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@snowyowl I'm just gonna stay home. @Preety_India I will probably play Second Life while being wasted.

Well, I'm gonna get wasted tomorrow saturday. Anyone else?

@snowyowl I'm not feeling good. I feel worse than in a long time. I'm completely alone and unloved (romantically by a woman). It's really sad, no matter how much I try and how much I would like to be lovable (romantically by a woman).. I'm just not enough. Life is absurd. Why are we alive at all? What's the point? And why does even the universe exist? Why does anyone suffer when ultimately there's no point with anything. When I work I do it because I want money. But my life itself.. what is the reward after I have died?? Why the hell would I, or anyone else live?? What's the motivation to be alive?? This is what I mean with life being completely pointless. Why are we conscious? If reality is like the materialists say then why the hell are we even conscious? All the shit in the whole universe could happen without consciousness, in the dark, just dead atoms flying around and interacting with each other. Consciousness shouldn't have any place in reality at all. And yes I know you spiritual people believe in all kind of crazy shit like "I am God and immortal" and MAYBE that's true, but there's no real evidence for that, I'm not gonna believe it just because some people say it. Anyone can claim anything. And I'm not satisifed with "maybe" stuff, I have to know.

No I'm not inflicting pain. Your guarantee has been broken. I want to use the money back guarantee.

My parents. I would probably hang myself right now if I wouldn't have parents. And I don't even like my parents.

No I don't know it. And you don't either. Is "come back to life" a choice? I don't think so. And no there isn't any fun things to do. Groups or festivals or whatever isn't any fun. And yes it's hard.

Yes. And I get "scared" too. But it mostly makes me laugh.

I have tried that. So apparently not.

Interesting. Maybe the "okay with suicide" and "okay with living" is the same shit. Because maybe you can't escape life. Search this on YouTube: "Quantum immortality".

I'll write in this thread after 6 months, then I can prove that this was just a false rumor. I love being right.

Why do people believe in such ridiculous rumors..

I'm such a goddamn fool that I continue living. I'm painfully aware of this fact. Everyone instinctively tell suicidal people that life is a good thing and that they should keep living, because the survival of our specie depends on survival, of course. This is very primitive animal stuff.

I'm just talking about me now.. but I know for sure that I'm out of options. I only live because of hardwired survival instinct (and maybe because of lack of free will?), and because I don't want my parents to suffer. If I would be 100% rational, 100% selfish, and have free will, then I would hang myself right now. And no can ever convince me that I'm wrong about this fact, because I know it's the truth. But this is just my case.

It just doesn't work like that. I've been suicidal, and still sometimes are, and I wouldn't even consider doing what you suggest. If you are suicidal then you have ran out of all options, including your beach idea.

@Username Why are you considering replacing only the window seals? Replace the windows completely. To windows with multiple layers of glass. Like 3 layers maybe, with air in between.

Of course euthanasia and assisted suicide should be legal.

Am I? What do you mean?

Cute, but unrealistic, not gonna happen. Cute, but unrealistic, not gonna happen. Cute, but unrealistic, not gonna happen.

So in that case there's no hope.

Both this shooter and the Buffalo shooter had just bought the guns legally. Would they have bought guns in some other way anyway? Maybe, maybe not. But why make it super easy for them..

Fine tuning does not imply intelligent design. A multiverse would automatically make this universe fine tuned. Because there's many universes which doesn't allow life, but some universes would allow life, simply by chance, and of course we find ourselves in such a universe. If you randomly arrange letters in infinite many ways, then simply by accident for example the Bible is created. And all other books that has ever been written and will get written. No intelligence needed. That's anthropomorphism. In the same way like God would be a white bearded man sitting on a cloud. The difference is just that you give God human mental attributes, instead of physical attributes. But maybe you give "him" physical human attributes too. It's really childish.

I say it with 99% confidence. It would require a lot of evidence to think that they are aliens. But we have no real evidence at all. Only stuff which people say, and some blurry dots on low quality videos and photos, which could be anything.

Are you sure that you aren't stuck anywhere?

What you say sounds like a joke. Like a meme. Wow.. I feel like I have to show your message to someone.. and that person will laugh his/her ass off.

Matter can't move at light speed. No matter how good the technology is. The laws of physics don't allow that. And why would they move erratically? What would the point be with that? And were they glowing? If yes: why would they be glowing? If you want to be undetected then you don't build a glowing aircraft.