled it because I didn't really like it.. but other people can like it. I live in Sweden.

@Hello world So have you even tried professional help? The society really doesn't want you to committ suicide. You can try to take advantage of that. Interesting things happen as soon as you tell them that you're suicidal. If you just call 911 they'll break your door and take you to hospital. For example they gave me a woman who I could meet once a week. I could choose that they would give me a woman who I would meet once a week. She was working voluntarily. Of course it wasn't sexual and it didn't lead to anything with her but still, I could be social and do things with a woman. Normal stuff like go out on walks, cinema, go to coffeehouse, hang out at my place, etc.

I'm venting because I'm completely alone. Yawn.

No idea from where you got the idea that maybe it doesn't hurt to die. I'm sure you can find videos for example here https://theync.com/ where they scream out their pain the moment before they die.

Mic drop.

You don't know about his life situation, emotional state, etc. Mind your own business, not every life is the same.

But yes girls are brutal. Beyond brutal. They have made me cry more than anything else in life. I've done that clubbing alone thing a billion times with zero success. But you might have better luck.

Whatever happens, it will be just another passing experience on the screen of consciousness.

Genetics+childhood. Maybe better luck in next life.

? Good one.

But don't you think the principle is same? Forcing yourself to do something difficult and/or dangerous, and then being happy that you managed to do it?

You know what.. When I finally force myself to become drunk, and when I'm finally drunk, then I'm happy that I forced myself to become drunk. Because being drunk is awesome. Maybe it's like that with psychedelics. I still have many years left to force myself to take psychedelics again.

Depending on how you die, yes it can hurt. I don't think you can choose who you get reborn as.

Thanks, gonna watch it, now I will get all the girls. Btw, I don't understand why your problem is a problem, you basically got what you wished for.

The only possible explanation for how I can still be alive is that I actually did committ suicide, but after I did it I simply got teleported into a different universe inside the multiverse where I didn't committ suicide. It's called quantum immortality.

This is accurate for me:

Every day, especially every weekend I get a strong feeling that this shit must stop, that it can't go on anymore, not a single day more. But it does, it keeps on going, day after day, on and on it goes. People say that time goes faster as they get older, for me it goes slower. Every day of being alive is one day too much.

There's no words to describe how much I have had enough of my life. It's remarkable that the marvelous universe managed to create something so ugly and shitty. It's like the world's best piano player would just randomly smash the piano keys with his/her fists. I'm like.. "no, why are you doing that?"

Food for thought: why do you people accept Love experiences as the Truth, but dismiss non-Love experiences as untruth. Could it be because of wishful thinking ? I'm not sure about the answer..

@justfortoday Just empty words which are unconfirmable to me. So not worth anything. I'm not saying that what you say isn't true. I'm just saying that I don't know if it's true.