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I don't think so. Not really. There's no help and nothing helps, like I said. Shitty (unlovable) personality> total loneliness> hell.

Yes I guess. Then nothing changes.

I guess they all mix together and cause a constant state of deep misery and suffering.

I don't know. There's the uncertainty again which makes it even worse. Birth led me to this place. It's all unknown.

Completely powerless. Helpless. Hopeless. Worthless. Sad. Lonely. Unloved. Abandoned. Hated. No energy. No motivation. No discipline. Jealous. Pain and suffering everywhere. It's a psychological turmoil. I don't know if it's some kind of actual Hell. The uncertainty just makes the Hell even worse. At least in the real Hell which you are talking about they would let you know that you are actually in the real Hell.

About 1 hour before the power outage happened I started to think about a power outage, and what to do when it haopens. Sitting here in the dark now. Coincidence? Maybe.. But they don't happen often here.

Normal. A bit cold, about 36 fahrenheit (2 celsius). We don't usually get power outages here no matter what the weather is, so it can't be that. I see.

No.

Power is back on.

And I think I started to charge my phone thanks to the premonition. It had just finished charging when the power outage happened. Without the premonition I would have low on battery now. Convenient to predict stuff.

After death there will be more experience.

Yes.

Yes.

Oh my God.. That sounds literally like a joke. But I know you are dead serious.

Yeah I agree with them.

Sometimes I do mental experiments where in my mind I say things like: (To aliens) "Please show yourself. I beg you. I demand that you show yourself." And then I concentrate or focus or something. And I do that to all possible entities, like God, angels, spirits, even to myself, etc. I know it's ridiculous. But at least I have to try all possibilities, right? That's how science is done, you test all different things you can imagine. If it doesn't work, then ok, try something else. I feel that there's something fishy going on. But I don't know if it's aliens or what.

About the camera thing: that's a idea which could be true, but there's no evidence. No we wouldn't respond with hostile attacks, unless they attack us first. I don't think it would cause social chaos. They could reveal themselves but still don't interfere. We are a curious specie, we want to know the answer to existential questions, the aliens should know that, so it could be a reason why they would reveal themselves. I fucking demand that they show themselves ASAP.

I'm open-minded too, but that doesn't mean that I don't require good evidence before I believe in something. But yes it's possible that they are visiting earth. What kind of evidence? Well, better video footage at least to start with, but ultimately the aliens should either reveal themselves fully and let us study their bodies, or we should get our hands on actual aliens or alien space/aircraft. Then I would believe in the stuff. And don't come with the bullshit "we already have them, but the government just keeps it secret." That's just a damn typical conspiracy theory. (This wasn't really aimed for specifically you something_else.) If we are like powerless animals for them then there wouldn't really be a reason for them to hide. Humans don't hide themselves from animals. No reason to hide since they are powerless anyway.

I have watched the videos for many hours now, have watched about half of the videos. Watching them all takes at least a day I think. So I'll continue tomorrow I guess. I'm not impressed so far, not at all. If someone consumes a lot of specific "information", in this case pro-alien stuff, then it's pretty likely that you start believing in the subject. Basically, the mind gets reprogrammed, and it could be a program which isn't true. And yes I'm not immune against that either, but I go more for real evidence, instead of blurry videofootage and unverifiable stories and shit. Especially this video (which is on your list) is packed with classic hardcore conspiracy theories: For example it is said that Tom says that the conspiracy theory about the moonlanding being fake was created as a disinformation campaign created by the intelligence agencies to cover up what really happened. That what actually happened was that there were aliens in a crater. (From 12:50 in the video).

I haven't seen many of those US intelligence people. There's also people who have seen bigfoot and all kind of crazy stuff. I think Leo's answer to this is usually (I'm almost certain that he has said this before. He can correct me if I'm wrong): "Yes, also bigfoot etc. exists." And that for me is completely outrageous and unacceptable. That takes the notion of "blind belief" to a whole new level. Even worse than the most fanatic religious people.

Well ok those "former"-whatever people aren't completely worthless. Anyway, I don't think there's enough evidence to be sure that aliens are visiting earth. If you think I'm dumb because of that so be it..

I will watch the videos later today but I'll comment about Luis Elizondo: it doesn't matter what he was before, because he isn't a member of US intelligence anymore. So he's not a official. So it's not true that "US military has confirmed the existence of alien craft". Maybe Luis got fired for being a idiot or a tin foil hat, or maybe he quit just to get rich with his scam company To The Stars Academy. I really don't care about people who are "former" something. Their credibility died the moment they became "former".

What interviews? David Fravor and Alex Dietrich? Are those 2 persons the US military? Give link? Oh yeah this is the part where you say "find it yourself". Sigh. I would love to be wrong. No one would be more happy if they would be aliens than me. Sure it would be scary and be a big deal but I would be able to handle it.

No they haven't. They have confirmed the existence of unidentified aerial phenomena. The phenomena on the videos could be a million other things than alien stuff.