Striving for more

@Thought Art It's true, maybe I will do acting for fun. I don't really care about Hollywood that much lol

No of course I meant I've never acted before. My point was most actors have decades of experience, I don't have any. So to start acting in 20's seems unreasonable if they all did it since childhood. Although perhaps acting is less linear & than something like tennis or soccer & less about years of practice, but I feel like life never works like that & it probably is just like tennis.

You're not allowed to chelate with ALA until at least 3 months, is the required gap different for DMSA ?

Lool at least throw juice at her or something. Tbis os nothing to do with you or even partying.. you got unlucky and met disgusting people You can socialise with friendly people, just got to find them (i knos it can feel impossoble i was tbe same

Take mushrooms = Quit society for 4 - 8 hours

@Ima Freeman Is this factor significant & even more significant than having a filling yourself? Because as a baby you absorb all the mercury vapor ?

^^^ constantly Blocked sinuses, whim whoff breathing feeling awkward & futile

AHHHHHH Fuck man why did my fucking dentist refer to me x ray. I didn't know they linked to all this bad shit. Fucking bitch man mutated DNA WHAT THE FUCK

@Matt23 I only had 1. I just got an X ray for a decaying tooth today (not amalgam) ... because the dentist referred me to them. They said "it causes some radiation" & that sounded scary but I'm ignorant so I trusted them & got an x ray. Now I don't know if I made a mistake. I hope that won't fuck me up & that they're safe. If not i'll just kill myself this world is too hard to navigate I just hope that x ray won't give me insomnia or something cause then I'll have to kill myself it's litterally not worth living when you have these sympoms. I'll pray to god & maybe i'll just be fine in a couple days

Should I put my close to my LED Lamp & phone & stare at it in the morning for couple minutes because Blue light is a "powerful nootropic"

@Redneb I personally love it when he drops F bombs & it's an authentic aspect of Leo's style, if he changed & stopped doing that i'd be put off. You sound like a fucking tweeb How the fuck does it deflate someone's intelligence? This post deflates your intelligence. Swearing is one of the most useful & effective aspects of the English language, any language. It's great for emphasis & many other things ect.. DUHHHHH

The invisible force of mediocrity is piercing into my veins. This deadly force can not be seen, this force can not be wrestled with, for if you wrestle with it, it will use your own weight against you. You must strike back with an even greater force, the deadly force that represents POWER, that is INTENSE FAITH & A BURNING DESIRE TO WIN , THE FORCE THAT MAKES A WARRIER, THAT ACCEPTS NO APOLOGIES & WILL OVERCOME ANY OBSTACLES OR TEMPTATIONS SUCH AS INDIFFERENCE

Today I yearn for power. Fuck consciousness, I want power. Respect. Earn the money, gain the power, gain the respect. $1 Mil in the fucking BANK...!!!! THEN $10 MIIL IN THE FUCKING BANK. $10 MIL BITCH !!!!

I don't like Myer's brigs because I am generally not sure what the answers to most of the questions are. It's pretty hard to get the questions right & I'm sure in 6 months I'd take the quiz & be a different type. The only obvious one is extroversion & Intuition. I was certain I was an ENFP but according to the quiz I'm an ESFP - T > Entertainer. I just think even these myers brigs labels are problematic & lead to a victim mindset like "I will never be good at focusing because I'm INFP" Even Extroversion is not that simple, I could easily be an ISFP OR INFP Next time. Given that my extroversion score was only 60%, it could easily flip to 60% introversion. I also believe most of these traits can be changed heavily, & a model is ultimately just a model, it will always be limited.

@Bogdan carnivore diet brought her life back ... Carnivore litterally healed everything for her. I get your point, carnivore didn't take away whatver issue was causing her to react to other food ... But that doesn't change the fact that she can now live a normal life because of carnivore, whereas before she couldn't. End of story.

Hey guys any advice on a productivity keyboard? I'm considering buying the Logitech K780 keyboard as I already have an MX Master 2X Mouse. It also has a nice phone holder slot too. Any experiences with that one or better options ? I type a lot so I want smooth effortless typing.

No, it's definitely not like that. It's just synthetic.

Earlier I consumed some flax seeds. I just looked on the packet & it says "ALA, Source of omega 3" WTF ? I don't want to untintentionally consume ALA. Why has it got ALA. Also it says "100% organic flaxseeds .. but may also contain sesame seeds, peanuts". So annoying. I can't eat sesame. I'm just going to have to go carnivore diet & couple veg because it's too complicated.

I have mixed opinions about vice... But this video seems pretty legit & to be honest I wouldn't be surprised. I was heavily addicted to weed & I also noticed in recent years the effect seemed to get worse & the strange effects seemed to become more common. I always thought this was down to natural vs synthetic weed. E.g I have memories of smoking weed & getting good effects, & I have many memories of getting almost disturbing effects from weed. I also have memories of seeing weed in recent years, looking at it for 2 seconds & my intuition told me right away that something is not right about this, then i'd have a couple puffs & normally throw it out straight away. when you're an experienced smoker you can just tell straight away. The trichomes look too sharp & the smell is unnatural. I smoked "weed" in the summer after a long break, but I went to bed all shaky & couldn't sleep all night. This is NOT what weed is meant to do to you.

'its the same if alcohol was illegal, people just want to relax with a shandy, but end up drinking moonshine'"

This is my main concern. The brain. I smoked 100% unregulated weed throughout my youth, as often as 10 joints a day sometimes. This went on for years & I smoked it from age 14 while my brain hadn't developed. It is completely unknown the damage that I have done, what was in the weed. & The long term damage is also completely unclear. Unclear whether the damage is irreversible.

What are the best plant based protein sources for overall health, energy, mental sharpness & nutrients / vitamins Also, has anyone quit eating eggs? I had some "organic" eggs today, & they taste like shit, make me feel weird. I do not trust eggs anymore, fish is polluted, meat is rarely high quality, it's all trash. Food is rarely fresh in the UK, because we import it from other countries, then we buy a week or 2 later. Where is the best place to order fresh organic food online?

I COMMAND TO THY SUBCONSCIOUS MIND A STRICT BREAK FROM THIS FORUM. I WILL PUT IN MY GOOGLE CALENDAR A SCHEDLUED TIME SLOT FOR WHEN I CAN VIEW THIS FORUM, FOR A MAX OF 1 HOUR. I have learn enough. Now I need to focus on my work. I'm losing money.

@mmKay I've still never done truffles nor been to Amsterdam. Hit me up if you move lol.

@mmKay Why can't you do both? Why can't you travel find friends & a girlfriend, whilst also tripping & healing? Also why only limit your healing to psychedelics, how about kambo, therapy, NLP ... I can't decide whats best for you, but for me personally nothing makes me more present than travelling & novelty & meeting people, I dread ever losing the desire for that stuff again. Maybe find a way to spark the desire for it again, I don't know. I just think that stuff is too good to evade. & Maybe stop trying to separate the two. Just see all spirituality as you enhancing your mood, energy, vibrations + reducing overthinking, rumination & creating your own meaning & drive. That enhances personal development. They go hand in hand.